Ink

“The ink’s reacting to you, isn’t it?” Jun said. “Even my shinai. It was you at the tournament. You’re why I lost control in the match.” So the pool of ink hadn’t been Tomohiro; it had been Jun. “Katie, you’re in serious danger.”

I paled, my shinai still thrust out at his. “Why?”

“His power,” he said, pointing at Tomohiro, who hunched over in agony as a pair of ink wings spread on his back. He opened his mouth to scream, but only trickles of ink came out. “It’s reacting to you. The longer you’re near him, the stronger and more deadly he’s going to grow.”

“You’re lying.” But it was an echo of what Niichan had said to me in the temple.

“Why would I? I’m your friend.”

“Huh, suddenly I feel all warm and fuzzy.”

“Katie,” he said, and I hated myself for the goose bumps that prickled along my skin.

“I’m not a Kami,” I said. “I don’t have the nightmares.”

“I never said you were a Kami. I said you’re in danger.”

Tomohiro writhed beside me, still unable to hear anything but the voices shouting. It was horrifying to watch. I bent down and rested a hand on his arm, stroking his back and wishing it would stop. Jun watched with his piercing eyes. I hated him for knowing more about it than me. I hated all of this. I couldn’t take it.

“So what am I, if you’re such a genius?” I shouted. “Yeah, okay? The ink’s bitten me. It’s trailed me, whispered to me, blown my pen up in class. It likes me, okay? I get it! But can you tell me why, Jun? Can you tell me why the hell the ink finds me so interesting? What does it want?”

“I don’t know how, but you have ink in your blood,” he said. “I’ve heard of it happening before. The ink inside you calls to the Kami blood. It’s trying to awaken in you any way it can.”

“Why?” I whispered. “What does the ink want?”

“Power,” Jun said. “The ink senses something of its own in Yuu and is drawn to it, like a stream to a lake. It augments our ability. It knows how he—how he feels about you.” His voice sounded bitter, and he looked away from my hand on Tomohiro’s back. “It’ll use those feelings to get the most out of him until—”

“Until what?” I breathed.

Jun looked at me with sad eyes. “Until the power overtakes him. Until his emotions for you make him lose control and he becomes only Kami.”

I rose to my feet, my hands clenched in fists. “So to save myself I just have to stay away from him? No going for coffee? That’s lame, Jun. Got anything else?”

“You don’t get it!” he shouted, and I took a step back. He was looking at me like he was going to break. He’d never looked so fragile. His eyes were melted ice, warmth spilling everywhere. “It’s going to kill you, Katie! If the ink kills you, Tomohiro will never regain control, and that’s what it wants!”

My ears stopped hearing. My eyes stopped seeing. All I could feel was my heart pounding, pulsing through my whole body.

“You’re lying,” I whispered.

“I hope so. I hope to hell I’m wrong.”

“You are wrong,” I said. “That can’t be it.” Tomohiro’s love for me, was it all just the ink attracted to something within me? Just power seeking its own like magnets, not caring if it crushed me to death?

Impossible.

Tomohiro moaned on his side, clawing away demons that weren’t there. His pupils were huge and alien, like he was living in some other world. And then the whispers dissipated and he stopped struggling, his breathing shallow. He blinked as his pupils shrank to their normal size, concentrating as he tried to focus them on me. He’d made it through whatever hell he’d trod, from being more Kami than human. But what about the next time? What if he didn’t come back?

“The ink doesn’t care about right or wrong,” Jun said quietly. “If you read the myths, the ancient kami are terrifying because they don’t share human judgments of right and wrong. We can wield the power, or the power can destroy us. Tomohiro needs our help or he’ll…he’ll destroy you. You need to stay away from him. Please.”

A world alone, without him. The flowers around the void in my heart wilted, crumpled beneath the weight of the truth.

Going back to being alone.

I screamed and thrust the shinai at Jun. “Don’t you dare tell Tomohiro that crap.”

“And what, wait for you to die? I can’t do that.”

“Don’t you understand? If he thinks the power will kill me—” I fell to my knees, the tears spilling over my cheeks.

“If he knows it, that might be enough to send him over the edge.”

He hesitated, because we both knew I was right. We were holding a ticking time bomb. Wait and it explodes. Try to defuse it and boom. We all die.

Unless one of us was wrong.

“What will you do?” Jun said.

And then I felt the warmth of Tomohiro’s fingers as they wrapped around mine on the shinai. He pulled us upright, the shinai pointed at Jun’s throat. Something slick squished against my shoulder and I turned to see Tomohiro’s inky wings spread out to match Jun’s, warm ink oozing down my skin where the feathers touched me. He squinted a little, his eyes still having trouble focusing, and his shoulder leaned into me as he legs wobbled underneath him.

“We’re done here,” he said faintly, and Jun smirked.

“Get it through your head. We’re not the enemy.”

“Could’ve fooled me.”

Jun looked at me hard, lowering his shinai and dropping it to the ground. It splashed into a puddle of ink as it hit the stones.

“The power is hunting you both, Yuu. What if it gets to you first?”

“Then at least it’ll keep me out of your hands,” Tomohiro spat.

Jun squeezed his hands into fists so tight the veins popped along the strokes of the snake kanji on his skin.

He said, “You don’t know how to handle your gift.”

Translation: you may accidentally kill your girlfriend, which I can’t tell you in case you blow up and kill us all right here and now.

Tomohiro smacked the shinai into Jun’s right wrist so hard the bamboo slats rattled. I heard the snap of bone as Jun fell to the ground with a cry.

“Jun!” said Ikeda, running to his side.

“It’s my life!” Tomohiro shouted. “I’ll live it how I want. I don’t owe you anything!” He threw the shinai to the ground and grabbed me by the wrist, pulling us toward the closed castle doors. He yanked on the heavy handles, but they wouldn’t budge.

I looked back at Jun, the way he was sprawled on the gravel with Ikeda’s arms wrapped around him. He lifted his head, his face covered with sweat and dirt, his fingers scratched raw by the sharp stones he’d fallen into. He looked so pathetic cradling his broken wrist that I almost felt sorry for him. Almost.

“You have no idea,” Jun rasped. “You’ve barely seen the surface of what you’re capable of.”

Tomohiro wrapped his arms around me tightly, the warmth of his body pressed against mine so hard I could barely breathe.

“Then we’ll find out together,” he said and flapped his dark wings, lifting us upward. The walls of Sunpu Castle slicked past, my sneaker tapping against the clay roof tiles as we lifted. The Kami scattered as we hovered an inch above the shingles, slamming into the drain spout on the other side of the castle wall. Tomohiro’s wings gave out and we collapsed onto the rail of the bridge, the ink feathers melting and splashing into the dark water below. Tomohiro tipped forward toward the water, but I pulled him back as hard as I could and we tumbled onto the bridge.

We could hear the groan of the wooden doors as the Kami pulled on them, the rumble of the motorbikes