him miserable.” Noli sat up in the hammock, still holding the pot of roses. “You may enter.”
Vix strode in. She closed the door and took a seat on the workbench. “They say you never truly get over your first love … and it can be very difficult when things don’t go the way you planned.” Vix held up a hand. “I’m not saying this to be mean … I’m saying this because when you spoke all I could hear was myself when I was about your age. I don’t want you to go through what I did.”
Noli crossed her arms over her chest. “I’m not you.”
Vix laughed. “No, not unless you snuck into his barn, stole his prize horse, let the rest of the horses go, then lit the barn on fire.”
Her jaw dropped. “You actually did that?” Noli scrunched her nose. “But who still keeps horses? You’re not that old.”
Vix’s lips pursed as if holding in her gut reaction. “Plenty of people still use and raise horses. Some people like them for recreation or sport—these were race horses and very
“He didn’t stand up against his parents?” Her voice softened.
“No, he didn’t.” For a moment she looked far away. “In all honesty, it was the best thing that ever happened. It started a chain of events that changed my life. Otherwise, I’d never have become a captain, gotten my own ship or … ” She smiled in a way that seemed almost schoolgirlish. “Met your brother. You know Jeff and I are …
He told me, and well, now that I’ve met you, I can see why.” Noli smiled back. Jeff never liked proper girls any more than Noli liked being a proper girl. Also, he loved things that flew more than anything. Any girl that could capture his attention would have to share that passion.
Vix’s smile grew wry. “I hope that’s a good thing.”
“Usually.”
On the bench Vix squirmed a little. “Noli, there’s no chance you might … be of a delicate condition, is there? No one will be angry, no one will blame you, but since you’re on my ship I need to know.”
It took a moment for Vix’s words to penetrate Noli’s brain. Her jaw dropped. “No…that’s not why at all… how…”
“It happens—more than you think, even among society girls.” Vix’s shoulders relaxed, her expression returning to her usual cool one.
“No … no, that wasn’t it at all.” Anger welled up inside her. “First of all, he’d never do that. Second of all … ” Embarrassment replaced her fury. “We never …” They’d never done
For a moment Noli thought Vix might sneer at her lack of experience, or worse, think she was lying or that she was some dollymop who irresponsibly did
Instead, Vix nodded, face devoid of judgment. “I needed to ask.”
“It might be difficult to fix engines when you’re in the family way.” Noli tried to smile.
“In that time that you … disappeared … did anyone … hurt you?” She didn’t sound completely sure of herself, but didn’t avert her glance as if embarrassed. “We don’t know what happened to you, and well, Jeff is worried.”
Noli bristled, remembering the conversation she’d overheard her first night on the ship. “No one hurt me … ”
Not in any way that left marks on her body. Some of the punishments at Findlay House left marks on her soul. The feeling of water pouring down on her face still made her heart race and caused her to gasp for breath.
“Where did you go? Jeff thinks you were kidnapped.” Familiar notes of disbelief tinged her voice.
Noli sighed. How would she explain making a wish, falling into the Otherworld, and Kevighn trying to get the magic to bind her as the sacrifice?
She couldn’t. Not to her mother. Not to Jeff. Certainly not to Vix. Speaking about the Fae and the Otherworld would cause them to think she
It was difficult not to shudder.
Vix looked at her expectantly. Noli groaned inwardly. There was only one way to get out of this, since it looked as if the captain required an answer.
Noli tried to plaster her face with an expression both spoiled and wounded. “I …I don’t want to talk about it.” The rawness in her voice was surprisingly real as her eyes met Vix’s.
However, that
No, she couldn’t bear to
Even V didn’t truly understand her pain and regret— or how hard she struggled to maintain the sliver of self that remained. V. She clutched her roses and sniffed. Where were he and James? What were they doing? Oh, how she missed them, missed him.
A sigh hissed from Vix’s lips. “You don’t want to talk about it? You were missing for months and you
“No, Captain. I’m sorry, but I don’t.” As she exhaled her entire body shuddered.
Vix shot out of her chair, her persona of
Making an exasperated noise, she marched out of Noli’s room, the door closing behind her, without so much as a backward glance.
Noli couldn’t expect her to understand. No one understood—except V and James and Charlotte. They were gone. All of them. Leaving Noli all alone.
Noli changed into her nightdress and slippers. Braiding her hair, she covered it with a cap, not caring that air pirates didn’t sleep in bonnets. Her arms wrapped around her pot of roses she climbed into her hammock, pulled her blanket close, closed her eyes, and fell asleep to the off-kilter song of the engines, wishing everything had happened differently.
Nine
New York City
The air pirate who’d abducted Steven and James, Igan or something, sneered at them from the other side of the bars of the brig. “End of the line, you two.”
Steven’s pocket watch said it had only been about twelve hours. Still, he had a sinking feeling that they’d gone twelve hours in a direction opposite North Carolina.
“Thank goodness, I’m starving.” James shot up off the floor.
Steven rubbed his arms against the chill, stomach growling in protest. “Where are we?”
He prayed to the Bright Lady that they weren’t in the middle of nowhere.
Igan’s eyebrows arched, a smirk playing on his crooked lips. “If you were left on an island with only one item— any item in the world, what would it be?”
His heart lurched. An island? However, he couldn’t think of any island twelve hours from Chicago via airship.
Igan reached through the bars and smacked Steven. “Answer me.”
“My pen,” Steven replied, not really thinking, face stinging.
James eyed Igan. “Trousers.”
Igan pointed a pistol at them. “Strip, the both of you, shoes too.”
Neither brother moved.