'You just undressed her.'
'No, I didn't.'
'Yes. You. Did.'
Funny. She actually just did that. Said three words as individual sentences. I'm not playing that game.
'I just said everything was fine.'
'Actually, you said nothing, and while you were saying nothing, you were deciding whether or not you'd sleep with her.'
'Maybe. But that's not the same as undressing her.'
She stares at me. I am, of course, drawn to look round at the waitress, but I make sure I don't.
'So, was she slim?'
I give her the look. 'Yes,' I say eventually.
'Hair colour?'
'Mousey blonde, kind of tousled, shoulder length.'
'Nice breasts?'
I'm not answering that one.
'All you're proving is that I have decent powers of observation,' I say. 'And what with my job title 'n' all…'
'Sergeant, I'm just teasing, not going all high maintenance on you. But honestly, have you, or have you not, just imagined what that woman looked like naked?'
I stare across the table. So, that thing I was saying about not projecting…
'Yes… all right, I did. And she looks damned good without clothes on. You know…'
'All right, Sergeant, I've got the picture. You're not down the pub with your mates.'
'You started it.'
'You were the one undressing her, while thinking you were being discreet.'
She's got me there. I hide behind the cup of coffee, then say, 'Anyway, I never talk to men about naked women. That's… I don't know…'
'Vulgar?'
'Yes.'
'Well, I'm honoured. We should probably get back to talking about the investigation now.'
'Yes.'
'So Mrs Clayton leaves her husband, taking the kids with her. I spoke to a couple of people who weren't very forthcoming. Also spoke to the brother, couldn't get hold of the sister. I'll keep trying. But I think we can take it that he wasn't necessarily abusive, just not a nice bloke to live with, and pretty demanding. She felt threatened ultimately, but was never actually harmed. Bottom line is, she's not part of this, and he told you quite a lot of lies. Which is odd.'
'Maybe if your whole life is a lie, if you're always lying, lying to your family, lying to the police, lying to yourself, you forget what the truth is. You forget what can be checked.'
'Yep,' she says, 'that makes sense… But does that tie in with the Plague of Crows? The meticulous killer, the man who makes sure he covers every track?'
'Maybe he's very focussed on his work. That's… his work, his murder, is one thing. Cold and clinical. He can control everything. But his home life, his private life, he hasn't been able to control. It's fucked up so he's constructed stories around it to make it work, to make it appear as orderly as his work life.'
She's nodding. 'Not bad, Sergeant, that makes sense. So classic a personality type that it's almost a cliché; seemingly ordered on the surface, but full of turmoil and shattered confidence underneath. Yet, here, applied to this, it really fits, and it doesn't seem clichéd at all. This guy is potentially so screwed up, it seems… it seems likely.'
'Nevertheless, we have to be careful. We're talking ourselves into this guy being him. Every piece of information we unearth seems to back it up… have to be careful, that's all.'
She nods again. 'Yep. So, let's keep digging. The alibi or not is unlikely to prove anything, given that the bulk of the work was done late at night, early morning. Living alone… it'll be easy enough for him to say he spent the night in bed, and there would be no one to back him up even if he is telling the truth.'
Drain the coffee, still quite a lot in the cup and some of it dribbles down my chin. Grab a napkin and wipe it away before lowering the cup from my face. Like a seasoned professional.
*
Late night, Taylor's office. He's standing at the window looking out at the car park, although there are more lights on in here than out there, so he's mostly staring at his own reflection. Gostkowski and I have just laid it all out for him. A day spent rooting around after Michael Clayton. He's listened to it all, asked a few questions. Even as we explained it, I wasn't sure that there was enough to be making sure we went back to see him.
'All right,' he says, 'you've identified a certifiable liar, fantasist maybe, an unpleasant husband and father. Possibly, if we listen to Lynch, a murderer. The fact that he managed to get away with all that shit before, if it was him, doesn't make him any more unpleasant, but it does make him smart. Smarter than most of the fuckwits we end up dealing with in this job.' Ain't that the truth. 'So he seems right — fits the bill — but we have nothing to connect him to the Plague of Crows. No doctor's training, no particular social media expertise…'
'No,' says Gostkowski. 'Social media is one thing, he could be spending five hours a night working on that and no one would ever know. But the ability to remove part of the skull without killing the victim…'
'I know,' says Taylor. 'Spoken to a few surgeons. They're all impressed with the quality of work when I show them pictures and describe it to them. Ballingol's certainly impressed with it. It implies training.'
'Maybe he trained himself,' says Gostkowski.
'I've given that a lot of thought,' says Taylor. 'Spoke to a few people about it. Not impossible, and it would explain why I got absolutely nowhere chasing after medical students and doctors last year.'
He turns to face us, leans back against the window ledge. God he looks shit.
'So, it doesn't rule out our guy, it just doesn't help us. We have nothing definite that helps us. It's all supposition. We're the ones joining the dots, they're not being connected for us.'
A joining the dots analogy. It comes to this.
'I don't know how much more there is to find without speaking to him, Sir,' says Gostkowski. 'Or, at least, speaking to people who might well let him know that we're nosing around.'
'Time to make a decision,' says Taylor, and it's not a question. It is time to make a decision.
'You spoke to Montgomery?' I ask.
He nods without looking at me.
'Not at all helpful. Said he'd look into it and get back to us in a day or two.'
Useless fucker. This is like being in government in America. Too many people running things, no one wanting to help anyone else.
'I think we'll go and see Clayton tomorrow,' says Taylor, 'but I'll sleep on it.' Checks his watch. 'You two go home, get some sleep. Don't be late tomorrow morning, start getting our shit together.'
'You should get some sleep too,' I say, getting to my feet.
'Aye, I won't be long,' he says, and he waves a dismissive hand in the direction of the door.
And we're gone.
*
Long day. This time I think she falls asleep for a while in my bed, but when the alarm goes at 5.30 she's not there.
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Me and Taylor off to see Clayton. We're opening up the investigation, letting Clayton know he's under suspicion. Gostkowski has been dispatched to his golf club and other places where he makes himself known and pretends that he's always had money rather than getting it from being a sordid, murdering bastard who just happened to be smarter than everyone else. She seemed quite happy with the division of labour, but she's a team
