'Why not?' said the boy.
'Er, because I like it,' said Richard.
'Can't see why,' muttered the boy. 'Fuck off.' He slouched off moodily down the street, kicking a stone at a cat.
Richard entered the building once more, mounted the stairs uneasily and looked again into the office.
Dirk's secretary was sitting at her desk, head down, arms folded.
'I'm not here,' she said.
'I see,' said Richard.
'I only came back,' she said, without looking up from the spot on her desk at which she was staring angrily, 'to make sure he notices that I've gone. Otherwise he might just forget.'
'Is he in?' asked Richard.
'Who knows? Who cares? Better ask someone who works for him, because I don't.'
'Show him in!' boomed Dirk's voice.
She glowered for a moment, stood up, went to the inner door, wrenched it open, said 'Show him in yourself,' slammed the door once more and returned to her seat.
'Er, why don't I just show myself in?' said Richard.
'I can't even hear you,' said Dirk's ex-secretary, staring resolutely at her desk. 'How do you expect me to hear you if I'm not even here?'
Richard made a placatory gesture, which was ignored, and walked through and opened the door to Dirk's office himself. He was startled to find the room in semi-darkness. A blind was drawn down over the window, and Dirk was lounging back in his seat, his face bizarrely lit by the strange arrangement of objects sitting on the desk. At the forward edge of the desk sat an old grey bicycle lamp, facing backwards and shining a feeble light on a metronome which was ticking softly back and forth, with a highly polished silver teaspoon strapped to its metal rod.
Richard tossed a couple of boxes of matches on to the desk.
'Sit down, relax, and keep looking at the spoon,' said Dirk, 'you are already feeling sleepy…'
Another police car pulled itself up to a screeching halt outside Richard's flat, and a grim-faced man climbed out and strode over to one of the constables on duty outside, flashing an identity card.
'Detective Inspector Mason, Cambridgeshire CID,' he said. 'This the MacDuff place?'
The constable nodded and showed him to the side-door entrance which opened on to the long narrow staircase leading up to the top flat.
Mason bustled in and then bustled straight out again.
'There's a sofa halfway up the stairs,' he told the constable. 'Get it moved.'
'Some of the lads have already tried, sir,' the constable replied anxiously. 'It seems to be stuck. Everyone's having to climb over it for the moment, sir. Sorry, sir.'
Mason gave him another grim look from a vast repertoire he had developed which ranged from very, very blackly grim indeed at the bottom of the scale, all the way up to tiredly resigned and only faintly grim, which he reserved for his children's birthdays.
'Get it moved,' he repeated grimly, and bustled grimly back through the door grimly hauling up his trousers and coat in preparation for the grim ascent ahead.
'No sign of him yet?' asked the driver of the car, coming over himself. 'Sergeant Gilks,' he introduced himself. He looked tired.
'Not as far as I know,' said the constable, 'but no one tells me anything.'
'Know how you feel,' agreed Gilks. 'Once the CID gets involved you just get relegated to driving them about. And I'm the only one who knows what he looked like. Stopped him in the road last night. We just came from Way's house. Right mess.'
'Bad night, eh?'
'Varied. Everything from murder to hauling horses out of bathrooms.
No, don't even ask. Do you have the same cars as these?' he added, pointing at his own. 'This one's been driving me crazy all the way up.
Cold even with the heater on full blast, and the radio keeps turning itself on and off.'
CHAPTER 19
The same morning found Michael Wenton-Weakes in something of an odd mood.
You would need to know him fairly well to know that it was an especially odd mood, because most people regarded him as being a little odd to start with. Few people knew him that well. His mother, perhaps, but there existed between them a state of cold war and neither had spoken to the other now in weeks.
He also had an elder brother, Peter, who was now tremendously senior in the Marines. Apart from at their father's funeral, Michael had not seen Peter since he came back from the Falklands, covered in glory, promotion, and contempt for his younger brother.
Peter had been delighted that their mother had taken over Magna, and had sent Michael a regimental Christmas card to that effect. His own greatest satisfaction still remained that of throwing himself into a muddy ditch and firing a machine gun for at least a minute, and he didn't think that the British newspaper and publishing industry, even in its current state of unrest, was likely to afford him that pleasure, at least until some more Australians moved into it.
Michael had risen very late after a night of cold savagery and then of troubled dreams which still disturbed him now in the late morning daylight.
His dreams had been filled with the familiar sensations of loss, isolation, guilt and so forth, but had also been inexplicably involved with large quantities of mud. By the telescopic power of the night, the nightmare of mud and loneliness had seemed to stretch on for terrifying, unimaginable lengths of time, and had only concluded with the appearance of slimy things with legs that had crawled on the slimy sea. This had been altogether too much and he had woken with a start in a cold sweat.
Though all the business with the mud had seemed strange to him, the sense of loss, of isolation, and above all the aggrievement, the need to undo what had been done, these had all found an easy home in his spirit.
Even the slimy things with legs seemed oddly familiar and ticked away irritably at the back of his mind while he made himself a late breakfast, a piece of grapefruit and some China tea, allowed his eyes to rest lightly on the arts pages of the /Daily Telegraph/ for a while, and then rather clumsily changed the dressing on the cuts on his hand.
These small tasks accomplished, he was then in two minds as to what to do next.
He was able to view the events of the previous night with a cool detachment that he would not have expected. It had been right, it had been proper, it had been correctly done. But it resolved nothing. All that mattered was yet to be done.
All what? He frowned at the odd way his thoughts ebbed and flowed.
Normally he would pop along to his club at about this time. It used to be that he would do this with a luxurious sense of the fact that there were many other things that he should be doing. Now there was nothing else to do, which made time spent there, as anywhere else, hang somewhat heavy on his hands.
When he went he would do as he always did - indulge in a gin and tonic and a little light conversation, and then allow his eyes to rest gently on the pages of the /Times Literary Supplement/, /Opera/, /The New Yorker/ or whatever else fell easily to hand, but there was no doubt that he did it these days with less verve and relish than previously.
Then there would be lunch. Today, he had no lunch date planned -again - and would probably therefore have stayed at his club, and eaten a lightly grilled Dover sole, with potatoes garnished with parsley and boiled to bits, followed by a large heap of trifle. A glass or two of Sancerre. And coffee. And then the afternoon, with
