Adnár made a slight movement of his shoulders as if to shrug but changed his mind.
‘Did she tell you that our father, whose name I take, was an
He paused for a moment and then went on: ‘Draigen was the youngest and I, I was two years her senior. We both had to help our parents on their small plot of land and there was no time or money to spare on educating us.’
There was a bitter tone to his voice but Fidelma made no comment.
‘As a boy, I did not want to follow in my father’s footsteps. I did not want to spend the rest of my life working unprofitable land simply in order to live. I had ambition. And so I would sneak along to the clan hostel every time Iheard that a warrior was passing through the territory. I would try to persuade the warrior to tell me about soldiering, about the warrior’s code and how one trained to be a warrior. I made my own weapons of wood and would go into the forests and practise fighting bushes with a wooden sword. I made a bow and arrows and became an expert shot in my own way. I knew that this was my only path to escape the poverty of my life.
‘As soon as I was at the age of choice, on my seventeenth birthday when no law could stop my going, I left home and sought out our chieftain Gulban of the Beara. He was engaged in wars against the Corco Duibhne over the boundaries of his territory. As a bowman, I distinguished myself, and was soon placed in command of a band of one hundred men. At the age of nineteen Gulban appointed me a
‘The wars made me rich in cattle and when they ended, I returned here to be appointed
‘It is a laudable tale, Adnár. Any tale of a man or woman transcending difficulties is commendable. But it tells me nothing of the animosity between you and your sister nor why you should accuse her of unnatural relationships.’
Adnár grimaced expressively.
‘Draigen talks much of her loyalty to our parents. She claims that I deserted them. She was no more loyal to them than I was. She wanted to escape the poverty as much as I did. When she was approaching the age of choice, she would even try to conjure the old pagan spirits — the goddesses of ancient times — to help her.’
Fidelma regarded him closely. But Adnár seemed lost in his memories, not as if he were speaking for effect at all.
‘What did she do?’
‘There was an old woman who dwelt in the woods nearbywho claimed to adhere to the old ways. Her name was Suanech, as I recall. All the children were frightened of her. She claimed that she worshipped Boí, the wife of Lugh, god of all arts and crafts. Bo was known as the cow goddess, or the old woman of Beara. You see, this land was once her domain in the dark, pagan days. My fortress was named after her, Dun Boí.’
‘There are many old ones who still cling to the ancient times and the old gods,’ Fidelma pointed out. The Faith had only come to the five kingdoms during the last two centuries and Fidelma realised that there were still isolated pockets where the beliefs of the Ever Living Ones, the old gods and goddesses, still held sway.
‘And you may find many territories where even the mountains are named after gods and goddesses,’ Adnár agreed.
‘So your sister was influenced by this old pagan woman?’ pressed Fidelma. ‘When did she come back to the True Faith and join the religieuses?’
Adnár grinned crookedly.
‘Who said that she had returned to the True Faith?’
Fidelma looked at him in surprise.
‘What are you saying?’
‘I say nothing. I merely point the way. Since she was a young girl, especially when she went to see the old woman, she has always acted strangely.’
‘You have still not presented me with evidence of any of your claims or why there is this animosity between you.’
‘That old woman turned her head with her tales and with her …’
He stopped and shrugged.
‘While I was serving in Gulban’s army, my father and mother died. Draigen went to live with this old woman in the forests.’
‘This made you hate her?’
He shook his head.
‘No. I am not sure of the story but Draigen fell foul of the law and had to pay compensation. To do this she sold the pitiful plot of land and entered the abbey of The Salmon of the Three Wells. The loss of the land was an annoyance to me. I will not deny that. I should have inherited some of it. I laid a claim against Draigen for my share of the land but a Brehon dismissed the claim.’
‘I see. This claim was the cause of the animosity?’
Adnár shrugged.
‘I resented what she had done. But I had accrued wealth. I did not really need it. It was principle. No, the hate started to come from Draigen. Perhaps she hated me for making the claim. She avoided me afterwards. When I became
‘Did Draigen give you a reason for her hatred?’
‘Oh yes. She claims to blame me for the death of our father and mother. But it does not ring true to me. Perhaps it really was simply resentment that I made a legal claim against her. Anyway, whatever the primary cause, the years have served merely to increase her hatred.’
‘She denies it and says that it is you who hates her. So, I ask you again, have you come to return her hate?’ Fidelma realised that she was faced with two opposing testimonies without room for compromise.
‘I felt hurt at first, then anger towards her. I do not think I have ever felt true hatred. Of course, there were stories from the abbey about Draigen. I heard stories of her liking for young novices. Then when I heard the story of the body of a young woman being found in the well, I feared the worst.’
‘Why?’
For the first time he raised his head and gazed directly into her eyes.
‘Why?’ he repeated, as if he had not understood the question.
‘Why should this make you come to the conclusion that your sister, your own sister, had murdered this girl as the result of some illicit relationship? I do not see how there is a connection. At least, not from what you have told me so far.’
Adnár looked uncomfortable for a moment or two as he gave the matter thought.
‘It is true that I cannot give you a truly logical reason. I just feel that it fits in some terrible way.’
‘Did your
The question was sharp and direct.
Adnár blinked rapidly.
Fidelma could tell by the slight tinge of colour that rose to his cheeks that she had scored a hit with her question.
‘How long have you known Brother Febal?’
‘Since I returned and became
‘What do you know of his background?’
‘Once the abbey of The Salmon of the Three Wells was a mixed community, a