The Weight of Souls

Once we had laboured to board back the sand and provide a canvas shade, he banished us.

Several card games have now sprung up and I have returned to our tent.

I cannot help but wonder if the ancestors are smiling on me. Today all my dreams will come true, I feel it.

What an idiot; if only he could see what was coming. With difficulty I pulled my eyes from the text. There was no point taking the book with me, I’d be asleep before the end of the next page and if Dad noticed it missing he’d never trust me enough to let me have Mum's notes.

I placed it carefully back down with a sigh and nudged him awake. “Dad?”

Groggily he sat up and pulled a document off his face. Smudges of ink blackened his chin and his wedding ring had dented his cheek.

“You should be in bed.”

“I was waiting for you.” His shoulders cracked as he stretched. “You’re still in your uniform. You haven’t been home before now?” He focused on his watch with a frown. “This is ridiculous. You have school in the morning.”

“I know. I’m sorry, I wasn’t expecting it to take this long.”

“It – another ‘murderer’?”

I nodded with an inward groan, waiting for Dad’s lecture on hallucinations. But he just turned to his microscope with a sigh.

“I don’t know what to do any more, Taylor.” His hand rasped over his stubble. “I can’t control you.”

I swallowed. “About that…”

“What?” He narrowed his eyes.

“I have to give you this from the school.” I handed him the rumpled letter. “You need to sign it and write a comment so I can get it back to Mr Barnes tomorrow.”

“What is it?” Dad put his glasses on to read and I let the letter speak for itself. “You attacked a boy in the playground?” His shoulders dropped and his hair fell into his eyes; I couldn’t see his reaction.

“It was Justin Hargreaves, Dad. You know what he’s like.”

“I know you don’t like him.” He shook his great head, took his glasses off and rubbed his eyes. “This has to stop, Taylor. The path you’re on doesn’t end well.”

“He started it.”

“The letter says it was unprovoked. I’ve had enough, Taylor. I’m going to have to ground you for the weekend and as of Monday you have a curfew. I expect you in the house, doing your homework, by 8pm every single day.”

“But–”

“It’s reasonable, Taylor.”

I rubbed my bare hand. It wouldn’t be too bad to stay in all weekend; thanks to Mum the ghosts couldn’t haunt me inside the house.

I nodded and as Dad scribbled a note on the letter I wished, not for the first time, that my parents had allowed me to be home-schooled once the curse had struck. If I stayed at home I wouldn’t have to risk encountering ghosts at school and I wouldn’t have to put up with Justin Hargreaves. But Mum had wanted me to have a normal life. I closed my eyes and thought of her once more.

“I have you and your Dad to keep me sane. You need friends; people your own age. You need to have time to think about pop music and clothes and – yes – boys. Otherwise...” Her eyes darkened and I know she was thinking about her own mother, who had killed herself when I was a baby. She shook herself then. “Anyway, you have to be on the lookout.”

“I’m always on the lookout for the ghosts, you’ve told me.”

Mum shook her head. “When your ancestor agreed to our curse, those of his line that bore it were each promised a great love. It's our reward and a way for Anubis to ensure the legacy gets passed on. Somewhere out there someone is waiting for you. That’s who you need to look out for – and you can’t do that if you never leave the house.” She sighed. “Also, Taylor, your dad doesn’t believe in the ghosts, so there’s no way he’ll agree to home-schooling to protect you from them.” She ruffled my hair. “You have to stop thinking of the departed as the bad guys. They’re souls seeking justice and we have the honour of being able to give it to them. Try and have a normal life.” The ruffling hand turned soft. “Look forward to finding the love of it. And in the between times, be proud of what you do for the dead.”

Dad folded the letter and rolled back from the table with a groan. “I’m just so disappointed in you, Taylor.”

8 LUCKY DAY

There was an odd atmosphere in the school corridor and it was unusually quiet for a Monday morning. Hannah was just ahead of me. I couldn’t suppress a grin as I watched her kiss her fingers and press them to the Dean Winchester poster that decorated the inner door of her locker. She was so in love with him.

With a sigh she slammed the sticky door until the latch caught, then started to walk on. I stopped her with a shout that felt strangely out of place among the whispers that dogged my heels.

“Hey, Tay.” Hannah gave me a tight smile and chewed the purple tips of her hair. “Did you hear?”

“Hear what?”

“There’re policemen in Mr Barnes’ office.” She cut her eyes in the direction of the closed door.

“So?” I stowed a few books from my bag and glowered at Justin’s dogs, who were blocking most of the lockers. “They’re probably here for a safety talk or something.”

Hannah shook her head. “I saw them arrive; Mr Barnes was surprised to see them.”

“Oh. Then it’s probably drugs.” The idea brought a smirk to my lips and I glanced at the obvious candidates: James and Harley.

Hannah kicked her locker door with thick soled shoes. “Something isn’t right.”

“Nothing’s ever right in this place.” I glowered at Pete. He didn't acknowledge me. “Look at them.”

“Yeah, I know.” Hannah shoved her bag higher on her shoulder and lowered her eyes. “Time to run the gauntlet.”

Together we headed past the tables opposite the lockers, the tables where Tamsin Harper and her hags held court.

I pulled my sleeves over my hands and half hunched my shoulders as we drew level, but no barbed comments flew after us.

At the stairs I looked back. “That was easy.” Hannah was right; something was off. I scanned the room.

The boys were lined up like they were at a club but James’ blond hair hung messy and unkempt and instead of his usual alert posture he was slouching with his muscles bulging unflatteringly. Harley, whose jackal laugh could usually be heard wherever you were, was silent and he had dark circles under his eyes. Even Pete’s shirt was already hanging out of his trousers.

Only Justin looked together, but he was watching Tamsin like he was on a diet and she was dessert. Normally they’d be all over each other but Tamsin was looking everywhere but at Justin.

So that was why we’d got past so easily, the “it” couple were having a fight.

I nudged Hannah as one of the girls said something to Tamsin under her breath and she ran to the toilet.

“What’s gone on there, d’you think?” Hannah cocked her head at the fleeing queen bee.

I shrugged but didn’t take my eyes off Justin. He watched his girlfriend go, but made no move towards her.