back didn’t overly appreciate the flight. Bannerman and Drescoll, along with Drescoll’s Green Team, meet us at the rear of the aircraft. I make a quick round of introductions and signal to Drescoll to meet me off to the side, leaving the care of our passengers in Bannerman’s capable hands.
Joining Drescoll, who is standing to the side, I turn to glance at Robert. He knows what the look is for and gives me a head nod letting me know he is okay. I signal for to him to refuel the aircraft. The plan I had was for us to wait for a few days to see if Robert is indeed okay, and then head back out to meet up with Greg. I have a feeling that those plans are about to change.
“Okay. So what the fuck is going on? Where’s Lynn?” I ask Drescoll.
Another glimpse of Lynn’s face surfaces in my mind, fading just as quickly as it did before. I shake it off and stare at Drescoll waiting for his answer, one I’m sure I’m not going to like.
“What’s the plan with Greg?” Drescoll asks.
“You’re stalling, Drescoll. What. Is. Going. On?”
His shoulder slump and he sighs. “Okay, Jack…this is a hard story to tell, but here it is,” he answers and proceeds to tell me about the attack and Lynn’s capture.
“Taken?! What the hell do you mean taken?” I say, my voice deadly calm.
My insides don’t match the tone of my voice. My heart feels like someone has their hand around it and is squeezing with my stomach on the verge of emptying its contents.
“Frankly, Jack. We’ve discussed that at length and can’t figure it out. I tracked them but then lost the trail in town. You’ll have to see the tapes. We have teams out every day, all day searching and broadcasting.”
“How in the hell did they get in?” I ask, going a little numb.
I’m anxious to get back and start my own search. Robert bitten, Greg out on his own and expecting our return, and now Lynn taken by night runners — her fate unknown. My head feels like it’s going to explode from the enormity of it all. I feel the rising pressure. Part of me wants to drop to the ground while another part wants to explode in frustration and rage.
“You know, Alan, that guy who showed up at the gates?”
“Yeah. What about him?”
“He apparently opened one of the loading dock doors and then the main gate,” Drescoll states.
“And we let him?”
“Jack, no one knew. Our thinking is that he, well, reverted back in some fashion. We’ve pieced together the events, but not the why.”
“Where was our security? Why didn’t the cameras catch this?” I ask, feeling my temper rise.
“Jack, remember we had to move the building cameras to the walls. We’ve since fixed that hole.”
With a deep sigh, I reply, “Yeah, I remember. My fault. Take me to where you lost the trail.”
“Jack, that trail is days old.”
“You will take me there. Right now,” I say and storm back to where the others are offloading gear and loading into buses.
Robert has begun refueling the aircraft with Bri monitoring in the cockpit.
“I’m going off with Drescoll for a little bit. Are you sure you’re feeling okay?” I ask.
“Yes, Dad, and I’ll tell you if I start feeling any different. I’m tired but okay,” he answers, turning back to the gauges.
“Okay. When you’re finished here, make sure everyone is loaded up. Head back with the rest of Red Team and I’ll meet you back at the compound,” I say.
“Is everything okay?” he asks.
“I’ll tell you about it when I get there,” I say and go see that Bannerman has everything under control.
“I’m so sorry, Jack. I don’t know what to say. If there’s anything…” Bannerman says, his sentence trailing off.
“Thanks. I’m heading off with Drescoll. Have the group assembled when I return.”
“Will do, Jack. This may be the wrong timing, but what about Greg?”
The pressure of so many things threatens to blow every vessel in my body. I stand for a moment as I try to reformulate plans, but each thought only stays for a brief second before being replaced by the next.
“We’ll talk when I return,” I say.
I feel like breaking down and letting the tears flow but I need to take action. Even if that action might be futile, I need to be doing something to find Lynn. I know that the tears will come and once they start, they won’t stop. Right now all I feel is anger and frustration. If Lynn is out there, I need to find her. The images I briefly had of her come to mind and I’m not sure what to make of them. Hell, I’m not sure what to make of any of this.
The very thought of someone being captured or taken by night runners seems preposterous. Why would they do that? And why would they break off their attack once they were inside the building. It just doesn’t make any sense. However, it doesn’t need to right now. Right now, I need to see for myself. I need to get my sweetheart back. The fact that she may be held by night runners brings such fear that I want to weep. Thinking of the terror she must be feeling breaks my heart.
“You ready!” I shout across the ramp to Drescoll.
He merely nods and I walk to the Humvee. Loading into two of the Humvees, we are soon speeding through the deserted base. A tense silence fills the vehicle. More thoughts race through my mind, trying to put logic to the situation and failing. I’m also trying to not collapse. For me, we can’t be moving fast enough. I lean over to glance at the speedometer and then to Drescoll driving. I realize that we can’t go any faster without turning the Humvee into a carnival ride but that doesn’t help my mood.
“Look, I’m sorry I spoke to you that way,” I tell Drescoll.
“It’s okay, I understand how you feel,” he replies.
“Have you found any clue about where she might be?” I ask as we turn onto the interstate after leaving the base.
“None, Jack,” Drescoll answers and tells again of the events and efforts since. “She is my friend too, Jack. There isn’t a stone I won’t turn over to find her. That’s the feeling for the entire compound as well.”
“I know.”
I’m glad he is referring to Lynn in the present tense. That’s a little comforting at least. It means that he believes that she is alive, wishful thinking or not.
“And just so you know, I’ve called for a form of curfew and a lockdown at night,” Drescoll states.
“That’s understandable given how it seems to have happened,” I say. I’m really only following the conversation on the peripheral.
He blows his breath through puffed cheeks. “You should also know that we’re keeping Julie and the others confined to an extent in their cubicles.”
This grabs my attention and I turn sharply toward him. “What do you mean by confined?” I ask, my voice again cold and calm.
“She and the others can shower, go to the bathroom, and eat, but I have detailed a guard to be with them when they leave their rooms,” Drescoll answers.
This is the kids’ mom. They aren’t going to like this very much and, as a matter of fact, I’m not a big fan of it either. Certainly, I understand the reasoning, but that doesn’t mean I have to like it.
“Has she or the others exhibited any sign of reverting back or causing trouble?”
“No. I did it for the good of both sides, for their protection as much as our own. There isn’t a whole lot of trust right now. People are scared, Jack.”
I get what he is saying and I see no problem with his reasoning. It’s just that…one, it’s the kids’ mom, and two, we can’t afford to have the camp split and for paranoia to reign. This is a time when we need to be of one mind with regards to our survival. Distrust like that can break us up — a fracture that can widen into disruption.
“We’ll talk about that tonight,” I state. “Wait, does that mean they don’t trust me?”
“No, Jack, I haven’t heard anything along those lines,” Drescoll states.
He said that with no hesitation at all so I believe what he is saying.
We arrive at our turnoff. As we track along, Drescoll describes how he followed the path of the night runners. The churned up ground is still clearly visible but it is slowly reverting back to its overgrown nature. I make a mental note to have the grass cleared away — possibly burnt. We drive slowly along the rubble-strewn streets.
