He cut in, and the courtier departed. Persis’s eyebrows drew together. How did he get here before his flutter? Were they too close to the fire? Flutters would melt in high heat conditions. She danced a little way from the flames.
“I don’t like arguing with you, Persis,” said Justen as he spun her around. He still hadn’t learned the moves of the fire dance. His motions were too large, his hands too rough.
She found she didn’t really mind. “And I don’t like you sending love notes to other girls right in front of me.”
He gave her a wry smile. “What makes you think it’s another girl?”
His flutter sunk into her palm.
Persis gasped. Could it be that simple?
“Are you all right?” Justen asked.
She nodded, swallowing. Justen’s message continued.
Persis tightened her hands on Justen’s shoulders and buried her face against his chest.
“You’re not all right,” he said. “Too near the fire?”
“Justen,” she breathed. There was no question he was telling the truth. There was no possible purpose his lie would serve. Noemi could easily verify or dismiss his claims. She fluttered the medic at once, to be sure, but not a doubt remained in Persis’s mind. Everything fit—it fit what she knew of what was happening in Galatea; it fit with Vania’s befriending Andromeda and Tomorrow; it fit with the way Justen had been tied to his grandmother’s oblets and his nanorector models for the last day and a half; and it fit, most of all, with what she knew about Justen—what she’d known all along, if she’d been completely honest with herself.
And maybe it was time to be honest with him, too. She took a deep, shuddering breath.
Another flutter slipped into her palm.
Her head shot up. “We have to find my parents.”
Thirty
IT TOOK THE BETTER part of an hour to make sure Heloise was stabilized. Sedation would have been easier, but Torin was desperate to avoid it.
“Please,” he’d said to Justen. The three of them were in Isla’s private chambers, where Heloise could rest among the white pillows and swaying palm fronds. “This may be her last party. If there’s any way I can let her have a final glimpse . . .”
These aristos sure had their priorities screwed up.
When he was done, Persis was nowhere to be found.
“She left a while ago,” Torin explained. “Actually, I’m relieved. There are things she doesn’t need to see.”
“She’s seen them,” Justen argued, remembering the night Heloise had almost clawed her daughter’s lovely face off. “You can’t keep them from her. And you can’t let her go on like this, either, pretending it’s not happening. Do you know she hasn’t even been tested?”
“Actually,” said Heloise from the chaise, her voice so hard for once, the woman reminded him of her daughter, “we do know that. And I strongly believe she should be given that right. If she is to die like me, then she doesn’t need to know at sixteen.”
Torin didn’t respond, but his lips were pressed in a tight line. Justen could imagine his fear—that both his wife and daughter would die young, leaving him alone in Scintillans. If the Wild Poppy got Tomorrow back, Justen would make sure that never happened.
“She has too much life right now to dampen it with diagnoses,” Heloise went on. “Look at her, young and beautiful and in love!”
Justen looked away. She wasn’t in love. She was playing a game. A silly, stupid game to keep the peace on her island. She deserved more than that.
Torin took his wife’s hand. “I am glad that she found you right now, Justen. You’ve been such a blessing to our family. Such a help to Heloise and, well, I think you’re good for Persis, too. Before you came along, I was so worried for her. She’s too smart for most of the boys in Albion, you know. They won’t ever love a wife as clever as she, even if they’ll take her for the estate. They won’t love her, and she won’t love them, either. She can’t, with a mind like hers. She needs someone who will understand how brilliant she is, and love her for it.”
Justen bit back his bark of laughter. Brilliant? Persis was occasionally witty with a bit of poetry, but—
“It got to the point that I worried this new phase of hers—the parties and the gossip and the dresses—was her way of trying to prove that she
Heloise drew his hand to her chest. “It’s all right, my love.”
“Persis is very sweet,” Justen said automatically. But “sweet” seemed somehow insufficient to describe her. She was beautiful and fun loving. She was kind and fiery. She’d been there to help him and to comfort him.
She’d even been the one to give him words to use against Vania.
He found he could not agree with Torin. Many men would fall for a woman like Persis. He might, if he didn’t value more seriousness in his partners. Actually, it was quite touching to see a set of parents so smitten with their