“Was bisexual,” she corrected absently, looking fondly across the room. “Now he’s monogamous.”
Vordarian choked, sputtering. Cordelia watched him with concern, wondering if she ought to pat him on the back or something, but he regained his breath and balance. “He told you that?” he wheezed in astonishment.
“No, Vorrutyer did. Just before he met his, um, fatal accident.” Vordarian was standing frozen; she felt a certain malicious glee at having at last baffled a Barrayaran as much as they sometimes baffled her. Now, if she could just figure out what she’d said that had thrown him … She went on seriously, “The more I look back on Vorrutyer, the more he seems a tragic figure. Still obsessed with a love affair that was over eighteen years ago. Yet I sometimes wonder, if he could have had what he wanted then—kept Aral—if Aral might have kept that sadistic streak that ultimately consumed Vorrutyer’s sanity under control. It’s as if the two of them were on some land of weird see-saw, each one’s survival entailing the other’s destruction.”
“A Betan.” His stunned look was gradually fading to one Cordelia mentally dubbed as Awful Realization. “I should have guessed. You are, after all, the people who bioengineered hermaphrodites… .” He paused. “How long did you know Vorrutyer?”
“About twenty minutes. But it was a very intense twenty minutes.” She decided to let him wonder what the hell that meant.
“Their, ah, affair, as you call it, was a great secret scandal, at the time.”
She wrinkled her nose. “Great secret scandal? Isn’t that an oxymoron? Like ’military intelligence,’ or ’friendly fire.’ Also typical Barrayaranisms, now that I think on it.”
Vordarian had the strangest look on his face. He looked, she realized, exactly like a man who had thrown a bomb, had it go fizz instead of BOOM! and was now trying to decide whether to stick his hand in and tap the firing mechanism to test it.
Then it was her turn for Awful Realization. This man just tried to blow up my marriage. No—Aral’s marriage. She fixed a bright, sunny, innocent smile on her face, her brain kicking—at last!—into overdrive. Vordarian couldn’t be of Vorrutyer’s old war party; their leaders had all met with their fatal accidents before Ezar had bowed out, and the rest were scattered and lying low. What did he want? She fiddled with a flower from her hair, and considered simpering. “I didn’t imagine I was marrying a forty-four-year-old virgin, Count Vordarian.”
“So it seems.” He knocked back another gulp of wine. “You galactics are all degenerate … what perversions does he tolerate in return, I wonder?” His eyes glinted in sudden open malice. “Do you know how Lord Vorkosigan’s first wife died?”
“Suicide. Plasma arc to the head,” she replied promptly.
“It was rumored he’d murdered her. For adultery. Betan, beware.” His smile had turned wholly acid.
“Yes, I knew that, too. In this case, an untrue rumor.” All pretense of cordiality had evaporated from their exchange. Cordelia had a bad sense of all control escaping with it. She leaned forward, and lowered her voice. “Do you know why Vorrutyer died?”
He couldn’t help it; he tilted toward her, drawn in. “No …”
“He tried to hurt Aral through me. I found that … annoying. I wish you would cease trying to annoy me, Count Vordarian, I’m afraid you might succeed.” Her voice fell further, almost to a whisper. “You should fear it, too.”
His initial patronizing tone had certainly given way to wariness. He made a smooth, openhanded gesture that seemed to symbolize a bow of farewell, and backed away. “Milady.” The glance over his shoulder as he moved off was thoroughly spooked.
She frowned after him. Whew. What an odd exchange. What had the man expected, dropping that obsolete datum on her as if it were some shocking surprise? Did Vordarian actually imagine she would go off and tax her husband with his poor taste in companions two decades ago? Would a naive young Barrayaran bride have gone into hysterics? Not Lady Vorpatril, whose social enthusiasms concealed an acid judgment; not Princess Kareen, whose naivete had surely been burned out long ago by that expert sadist Serg. He fired, but he missed.
And, more coldly, Has he fired and missed once before? That had not been a normal social interaction, not even by Barrayaran standards of one-upsmanship. Or maybe he was just drunk. She suddenly wanted to talk to Illyan. She closed her eyes, trying to clear her fogged head.
“Are you well, love?” Aral’s concerned voice murmured in her ear. “Do you need your nausea medication?”
Her eyes flew open. There he was, safe and sound beside her. “Oh, I’m fine.” She attached herself to his arm, lightly, not a panicked limpet-like clamp. “Just thinking.”
“They’re seating us for dinner.”
“Good. It will be nice to sit down, my feet are swelling.”
He looked as if he wanted to pick her up and carry her, but they paraded in normally, joining the other formal pairs. They sat at a raised table set a little apart from the others, with Gregor, Kareen, Piotr, the Lord Guardian of the Speaker’s Circle and his wife, and Prime Minister Vortala. At Gregor’s insistence, Droushnakovi was seated with them; the boy seemed painfully glad to see his old bodyguard. Did I take away your playmate, child? Cordelia wondered apologetically. It seemed so; Gregor engaged in a negotiation with Kareen for Drou’s weekly return “for judo lessons.” Drou, used to the Residence atmosphere, was not so overawed as Koudelka, who was stiff with exaggerated care against betrayal by his own clumsiness.
Cordelia found herself seated between Vortala and the Speaker, and carried on conversations with reasonable ease; Vortala was charming, in his blunt way. Cordelia managed nibbles of all the elegantly served food except a slice off the carcass of a roast bovine, carried in whole. Usually she was able to put out of her mind the fact that Barrayaran protein was not grown in vats, but taken from the bodies of real dead animals. She’d known about their primitive culinary practices before she’d chosen to come here, after all, and had tasted animal muscle before on Survey missions, in the interests of science, survival, or potential new product development for the homeworld. The Barrayarans applauded the fruit-and-flower-decked beast, seeming to actually find it attractive and not horrific, and the cook, who’d followed it anxiously out, took a bow. The primitive olfactory circuits of her brain had to agree, it smelled great. Vorkosigan had his portion bloody-rare. Cordelia sipped water.
After dessert, and some brief formal toasts offered by Vortala and Vorkosigan, the boy Gregor was at last taken off to bed by his mother. Kareen motioned Cordelia and Droushnakovi to join her. The tension eased in Cordelia’s shoulders as they left the big public assembly and climbed to the Emperor’s quiet, private quarters.
Gregor was peeled out of his little uniform and dove into pajamas, becoming boy and not icon once again. Drou supervised his teeth-brushing, and was inveigled into “just one round” of some game they’d used to play with a board and pieces, as a bedtime treat. This Kareen indulgently permitted, and after a kiss for and from her son, she and Cordelia withdrew to a softly lit sitting room nearby. A night breeze from the open windows cooled the upper chamber. Both women sat with a sigh, unwinding; Cordelia kicked off her shoes immediately after Kareen did so. Distance-muffled voices and laughter drifted through the windows from the gardens below.
“How long does this party go on?” Cordelia asked.
“Dawn, for those with more endurance than myself. I shall retire at midnight, after which the serious drinkers will take over.”
“Some of them looked pretty serious already.”
“Unfortunately.” Kareen smiled. “You will be able to see the Vor class at both its best and its worst, before the night is over.”
“I can imagine. I’m surprised you don’t import less lethal mood-altering drugs.”
Kareen’s smile sharpened. “But drunken brawls are traditional.” She allowed the cutting edge of her voice to soften. “In fact, such things are coming in, at least in the shuttleport cities. As usual, we seem to be adding to rather than replacing our own customs.”
“Perhaps that’s the best way.” Cordelia frowned. How best to probe delicately … ? “Is Count Vidal Vordarian one of those in the habit of getting publicly potted?”
“No.” Kareen glanced up, narrowing her eyes. “Why do you ask?”
“I had a peculiar conversation with him. I thought an overdose of ethanol might account for it.” She remembered Vordarian’s hand resting lightly upon the Princess’s knee, just short of an intimate caress. “Do you know him well? How would you estimate him?”
Kareen said judiciously, “He’s rich … proud … He was loyal to Ezar during Serg’s late machinations against his father. Loyal to the Imperium, to the Vor class. There are four major manufacturing cities in Vordarian’s District, plus military bases, supply depots, the biggest military shuttleport… . Vidal’s is certainly the most economically
