“Are you really thinking of doing this Zane what’re you fuck stupid? She’s too young you’ll only be setting yourself up for more heartache.” I liked saying things out loud to myself these days, one of my new quirks.
At home that evening I dodged the bitch by claiming I had work to do.
“But Zane you’ve worked late every night for a month and we haven’t had sex in almost three.” She wrapped her reptilian limbs around me and I almost decked her, shit I’d been able to avoid any touching in all this time, I was a trained killer my thing was taking out all threats and this bitch was my number one enemy. It took every ounce of my willpower not to throw her across the room but thank heavens I was saved by the bell, literally. My phone rang and I breathed a sigh of relief as I pulled away from her and went to get it.
I walked into my office answering and came up short at the voice on the other end, she’d called after all.
“Are you married?”
Those were her first words to me it never crossed my mind to lie to her so I told her the truth.
“Not for much longer.”
“I bet all married men say that to gullible young girls just to get them into their beds.”
She sounded pissed and that got me to thinking, I’d been so caught up in my aversion to cheating I never stopped to question hers.
“If that’s the way you feel about it there’s nothing for me to say now is there? All I can tell you is that it’s the truth but it’s up to you if you believe me.”
“What does that mean not for much longer?”
I walked to the door to be sure Satan’s concubine wasn’t listening in before answering that very loaded question, verifying that the coast was clear I walked deeper into the room and ran my hand over my head as I tried to find the right answer.
“It means little girl that you came into my life at a very complicated time, it means that I’m married in name only for at least the next three or four months while my lawyers work things out so I don’t have to go through any more crap than necessary. There are some serious things involved here and I’d understand if you walk away but just know that you’re the first woman in almost fourteen years that I’ve had an interest in other than my soon to be ex, and the first to actually get a rise out of me in over two months.”
Shit I don’t think I’ve ever said so much all at once before in my life.
“Do you promise, you’re not just lying to get me into bed?”
“Yes baby I promise, when you get to know me, if you get to know me you’ll learn that that’s not the kind of man I am. Does that answer your question?”
“Yes, kinda I’m not sure this is all new for me too, I find myself attracted to you but I won’t have an affair with a married man, swear to me that you’re not married.”
Damn could she be any more perfect? A bit naive but perfect none the less after all I could tell her anything I wanted to.
“I promise Elena how was class tonight?”
“Class was fine I think I was born too late or in the wrong time period or something because I love those old classics, I love reading about their courtly ways and the chivalry…oh I’m sorry I’m probably boring you huh, I tend to do that sorry.”
“No you’re fine, I happen to love the classics as well maybe this summer we can do Shakespeare in the park or something would you like that?”
“I’d love it.” I don’t know what it was about her voice but it seemed to have a direct link to my dick, that breathy little sigh she did when she was excited was a total turn on and I wondered what it would do to my cock when I was balls deep inside her.
We stayed on the phone for almost two hours, it was the first time since high school that I’d whispered on the phone with a girl like that and it felt good. I went to sleep that night with a smile on my face, fucking sap, whatever happened to once bitten twice shy?
Chapter 3
For the next few weeks we spoke on the phone and I went into over drive trying to get things finalized so I could be free, suddenly I wanted everything to be over and done with, I wasn’t so interested in revenge anymore which made no fucking sense to me because I was pretty sure I wanted to smother my darling wife in her sleep, but it was as though I had a new purpose. Elena made me feel and more dangerously, made me want.
Our conversations could sometimes get hot and heavy leaving me hard and throbbing in the sweetest way, longing to feel her wrapped around my cock but I understood her hesitancy I was still married after all at least in her eyes so I was willing to take it slow for now. I’d already decided though that I wanted her, just that one meeting and our subsequent phone conversations were enough to tell me all I needed to know.
She had the type of old fashion values I admire, she was looking for hearth and home believe it or not at her young age, I’d been questioning her on the sly couching it under the guise of getting to know her better but all the while feeling her out, making sure and yes I’d run a background check on my new little darling.
She was the only child of a single mother since her father had passed away when she was just a child, her mom who had struggled to raise her had gone back to Greece when Elena graduated high school a little over a year ago and she was here alone. That alone convinced me I couldn’t use this sweet young thing just to slate my lust, like me she’d had enough shit thrown at her already it was time she had some of the good. To top it all off, although she came from a poor background she didn’t show much interest in my finances, she seemed to genuinely enjoy just talking to me on the phone building a relationship slowly. The more we talked the more I wanted her though, her sweet innocence had helped me to overcome some of the pain that had been gnawing away at my gut. I knew I was in trouble when I started wanting more for her I wanted to give her everything.
“I want to see you tomorrow.” Her voice was a little hesitant but it still made my heart beat faster, we were having one of our many marathon phone conversations late at night both of us tucked up in our beds somehow making it seem more intimate.
“Yeah where would you like to go?” This was the first time she’d shown an interest in meeting face to face since we’d started talking on the phone, I hadn’t wanted to rush her so it was good that she was the one to bring it up.
“Anywhere I just want to see you, believe it or not, it’s the strangest thing but I miss you, I know weird right considering we only met the one time but every night when we get off the phone I just lay in bed imagining…”
“Imagining what?”
“That you’re here with me.” Her voice dropped an octave and my dick perked up.
“Where are you right now baby?”
“At home why?”
“Where’s home?”
She named a street not far from where we’d met near her campus.
“I’m coming to get you.” I was walking towards the door phone to my ear keys in hand before she could answer.
“I’ll be there in ten.” I barely acknowledged the walking burial ground as I left, I no longer cared what she thought why the fuck should I? Our divorce was almost final and my last bond with her on paper at least will soon be null and void. What I was about to do no longer felt like I would be cheating, there was nothing left to cheat.
I made it to her place in less than ten minutes, all the way there I felt like a teen again, the excitement that coursed through me was new, it was something I hadn’t felt in a very long time if ever.
She opened the door to my knock and I took her in like a dying man, it had been way too long since I’d seen her and the short flirty sleep shorts with the tank top that hugged her curves in all the right places made me throw all civility out the window.
“What’re you doing?” She laughed as I picked her up in my arms kicking the door shut with my foot.
“Where’s the bedroom baby?” Her eyes widened on mine but I kept my gaze steady I knew what I wanted
