stare at.
“
Kent again looked at Summer, expecting her to jump in and explain, but she still studied the ceiling intently, as if counting the squares were of utmost importance.
“How could you?” Becca asked him, hurt.
He’d had no intention of dropping a dime on Summer, really he hadn’t. But she was humming nonchalantly, looking amazingly innocent, while he was sinking fast.
And the woman he was hoping to coax back into his arms-soon-was sending him a withering look, and this time, dammit, he’d done nothing wrong!
Carefully he weighed his options, but he had none. “Summer stole your clothes. And if I were you, I’d sic Mrs. Fritzle on her.”
“Snitch,” Summer hissed beneath her breath.
“But…why?” Becca asked Summer.
Inhaling a deep breath, Kent reached out and took Becca’s hands, then drew her resisting body closer.
“It’s the makeover,” she said quietly, still angry. “Isn’t it? It’s how I pushed you into…” Hesitating, she blushed, then looked at Summer.
She covered her ears and turned her back to them. “I’m not listening,” she said, sneaking a peek over her shoulder. “Unless it’s good.”
Becca sighed and returned her attention to Kent. “It’s because of how I pushed you into sleeping with me, when you didn’t want to.”
“Didn’t want to?” He laughed incredulously. “Is that what you think?”
“I don’t know.” She lifted a shoulder, her misery barely masked by her coolness. “Since you rarely tell me what you’re really thinking.”
Gently he lifted her chin. Kissed her. For a second she remained impassive, but he persisted, giving, urging, desperately trying to reach her.
Only when her fingers curled into his shoulders, when she made that soft, helpless sound of awakened desire, did he lift his head. “Did that feel like something I
Her eyes were luminous. And sad. “I want the words, Kent.”
“Well, duh. I told you that much, Ace,” Summer broke in helpfully.
When they both glared at her, she covered her ears again, and also closed her eyes. “I’m not even here,” she assured them. “Unless you need me.”
“You’ve done quite enough,” Kent muttered.
“I’ll take my clothes,” Becca said to Summer, backing away from the both of them. “And you might as well tell me the truth. There never was a contest for the makeover, was there? It was just a way of roping me in.”
Summer dropped the hands from her ears and made a disparaging sound. “I just wanted to help.”
Becca let out a smile that was both warm and sad. “I know. And you did. Actually, both of you did.” She scooped up the garment bag, walked to the door. When she had her hand on the handle, she turned back. “I understand what you tried to give me, Summer. And it was wonderful. Exciting.” She looked at Kent and her eyes clouded, which broke his heart. “I understand what you tried to give me, too,” she whispered to him. “And it was also wonderful and exciting. But I still want more, Kent.”
“I know,” he said to the door after she’d shut it. “Dammit. I want more, too.”
Summer grinned at him, making him swear colorfully.
“Love, love, love,” she sang, then laughed. “Oh don’t worry, Dr. Dreamboat. I’m going to make a great sister- in-law.”
He nearly passed out at the thought.
13
IT WAS LATE, but Becca didn’t feel like going home. She’d been riding for an hour already now and her legs had long ago turned into rubber, but she didn’t stop. Instead, she rode to the lab, hoping to be able to be alone and think.
Quivering muscles or not, it was time to face the facts. She’d set out to have a good time and had ended up falling in love, and the man she’d fallen in love with didn’t “do” love.
Oh, he cared for her; she had only to look into his expressive eyes to see that. He wanted her, too. Every time he held her in his warm, strong, capable arms, that wanting surged like a live, tangible thing between them.
Thankfully the lab was empty. No one to see the stupid tears on her cheeks, no one to witness the self-pity she so rarely allowed herself.
All she wanted now was to lose herself in work. Unfortunately, some data she needed sat on Kent’s desk waiting his approval.
Letting herself in his office, she took a moment to stand there and simply absorb his favorite space. She could feel him here, could imagine him standing tall by the window, his eyes flashing wickedly when he shot her that just-for-her smile.
She got what she needed from his desk, then stared in surprise at the trash can. The lingerie catalogue. This was a prized possession, favorite reading material, fought over by every single male in the lab on a daily basis.
Why had Kent thrown it away?
It didn’t matter, she told herself. He could do as he wanted. So could she. Wild, fun, adventure. Her new motto. Yeah. She was a new woman.
But some of the wind left her sails when she realized she was a new woman who still had to ride home. Alone.
She stood there in the light of the moon’s glow looking soft and vulnerable. Automatically, as if it was the most natural thing in his world, he reached for her, but at the last second, he stopped himself.
She’d been crying.
“You’re hurt?” he demanded in a voice gritty with concern as he took her arm to turn her toward him so he could get a better look at her. Years of nasty tumbles had him checking out her knees and elbows first, but she shook her head.
“I’m not that pathetic,” she said. “I can ride a bike.”
He knew then, without her saying it, that
While he was still standing there like an idiot, she crossed the threshold and surprised him by walking directly into his arms.
She felt like heaven. “I’m so glad to see you,” he whispered.
She simply pressed closer, put her cold nose to the crook of his neck and held on. “You threw away your lingerie catalog,” she said, her voice muffled. “How come?”
The question completely baffled him. “What?”
She pulled away and looked at him. “You’ve never thrown one of those away. You and the guys save them-I
“Uh, yeah. Well.” Embarrassed, he cleared his throat. “I threw this one away, okay?”
“Why?”
He sighed. “Wouldn’t you rather know why I’m here?”
She lifted a shoulder. Studied her feet. Blew out a breath. “Okay.”
“So enthusiastic.”
“Okay, fine. If you must know, I’m a little nervous you’re here to say something like, ‘you drive me crazy,