Fascinated

The darkness throbbed with sexual heat.

She took one step forward. Her breasts lightly bounced.

Would he take pleasure in their fullness?

She took a second step forward. Her hips gently swayed.

Would he find them lacking?

She took a third step forward, thigh rubbing thigh, friction building, chest constricting.

The teasing aroma of exotic spice enveloped her. Out of the corners of her eyes she espied the faint, red glimmer of burning coals.

Why couldn't she see him?

A grain of dirt gritted beneath her left heel. Her right knee collided with ungiving bone and sinew-a naked leg, a muscled leg, a leg that was far smoother than her own. At the same time her foot came down on-a foot.

Moist air scorched her skin. 'You smell of vinegar.'

Megan froze, held immobile by the impact of his leg, the weight of her foot on his, the heat of his breath, and the jarring repercussion of his words.

Never had she imagined that a man would notice… or comment on… a prostitute's use of a prophylactic.

And perhaps an Englishman would not have noticed; or having done so, he would have courteously refrained from commenting.

'I…' She swallowed, acutely aware of his bare foot underneath hers and her breasts that jutted out from her chest, only inches away from his mouth 'I have inside me a… a sponge that is soaked in vinegar.'

'There is no need for that,' he said brusquely. 'I have prepared myself with a French letter.'

The tin on the nightstand-did it contain more French letters?

Did the prostitute whom Megan had replaced rely upon a man to protect her?

Did she use a solution that smelled more pleasing than vinegar?

Did she use a syringe after intimacy, rather than inserting a sponge before?

Exactly what did a man from Arabia expect from a woman that an Englishman would not?

'Nevertheless, this is the form of protection which I chose to use,' Megan said with a calm certainty that she was far from feeling.

Chill awareness traveled up her ankles. He could yet reject her, this Arab who was as terse as any Cornishman.

Megan nervously shifted her right foot, cautiously lowered it. Her toes butted the tips of his. The wooden floor was icy; the heat emanating from his digits was scorching.

'I have never been with an Englishwoman,' he said shortly.

Electricity crackled around them, as if a storm brewed outside.

It did not.

She realized that the ragged soughing of air came not from one pair of lungs, but two. They breathed in unison.

'I dare say women are much the same, regardless of their nationality,' she said carefully.

But were men?

Her heartbeat clocked the passing seconds. It pulsated inside her breasts, her temples, her vagina, her toes that bridged his.

Why didn't he touch her, take her?

Surely the coupling between a man and a prostitute was no different than the coupling between a man and his wife. He would initiate contact; she would quietly submit.

Wouldn't he?

'I have never been with a woman.'

The harsh confession came out of nowhere, yet everywhere. Never been with a woman imprinted her chest.

Megan mentally reeled backward.

She had expected him to be experienced; he expected her to be experienced.

He had never been with a woman; she had only ever been with one man.

She was not prepared for this eventuality.

Dim light flashed in the darkness-the white of his eyes. 'That is why I procured you.'

Suddenly the black veil of obscurity lifted, and Megan could make out the bleached darkness that was the sheet, the ebony crown that was the Arab's hair, and the dusky silhouette that was his upturned face.

She felt as if she teetered on the edge of a precipice, afraid to move, afraid not to move.

Why would a fifty-three-year-old man-an Arab who lived in a country reputed to cloister women in harems for carnal convenience-be a virgin?

Why had he come to Land's End-on this, of all nights-to end his abstinence?

'You procured me to… to find physical satisfaction,' she managed to say.

'No.'

No?

What did he want, if not sexual gratification?

Arabic men trafficked in beautiful, young women, not matrons who were well beyond middle-age.

Didn't they…?

For the first time Megan did not feel protected by the relative proximity of the inn's inhabitants.

'I am afraid I do not understand.' She swallowed the fear rising in her throat; her toes touching his continued to throb and pulse. 'Why would you procure a'-no, no, she could not call herself a whore, even if others would-'a woman, if not for satisfaction?'

'I want to know a woman's body,' lashed the darkness; almond-scented breath blasted her face. 'I want you to show me how to bring a woman to orgasm. I want you to show me how to bring you to orgasm.'

A door slammed shut somewhere in the inn, more a shudder of wood than an echo of sound.

Megan could not have heard the Arab correctly.

'You want me to show you how to bring a woman… how to bring me… to orgasm?' she repeated slowly, heart thundering, toes throbbing.

'Yes.' His voice was intractable. Heat licked her spine. 'That is why I procured you.'

'A woman takes satisfaction in a man's… a man's possession,' she said shakily.

'You are a whore. You of all women should know that a man's member is not a woman's sole source of satisfaction.'

But she wasn't a whore.

Dear God. He could not be inferring what she thought he inferred.

'A woman has many places on her body that when touched by a man give her pleasure,' Megan countered.

'I have never touched a woman,' he said stiffly.

'I have never tutored a man,' she said compulsively.

Megan bit her lips-too late, the words were out of her mouth.

'No young boy has ever come to you seeking instruction?' he asked bluntly.

Megan suspected her husband had been a virgin. He had never discussed his sexual experience, or lack thereof.

The back of her neck tingled in warning. She should end her charade now, so that the Arab could find a woman to give him the knowledge he sought.

'Englishmen do not readily admit their inexperience,' she heard herself say instead.

'Do you think that a man is less of a man, then, because he admits his inexperience?'

'I think…' Her heart slammed against her ribs. 'I think it is not a man's inexperience that displeases a woman, but his arrogance in not asking what gives her pleasure.'

'Do you think that a man is a man, then, because he asks a woman how to please her?'

The Arab's voice was a curious blend of harshness and vulnerability; his face a dark, unfathomable blur. Only the whites of his eyes were visible.