to the others, confused by his reaction. The wolves collectively averted their gazes. Koda swore beneath his breath.
A sour sensation effervesced along my back, chilling me instantly. “Aric, what’s wrong?”
He kept his head down. “I need to speak to you privately, Celia.”
I followed Aric upstairs to our room. The stress and melancholy spilling along his spine reminded me of the funeral march preceding my foster mother’s burial. Each step felt more like a walk through quicksand than a stride along a plush carpet. I closed the door behind me and leaned against the dresser, waiting. Aric walked to the window and looked out. He stood with his arms crossed, completely motionless. After what seemed like an eternity, he finally spoke.
“They’re dead.”
I pushed off the dresser. “Who’s dead?”
Aric wouldn’t turn away from the window. “My kind. We’ve been decimated. There were organized attacks yesterday and today. Not just here, but worldwide. They’ve slaughtered our men, women, and children. They’ve also targeted the vampires.”
I clasped my mouth in horror. “My God. Who—
“They call themselves the Tribe.” Aric scoffed. “We’ve been such fools, Celia. All these years we’ve ostracized our kind for being
Understanding momentarily stopped the knife digging its way into my stomach. “Demons.” I almost couldn’t say the word.
“Yeah. The demons formed a plan. And a brilliant one at that.”
Aric continued to stare outside. “The night Liam and Emme were attacked outside the club, the Tribe had begun to hunt
My lips parted and I shook my head, the deliberation and execution of the demons’ tactics too frightening to believe. Aric had lost everything. But he still had me.
I reached out, ready to console him. Again he reeled away. My terror intensified. Why wouldn’t he look at me? And why couldn’t I touch him? My blood turned to ice and my body trembled. I knew what was coming. “Aric, what aren’t you telling me?”
Aric dropped his arms to his sides and let out a deep breath. “I’m one of the last purebloods left, Celia. I’m being called to fulfill my duties, to continue our race.”
The testament of my fears kicked me hard in the stomach. Somehow I ended up sitting on our bed.
Aric covered his eyes with his right hand. His left remained at his side, balled into a fist. I thought he was crying, but I couldn’t be sure. “Forgive me, Celia. I never should’ve let things get this far.” He swallowed hard. “I was never supposed to feel this way.”
With those final words, he turned and stalked out of our room.
Aric’s voice downstairs stung my ears like a swarm of hornets. “I’ll expect you back at the Den in an hour.”
“Aric, what’s wrong?” Taran asked. “And where the hell are you going?”
“Go upstairs. Celia needs you.” It was the last thing Aric said before the door slammed behind him.
I scented my sisters, Bren, and Danny entering our room. Shayna’s voice echoed in the distance. “What happened, dude?”
Tears slid down my face, blinding me. “He left me,” I whispered.
My room became my refuge and my prison. I kept it dark, blocking light by draping a thick blanket over the window and unplugging the lamps. The only light that crept in was from the hall, when some well-meaning soul would open the door to visit.
“Liam and the others are moving out,” Emme whispered. I awoke to her gently stroking my hair, unaware if it was night or day, and not caring enough to ask. “He and the remaining
“Aric’s mother was spared from the attacks, dude,” Shayna said one day. “Koda thought you’d want to know.” She positioned the tray of food she’d brought on my nightstand when I didn’t answer. “Please eat, Celia. You’re wasting away.”
I’d try to eat the food she’d leave me, but my stomach ached painfully after only a few bites. God, everything hurt. It hurt to breathe, it hurt to simply think. So I didn’t do much of anything. Mostly I just cried and slept, haunted by memories that seemed more like impassioned dreams than anything real.
I remembered Taran coming in a few times demanding that I get up, then swearing when I buried myself deeper beneath the covers. And although I often heard the hushed voices of the other wolves, they never came in, only Bren. He and Danny took turns sleeping with me at night. I think they were afraid to leave me alone. It wasn’t necessary; no one was worth killing myself over, not even someone like Aric.
I stumbled out of bed one morning to use the bathroom. When I looked in the mirror, I barely recognized the pathetic mess staring back at me. My long waves were little more than greasy knots and my eyes bloodshot and swollen. I ran my hands down my emaciated form. My shirt hung loose, despite the stretchy fabric. Maybe that’s what it took. Maybe I just needed to see what I’d become. I was done crying. Crying made me feel weak and vulnerable, and I refused to be either. Ever again.
I brushed my teeth and spit out blood from the force I had used. My glare fixed back at me in the mirror. I no longer felt depressed; I was
I lurched toward the shower and turned the water on, only to turn it off again. My breath quickened, and the beat of my racing heart pulsed in my ears. I marched back into my bedroom—
I made the mistake of looking around. My eyes wandered to the bed, the place I’d bared my soul to him over and over again. I turned my scowl on the dresser, where I’d posed the night I seduced him. It seemed empty, but I wasn’t sure why. Then it hit me—the pictures of us were gone. Someone must have removed them. The one taken of us at a restaurant captured a loving moment between us; the other Shayna had snapped of us on the couch downstairs. Aric had sat behind me with his arms wrapped around my waist. I was laughing in it. He was smiling and nuzzling my neck. Aric had placed both in beautiful and expensive frames, gifts from him, back when I thought he gave a damn.
Bren sat up in bed, rubbing his eyes. “Did you say something, Ceel?”
I kicked open the door to my closet, only to be smacked in the face by Aric’s scent. It clung to every last stitch of clothing still hanging neatly along the racks. I couldn’t get dressed or shove sneakers on fast enough. His aroma overwhelmed me with a barrage of feelings too raw to deal with. I bolted from the room and down the stairs. “Celia, wait!” Bren called.
“Dude, what are you doing?”
“Shit, go after her!”
I dashed into the greenbelt behind our house. Bren, Koda, and Liam beat feet after me, forcing me to sprint faster. My beast possessed me, fleeing as if wounded and trying to outrun the agony. She busted across streams to hide our scent and circled trees to confuse our pursuers. She succeeded, losing them within miles. Except my human side couldn’t escape our pain, our anger, our sense of betrayal.
“Liar.”
Aric had lied to me with his body. He’d lied to me with his words.