sure of what I wanted to do. I know what my cock wanted, he was making his choices known even now by leaking into my shorts but I wont be rushed, won’t be ruled by him.
“I have to think about this…no don’t pull away, look at me Nat, I’m not rejecting you honey, I just don’t want us to rush into anything that we’ll regret later, there’s more at stake here than just hurt feelings babe, once we cross that bridge there’s no going back.” She still didn’t look convinced so I did the only thing I could in the circumstances. Turning more towards her I led her hand to my cock that was hard and ready.
“Do you feel that? He doesn’t do that for just anyone, never doubt that I want you but I will not rush this for both our sakes.”
She looked up at me then her eyes telling me without words what she felt, I wish I could just say fuck it and take her like she wanted me to but I was older and hopefully wiser.
“Let’s get back to the others before we’re missed, you’re home for the summer right why don’t you come over one day this week and we’ll sit down and talk, sounds good?” She finally nodded and gave me one of her sweet smiles. Before I knew what she was doing she leaned over and kissed me. Soft sweet lips opened over mine, her tongue coming out to lick my lips. I opened to her accepting her tongue into my mouth as her hand that I had forgotten was still resting on my meat started a slow rubbing up an down. I reminded myself to have control to show restraint but that didn’t mean I couldn’t enjoy a kiss. I pushed her tongue out of my mouth with mine and fed her my own to suck. She swallowed it hungrily her little hand moving faster on my now straining cock.
I pulled back but barely having been to the brink and nibbled her lips before pulling all the way back. Taking her face in my hands I studied her eyes for a moment before kissing her brow.
“Let’s go.” I held her hand as we went up the stairs, it probably wasn’t the best thing that her, what the hell was he to her? Now I’m confused all over again, Paul was in the kitchen when we got up the stairs.
‘Hey Paul.”
“Hey, I’m assuming you guys talked?”
I looked at Nat who was suddenly shy and blushing.
“Go on outside let me talk with your…with Paul.” She looked at me a little worriedly before seeming to come to some decision in her head and nodding before walking away.
I turned back to the man who was now leaning against my kitchen sink looking at me with a slight smirk on his face. Running my hand through my hair I stalled for time as I tired to find the words. In the end there was only one thing I wanted to say.
“Are you okay with this, with what Nat wants or thinks she wants?” This was uncomfortable as fuck how did we end up here? I’d started the day looking forward to nothing more than grilling some meat and throwing back a few, being my own boss with my own hours and now working from home I had planned on getting totally shit faced and then passing out, something I hadn’t done in quite some time.
“The fact that you’re asking that question is why I’m okay with it.” I guess he saw the look of confusion on my face because he went on to explain without any prompting.
“I know you won’t hurt her Marc, I know the kind of guy you are I watched you when you were married to my sister so yeah I know you’re an upstanding guy, you got a bum rap there but you’ve pulled yourself together. When Nat and Judy first came to me I cant’ say I was too thrilled you are considerably older but she talked me around, that little girl is totally gone over you bro, I could’ve fought anything else if it had been a school girl crush, if she was just out for a good time, things like that I could stand up against but there’s no way to fight true love and if there is I’m not the man to do it.”
“And you’re sure that that’s what’s going on here? What if we’re wrong, what if she wakes up one day and decides that it was all a mistake? I can’t go through that shit again Paul.”
“Only you two can figure that one out, I guess it’s up to you if you’re interested or not, I can only tell you what I know, and I know she’s in love with you. I don’t know when it happened for all I know it could’ve started as a crush and grown over the years.”
If that were true it couldn’t have been easy for her to have watched me with her aunt all those years, is that why she’d disappeared all those years ago? Why it had been so long since I’d seen her last?
“I told her I had to think about it.”
“Fair enough want a beer?”
“Sure.” I needed ten of those shits.
We rejoined the others outside and I thought nothing of it when Nat brought me a plate piled high with food before smiling shyly and walking back to her table. I kept her in my sights the rest of the night. No doubt the lust was there but was there something else as well? Could there be? What did I have to offer her? Would it be enough or would my jaded past get in the way? I wasn’t very big on trust these days and I sure as fuck wasn’t in an all fired rush to jump back in that pool, but the more I tracked her with my eyes the more the idea took root in my head. By the time the night had drawn to a close I was getting fonder of the idea of Nat and I.
I said goodbye to the others while Nat hung back until the last car had cleared the driveway.
“Didn’t you come with your parents?”
“No I drove in behind them, let me stay with you.”
“Nat.”
“We don’t have to do anything I just want to lay down next to you in your bed, please, I’ve waited so long, I know you’re not ready so I won’t try to rush you, but please can I stay?” My dick had already made the decision so there was nothing left to do but step aside and let her come in.
“One minute.” She ran out to her car that was parked on the street and got something out of the trunk before slamming it and walking back to me. She had an overnight bag thrown over her shoulder.
It was the easiest thing in the world to take her hand and walk her up the stairs to my bed.
“The bathroom’s through there if you want to freshen up I’ll just use one of the others.”
“Why bother why not just join me?”
“Nat.” I said warningly as she looked up at me from beneath her lashes.
“Oh never mind spoiled sport.” She added a little more wiggle to her ass as she walked away.
I headed down the hall to one of the guest bathrooms and out of the line of fire; my cock that has been in some state of erection since I’d opened the door and found her there with Paul and Judy was once again making his presence and his needs known.
When I got back into the bedroom she was sitting up in my bed looking freshly scrubbed and wide awake at three o’clock in the morning. I climbed in on my side and folded my hands under my head not quite sure what to do next. My cock made a nice nine and a half inch tent under the sheets that there was no way to hide. I saw her eyes zero in on it and she actually licked her lips, fuck. Before I could stop her one of her hands came out and she grabbed me, the heat of her hand through the cotton sheet almost had be blasting.
‘Babe what’re you doing?”
“We don’t have to have sex but aren’t there other things we could do?” That brought up another question.
“Have you ever had sex Natalie?”
She hung her head shyly before shaking it no.
“So you’re a virgin.’” My heart picked up speed at the thought.
“Technically yes but…um…”
“Tell me.” I turned more fully to her and her hand kept up its stroking of my now leaking cock.
“It’s too embarrassing, you’ll probably laugh.”
“I won’t laugh I promise.”
“When I was sixteen I tore it with a hairbrush.”
“You were masturbating there’s nothing to be ashamed of.”
“It’s not that, it’s what I was doing it to.”
I was a little confused, was she watching porn what?
“What were you doing it to?”
“Do you remember the time you were helping me with my canon balls in the pool” I vaguely remembered something like that sure I think that was the last time I’d seen her come to think of it.
“I think so yeah what about it?”
“Well your hand accidentally touched my chest, well my nipple anyway because I didn’t have any boobs back then, any way it sent electricity through me and I’d never felt anything like it. That night the feelings were so
