sat on the closed toilet seat, grabbing a comb to attempt to rid my hair of the tangles that inevitably took hold.
It had been wise to work out, the exertion relaxing me and clearing my head. This was not the end of the world, and I was doing it to be nice to a nice person, plain and simple. This was one night out of my life, and though I’d never get the time back, I never had to do it again.
Yeah, maybe you’ll believe all this crap someday.
With a sigh I stood, dried myself off and brushed my teeth. I wanted, for some reason, to look my best. I wanted to make some sort of a statement, though I had no clue what that was. I had decided earlier that I would dress as I normally do, a tank and jeans, though these jeans would actually fit me, unlike the ones I wore to school, which were about a size or two too large for me. I always felt a need to hide myself from the judging eye of my peers, never allowing them to see what I was really made of.
I smoothed my hands down my tank, which was tucked into my button flies. It was green and ribbed, hugging my form well. I looked at my hair, still damp, but falling into place. I wore my blue and green Nikes, and was ready to go. I’d take a jacket with me, but one that could easily tie around my waist.
The clock told me it was seven-twenty six, so Haley would be here any moment. I decided to chat with my mom, who would be leaving at eight, to help further calm me.
'Well, look at you, honey.' She smiled when I walked into her bedroom where she was carefully applying make-up at her vanity table. She was such a pretty woman naturally, I never understood the need for that stuff. My skin had never touched it, nor would it.
'Thanks. I decided to go casual.' I sat on the end of her bed, looking at her reflection in the mirror.
'Oh, is that what it’s called? I thought what you wore to school was casual.'
'Nah, that’s called sloppy.'
'Oh. Thanks for the clarification.' She smiled at me. I leaned back, holding myself up on my elbows.
'So where are you two lovebirds going?'
She sighed, closing her compact and grabbing a tube of lipstick.
'I think to dinner and then a show, but I’m not sure. He’s being vague.'
'Well, maybe then he has something special in mind, eh?' My mom shrugged with a smile.
'Maybe.'
Downstairs I heard the doorbell.
'Your limo’s here.' My mom said, turning on the seat.
'Yeah.' I stood, kissing her on the cheek. 'You guys have fun and be careful.'
'You, too, honey. I love you.'
'Love you, too.'
Haley stood on the front porch wrapped up in a heavy winter jacket.
'I take it you’re a little cold.' I grinned as I opened the door.
'You could say that.' She looked me over, seeing the heavy, hooded sweat jacket covering the tank. 'Are you going to freeze in that?'
'Nope. I’ll be fine.'
'Okay. Ready?'
As I’ll ever be. 'Yep.'
The Martin house was large, which was not a surprise. Brad’s parents were some of the wealthiest residents of Winston. Cars lined the streets, and loud music could be heard pounding out of every possible crevice. The first two of the three stories were completely lit up as figures moved in front of the windows, people milling about outside, or heading in.
People we passed said hi to Haley, or stopped to chat for a second, all the while looking at me with unasked questions in their eyes. I was actually shocked by how many times I got looked up and down and leered at. That was new.
Finally we made our way into the house, bodies pulsing everywhere, dancing, talking, laughing, drinking.
Here we go.
'Hey, girl! There you are.' Haley’s arm was grabbed, and I turned to see it was Kelly. She smiled at her friend, then looked at me, brows drawing in confusion. She looked at Haley, but before she could say anything, Haley chimed in.
'This is Andi Littman. She came with me.' Eyes still narrowed and suspicious, Kelly nodded and turned to the group she was talking with. 'Come on,' Haley said, tugging me with her to join in. I looked around the group, recognizing all the faces who seemed to find mine most interesting. Tommy Gauna smiled at me, his blue eyes twinkling. He’s always seemed nice to me, though as gay as the day is long. He knew more about fashion and dressing than Ivana Trump. Brad Martin stood with his arm around his latest squeeze, Katie Heinz, also with eyes on me, though they seemed to travel a bit further down than Tommy’s did.
'So, are you new here?' I turned to see Heather Michaels standing next to me, a beer in her hand. 'I mean, I’ve heard you’re a transfer.'
'No. I’ve been around.' I shouted, trying to be heard above the newest song, three times louder than the last.
'Wow. I’ve never seen you before.' I just smiled. Losing interest, she turned to the crowd, joining in whatever they were laughing about. I looked to Haley, not wanting to hang on to her like a puppy, but it felt better knowing where she was at all times.
'Are you okay?' she asked after awhile, bending down to be heard. I nodded. 'I’m sure this is boring as hell, why don’t you go mingle? There’s plenty of people here.' She indicated the full house, and more people pouring through the door as it got later. I nodded with a forced smile.
Truth of the matter was I was bored out of my mind! I walked around with the untouched drink that someone had handed me, in my hand. I had no idea what it was, and sure as hell wasn’t about to find out.
Throbbing bodies were everywhere, getting more and more amorous with the larger intake of liquor. My god. Did these things eventually turn into super-sized orgies? I just wanted to find a place where only I was, and not a bunch of sweaty, smelly bodies. I was also tired of getting propositioned by guys I’d never seen before. I was beginning to think wearing these clothes was a mistake. Better to hide it all.
I found my way up the stairs and saw a slew of closed doors on either side of the hall, and figured that just about any one of those would make a great hideaway.
Reaching out, I tried the knob of the first door to find it locked. Okay, one down, seven to go. The next was unlocked, but when I opened it, I was struck dumb. A girl lay completely naked on the bed, the guy trying to quickly tug at his shirt, his pants already halfway down his legs, his intent quite clear, and quite large.
Oh, god.
I quickly closed the door, trying to not bring any attention to me, or disturb the lovers. I didn’t want that guy anywhere near me with that thing. I made my way to the very last door at the end of the hall when it opened and a girl stepped out. She gave me a crooked, sloppy smile as she stumbled past me. I watched to see if she’d even remain standing to the stairs or if she’d collapse into a pile of alcoholic goo. Nope, she made it. Darn.
I walked into the room, clicking the light on to see I was in a bathroom, empty, peopleless, and vomit smell free.
With a sigh, I sat on the toilet, setting my cup of whatever on the counter. I didn’t have to go to the bathroom, but what a great way to hide. I closed my eyes and leaned my head against the shower door. This was madness. Why did anyone come to these things on purpose? It was pointless, was absolutely no fun, and was very destructive from what I’d seen done to Brad’s house so far.
I heard the knob rattle, thanking every god I could think of that I locked it. Then the person began to knock.
'Busy,' I yelled. The pounding stopped for a minute before I heard someone whine.
'Come on, I gotta go.' I chuckled. Why on earth hadn’t I thought to bring a video camera as blackmail? Such a lost opportunity.
'You’ll have to wait. Gotta big one on the way,' I yelled again. Let them try to decipher that in their drunk mind.
I finally made my way downstairs, figuring a half an hour was about all I would get away with. I spotted
