He could also confirm her identity after some people just happened to tape a mermaid.
The girl’s eyes were wide, and she was biting her lip. Luce wavered, all the blood rushing away from her head and leaving a stripped, nightmarish shore behind it. Could Dorian really have done that to her?
“I’d heard about you and the whole water-cannon act. You’re getting to be kind of legendary, for sure. But you’ve really got enough power to pick up a boat and crack it in half?” The girl laughed, too wildly, then choked on her own laughter. Her face kept bunching strangely.
Luce gaped at her. She was overwhelmed by the hideous things she’d just realized. “It . . . works better when I’m really upset. I couldn’t always . . .”
“Oh, I think you’re going to get
Then Luce didn’t care anymore. She swam over and hugged the weeping mermaid, resting her head on the same rock. Luce didn’t know why
Why hadn’t she wanted to kill them, again?
The strange girl’s sobs grew only more violent.
Luce listened to her and thought with icy loathing of the boy she’d once loved so completely.
It was at least an hour before the strange girl cried herself out. “Queen Luce? We’re going to have to get moving.”
“I know,” Luce said.
Far from saving them, she’d only ensured their deaths.
“Where are you going, anyway?”
“South. I was trying to warn everyone, but now . . .” Luce shook herself. “I never asked your name?”
“Oh, right. Where are your manners? There we were escaping from a complete bloodbath, and you didn’t give me a proper chance to introduce myself!” There was still an edge of hysteria in the stranger’s voice that made her annoyance sound more serious than she’d probably meant it to. “J’aime.”
“Gem?”
“No. Like
Luce looked up at J’aime. Even without peering into the cloud of dark shimmer around the other mermaid’s head Luce was suddenly sure that whoever had hurt J’aime enough to change her into a mermaid hadn’t been her parents. Not if they’d given her a name like that.
Just like it hadn’t been Luce’s parents who’d driven her to the point of losing her humanity. Her father still loved her, Luce knew.
That, Luce thought bleakly, was why she didn’t want to kill humans. Why she
If she did they might leave daughters behind. Girls who’d only wind up like her and . . .
“Hi, J’aime.”
“You said they killed your tribe, too?” J’aime’s voice was suddenly much softer.
“Yes. My ex-tribe, really. But the divers just slaughtered everybody, and ships weren’t even going anywhere
“Did you
“I . . . just found the bodies.” Horrible as that was, Luce understood that it was much worse for J’aime.
“And it’s because of those helmets? Why we can’t just drown them?”
“Yes.”
“
“J’aime . . .” Luce didn’t know how to break the news to her, but she realized she was sick of hiding her real feelings. The time for that was long past. “I’m sorry. I won’t kill anyone. Not unless they’re about to kill one of us and there’s really no other way. I’m not about to murder people for
J’aime stared at her. “You
Luce tried to think of a way to explain it. “It doesn’t
J’aime was glowering at her. “Sure. My parents. My grandma. They’re
“But anyone we kill could be the only person some other girl loves, and then she could wind up . . . in foster care, or with someone a lot worse.”
“Those helmet guys are out to kill
“I know that.” Luce’s head was starting to wobble again, and her face felt hot and heavy. J’aime’s fury made her want to weep and scream and hide all at once.
“You
“Yeah?” J’aime spat it out. Her raw hatred hurt Luce more than anything that had happened that morning. “What will? ’Cause if you won’t get out there and dispose of the problem, that’s going to be a lot of dead mermaids who you did
“We’ll . . . have to think of something different. Some other way.” Luce knew how pathetic that must sound and stared up at the fragment of blue daylight far above.
“Like
“I don’t know.” Admitting that made Luce wonder if it would be better for everyone if she was dead. If the soldiers wanted her in particular, maybe they’d stop once she was killed?
J’aime shook her head. “I heard you were some kind of great queen. But you’re just sad. All that power— like who’s ever even
“Be really careful, J’aime, please? Keep hidden.”
“Great advice. You stay away from the rest of the tribes out here, okay? If you’re not willing to do anything
“But . . . someone has to warn them, J’aime!”
“I’m on it.”
J’aime was gone.
She had a point. And even with her sliced tail she could go faster than Luce now, anyway.