through the entire process.
Charlie trotted up the stairs and we headed back into the kitchen. I tossed him a treat and then padded down to the spare room I used as an office. I closed the door behind me and settled into my desk chair for a long night of throwing myself into the comfortable mundane-ness of codes and numbers.
16
“Hey, love.” I heard Silas’s voice loud and clear over the phone.
“Wrong person.” Tristan grinned. “But it’s great to hear your voice too.” A sexy smile tipped his mouth. I wanted him to hang up on my best friend immediately so I could attack those lips. It had been a few days and I still hadn’t spoken to Tristan much about the letter but my mind had been consumed by it. The nightmares had returned; the previous two nights I'd woken up in a cold sweat, memories of that night playing on repeat in my mind. It was the first time I'd had a nightmare since coming back to the beach and now here I was, thrown back into the darkness.
I tried to keep my mind off the parole hearing during the day by marketing the rental. I’d posted it on some websites and had a local realtor who specialized in summer rentals walk through. I had inheritance and life insurance money in the bank account, but I'd been taking so much from it over the last year that I needed to start renting this house and get some funds going back in.
“Here she is.” Tristan handed the phone to me. I placed a peck on his cheek and then put the phone to my ear.
“How’s it going, baby girl?” I heard the grin in Silas’s voice from across the phone line. I pictured his brown eyes dancing, his blond hair styled just perfectly. My mood instantly lifted.
“It’s okay.”
“That doesn’t sound like okay.”
I sighed and picked at the frayed edges of a hole in my jeans.
“Spill, love.” Silas hit me with the sternest voice he could muster. It worked like a charm.
“I got a letter.” I turned to frown at Tristan. I really didn’t want to get into this at all. He rubbed my leg. I’d only just gotten it a few days ago, spilled my guts to Drew last night, still hadn’t spoken much to Tristan about it, and yet here I was. I heaved a sigh and lifted off the couch, headed for the kitchen and a bottle of wine.
Tristan followed me in and took the bottle from my hands, mouthing that he’d take care of it. I smiled at him thankfully before I started in on the letter I’d received and how I was feeling. Tristan tried not to hover, although he rubbed my neck every now and again when I was especially tense. That was until the wine seeped through my veins and had tingles lighting up my body.
I relaxed as I finished my story, telling him I needed to go back to DC for the hearing in May, a few months from now. My best friend listened patiently, murmuring and offering comfort when necessary.
“I wish you were here,” I finished dejectedly.
“Me too, love,” Silas answered.
“So enough of this sad stuff. Can we talk about you? How’s Justin?” I took a long draw of my wine.
“Well, we’re moving down there.”
“What?” I squeaked.
“I’m letting the lease go on my place. Moving in with Justin in the spring.”
‘Oh God, Silas! I’m so excited.”
“We can’t be apart, love. Not good for either one of us.” Silas laughed.
“Definitely not. So I guess that means you two are doing well?”
There was a long pause.
Too long.
“Silas?”
“I have something else to tell you.”
“Okay . . .”
“You’re not going to like it.”
“Okay . . .”
“You may want to kick my ass.”
I groaned. “Silas, please just tell me.”
“Justin and I sort of . . . eloped.”
My heartbeat thudded in my ears. I shook my head in confusion, my wine glass suspended halfway to my lips. I couldn’t have heard that right. Silas—my commitment-phobic best friend—married? To someone he’d been dating for just a few months?
“Say something, love.”
“I don’t think I can.”
“Shit, I’m sorry, Georgia. When we were in Mexico for spring break, it just happened. We were having such a great time; it was perfect. The sun was out, the water was warm, the bed was big. He just asked me and I said yes. We did it an hour later on the beach. I don’t think he was expecting to do it. It just happened, Georgia, and I knew you would be pissed that I did it without you, but it felt so right,” he finally finished.
“I . . . I don’t even know what to say.” I was still in shock. My brain wasn’t computing what he was telling me.
“Congratulations, maybe?” Silas asked.
“God, I’m sorry. Congratulations. Of course, congratulations. I’m thrilled for you. I’m sad I wasn’t there, but I’m thrilled. Just shocked.”
“I know. This doesn’t seem like me, but Justin, he’s—”
“He’s perfect,” I finished, a grin pulling at my cheeks. “God, Silas. You’re married.” Tears sprang to my eyes when I thought of my best friend finding someone he loved so completely that he promised to spend his life with him.
“I know.” I could hear him tearing up on the other end. “You’re making me cry, Georgia.”
“I’m crying too.” Emotion shook my body as tears streamed down my face. I wiped them with the back of one hand.
Tristan came up and wrapped both his arms around my body from behind. “Congrats, Silas,” he muttered into the phone before tucking his face into my neck and kissing at the overheated flesh.
“Tell your hunk of a boyfriend thanks,” Silas said.
“Hey, you’re a taken man now.” I laughed.
“Just ’cause I’m off the market doesn’t mean I’m dead.”
“Heard that.” Tristan pulled his sensual lips from my neck and sang into the phone before attacking my lobe with his teeth.
“God, wait, you let me ramble on and on about my bullshit and here you’d gotten married, Silas?” I felt so selfish.
“You needed to get it out. I understand.”
“It’s not anywhere near as important as your news. You should have stopped me.”
“It is important, love. But thanks. I love you.”
“I love you, too.” Another happy tear trickled down my cheek. Silas had been through so much over the years, been so ravaged by the pain and judgment put on him by his parents, it was overwhelming that he’d finally loved himself enough to give his heart to another. I wouldn’t have thought it possible a year ago, but now, it did feel right.
“I’m going to let you get back to what you were doing. I can hear him sucking on you.”
I laughed as tears rolled down my cheeks. “See you soon?”
“See you soon, love.”
“Silas?”
“Yeah?”
