breasts. Her hands never stopped stroking and exploring, even as he suckled her sweetness and lost himself in the pleasure of the here and now, not the then. Forget the then.
Hope Montgomery was now. Here, now, with him. And she was wild—driving him wild. He took her and she took him and they took each other. She cried out her pleasure and her pain. He repeated her name over and over. A wish. A prayer. Hope. Hope. Hope.
How many times throughout the night, he had no clue. He’d lay spent, thinking it done, and then she would reach for him and it would begin anew. At some point, finally, emotionally spent and physically exhausted, they slept.
Lucca awoke as a golden dawn began to chase away the night’s shadows, a pleasant weight and warmth sprawled across him. Following a moment of surprise, the events of the evening flooded back. Damn. He lay still, his head aching, attempting to process what had happened.
Then he sensed the growing tension in the body lying entangled with his.
He expected to hear the bathroom door close. Instead, a few moments later, he heard his front door open, then softly close.
Damn. That was a first. No woman had ever done that to him before.
Completely sober now, he replayed the scene from the previous night in his mind. He recalled her desperation, her pain.
He thought about the sex. It had been … wild. Primal. She’d clawed at him, and he knew for certain that when he showered, he’d see the scratches to prove it. A sudden worry occurred. He hadn’t hurt her, had he? Was that why she had sneaked away? Sure, he’d been lit, but he hadn’t been falling-down drunk. He didn’t hurt women in bed.
No, he hadn’t hurt her. She’d acted as if he’d saved her. She’d acted as if he’d been her lifeline.
Why? What misery had driven Little Miss Sunshine Kindergarten Teacher to such despair that she needed mindless sex to chase it away?
As he rose from his bed and padded toward his bathroom to take a shower, Lucca decided he wanted the answer. Now, how best to go about getting it?
Hope spent Sunday holed up in her house. She was embarrassed, mortified, and—honesty made her admit it—deliciously satisfied. She couldn’t believe what she’d done Saturday night, but she couldn’t entirely regret it, either.
What shamed her was the fact that she’d snuck out of his bed and house without having the courage to face him. Never in her life had she been so … what? Cowardly? Needy? Out of her mind? All of the above?
Was it shame that was making her feel warm as she remembered it? She’d never, ever tried to use sex to distract her from her pain. Why last night? Why with Lucca Romano?
Because he was damaged, too. Because whether he knew it or not, they had that in common.
And, frankly, because he did it for her. She’d hungered for him. She’d wanted the feel of his large hands on her, wanted his mouth, wanted to experience the sensation of having his body lying atop hers. Man, oh man, she’d gotten what she wanted. It had been the single most erotic experience of her life.
And she’d said thank you by sneaking out of his bed like a thief in the night.
That’s what shamed Hope. Not that she had turned to him in her pain, but that she didn’t have the guts to face him the morning after.
Lucca deserved an explanation. If she had any guts at all she would march over there and tell him why she’d acted the way she had. But she couldn’t do it. She could share her body, but not the secret of her heart. Not yet, anyway. After Mark’s call and her evening with the scrapbook, she needed a little more time before she could talk about Holly.
If she peeked out of her dining room window toward Lucca’s house a time or twelve just to see if she could catch a glimpse of him, well … who could blame her?
Following a mostly unproductive day, she dreamed about him that night, tossing and turning, sleeping fitfully and waking up tired. She drove her bus route, and by the time she picked up her last student, she had made a decision. Running away and hiding wasn’t right, nor was it working for her. After school, as soon as she was free, she’d track down Lucca and talk to him. She’d apologize for sneaking off Sunday morning and explain that she’d had an upsetting call from her ex and lost her … well … hmm. She couldn’t say good sense. That sounded insulting.
Well, she had all day to figure something out.
Or so she thought, until a knock on her door at the end of third period prompted her to look up from her paperwork. Lucca Romano stood in her classroom doorway. He wore jeans, a Colorado Buffaloes T-shirt, and a leather jacket. She couldn’t read the expression on his face as he said, “I’m here to serve one of my volunteer hours.”
In what way? Her cheeks flushed with warmth as an image that had no business in a kindergarten classroom flashed through her mind. “I planned to go see you after school.”
“Oh, yeah?” One corner of his mouth kicked up in a slow grin. He leaned against the doorjamb and folded his arms across his broad chest. “Maybe my volunteer efforts can wait another day.”
She glanced at the clock. “I have a parent conference in five minutes, but my lunch period is after that. Do you like chicken salad?”
“I do.”
“Want to share my sandwich?”
Challenge lit his green eyes. “Got any chips to go with it?”
“Carrot sticks.”
“Oh. I’m afraid that’s a deal breaker.”
“I could probably scare up some potato chips.”
“All right, then.” He straightened. “It’s a date.”
A date. Hope blinked. She’d forgotten all about their Friday dinner date. Had he?
Well, no matter. Friday was still five days away. Lunch was in half an hour. “It’s a nice day. There’s a small courtyard off the teachers’ lounge where I like to eat my lunch. I usually have it to myself. I could meet you there in thirty minutes.”
He nodded. “Thirty minutes, then. In the meantime, I’ll see if Principal Geary doesn’t have something I can do to knock out half an hour of my volunteering sentence.”
Hope rolled her eyes, but when she left her classroom for her meeting moments later, she was smiling.
She met Wade Mitchell’s mother in the conference room. A trim woman in her late forties, Darla Mitchell wore jeans, a blue chambray shirt, and cowboy boots that befit her position as a rancher’s wife. “Hello, Mrs. Mitchell.”
“Ms. Montgomery. Thank you so much for seeing me.”
“I’m always happy to speak to parents. I have to tell you, Wade is such a nice young man.”
“Thank you.”
“Is there a problem I’m not aware of?”
Darla gave a heavy sigh. “Not a problem, exactly. More of … well … it’s complicated. Wade tells me the