Brothers in Arms

ladylike burp, saved by the synergine from the more usual post-stun vomiting. She sat up, looked around, saw Mark, the Cetagandans, Ivan, and shut her jaw with a snap, concealing her disorientation. Miles squeezed her hand. I'll explain later, his smile promised. She lowered her brows at him in exasperation, You'd better. She lifted her chin, poised before the enemy even in the teeth of her own bewilderment.

Ivan turned his head, inquiring out of the side of his mouth of Galeni, 'So what do we do with these Cetagandans, sir? Drop them off somewhere? From how high up?'

'There is, I think, no need for an interplanetary incident.' Galeni was wolfishly cheerful, taking his tone from Miles. 'Is there, Lieutenant Tabor? Or do you wish the local authorities to be told what the ghem-comrade was really trying to do in the Barrier last night? No? I thought not. Very well. They both need medical treatment, Ivan. Lieutenant Tabor unfortunately broke his arm, and I believe his, ah, friend has a concussion. Among other things. Your choice, Tabor. Shall we drop you off at a hospital, or would you prefer treatment at your own embassy?'

'Embassy,' croaked Tabor, clearly cognizant of possible legal complications. 'Unless you want to try and talk your way out of an attempted murder charge,' he counter-threatened.

'Only assault, surely.' Galeni's eyes glittered.

Tabor smiled most uneasily, looking as if he'd like to edge away if only there was room. 'Whatever. Neither of our ambassadors would be pleased.'

'Quite.'

It was getting near dawn. Traffic was beginning to increase. Ivan circled a couple of streets before spotting a deserted auto-cab stand that did not have a queue of waiting patrons. This seaside suburb was far from the embassy district. Galeni was quite solicitous, helping unload their passengers—but he didn't toss the code-key to the century-captain's hand and foot bonds to Tabor until Ivan began to accelerate back into the street. 'I'll have one of my staff return your car this afternoon,' Galeni called back as they sped off. He settled in his seat with a snort as Ivan sealed the canopy and added under his breath, 'After we go over it.'

'Think that charade'll work?' asked Ivan.

'In the short range—convincing the Cetagandans that Barrayar had nothing to do with Dagoola—maybe, maybe not,' sighed Miles. 'But for the main security issue—there go two loyal officers who will swear under chemohypnotics that Admiral Naismith and Lord Vorkosigan are without question two separate men. That's going to be worth a great deal to us.'

'But will Destang think so?' asked Ivan.

'I do not believe,' said Galeni distantly, staring out the canopy, 'that I give a good goddamn what Destang thinks.'

Miles found himself in mental agreement with that sentiment. But then, they were all very tired. But they were all here: he looked around, savoring the faces, Elli and Ivan, Galeni and Mark; all alive, all brought through the night to this moment of survival. Almost all.

'Where do you want to be dropped off, Mark?' Miles asked. He glanced through his lashes at Galeni, expecting an objection, but Galeni offered none. With the jettisoning of the Cetagandans, Galeni had lost the hyper-adrenal edge that had been carrying him; he looked drained. He looked old. Miles did not solicit an objection; Be careful what you ask for, you might get it.

'A tube station,' said Mark. 'Any tube station.'

'Very well.' Miles called up a map on the car's console. 'Up three streets and over two, Ivan.'

He got out with Mark as the car settled to the pavement in the drop-off zone. 'Back in a minute.' They walked together to the entrance to the DOWN lift tube. It was still night-quiet here in this district, only a trickle of people flowing past, but morning rush would be starting soon.

Miles opened his jacket and drew out the coded card. From the tense look on Mark's face he was anticipating a nerve disrupter, in the style of Ser Galen, right to the last. Mark took the card and turned it over in wonder and suspicion.

'There you go,' said Miles. 'If you, with your background and this bankroll, can't disappear on Earth, it can't be done. Good luck.'

'But . . . what do you want of me?'

'Nothing. Nothing at all. You're a free man, for as long as you can keep so. We will certainly not be reporting Galen's, ah, semi-accidental death.'

Mark slipped the chit into his trouser pocket. 'You wanted more.'

'When you can't get what you want, you take what you can get. As you are finding.' He nodded toward Mark's pocket; Mark's hand closed over it protectively.

'What is it that you want me to do?' Mark demanded. 'What are you setting me up for? Did you really take that Jackson's Whole garbage seriously? What do you expect me to do?'

'You can take it and retire to the pleasure domes of Mars, for as long as it lasts. Or buy an education, or two or three. Or stuff it down the first waste chute you pass. I'm not your owner. I'm not your mentor. I'm not your parents. I have no expectations. I have no desires.' Rebel against that—if you can figure out how— little brother. . . . Miles held his hands palm-out and stepped back.

Mark swung into the lift tube, never turning his back. 'WHY NOT?' he yelled suddenly, baffled and furious.

Miles threw back his head and laughed. 'You figure it out!' he called.

The tube field took him, and he vanished, swallowed into the earth.

Miles returned to the friends who waited for him.

'Was that smart?' Elli, breaking off a rapid fill-in from Ivan, worried as he settled in beside her. 'Just letting him go like that?'

'I don't know,' sighed Miles. ' 'If you can't help, don't hinder.' I can't help him; Galen's made him too crazy. I am his obsession. I suspect I'll always be his obsession. I know all about obsessions. The best I can do is get out of his way. In time he may calm down, without me to react against. In time he may—save himself.'

His own weariness flooded in. Elli was warm against him, and he was very, very glad of her. Reminded, he keyed his wrist comm and dismissed Nim and his patrol back to the shuttleport.

'Well,' Ivan blinked after a full minute of wiped-out silence from all present, 'where now? D'you two want to go back to the shuttleport too?'

'Yeah,' breathed Miles, 'and flee the planet. . . . Desertion is not practical, I'm afraid. Destang would catch up with me sooner or later anyway. We may as well all go back to the embassy and report. The true report. There's nothing left to lie for, is there?' He squinted, trying to think.

'For all of me, there's not,' rumbled Galeni. 'I do not care for doctored reports anyway. Eventually, they become history. Embedded sin.'

'You . . . know I didn't mean it to work out that way,' Miles said to him after a silent moment. 'The confrontation last night.' A damned sorry weak apology that sounded, for getting the man's father blown away. . . .

'Did you imagine you controlled it? Omniscient and omnipotent? Nobody appointed you God, Vorkosigan.' Ghostly faint, one corner of his mouth turned up. 'I'm sure it was an oversight.' He leaned back and closed his eyes.

Miles cleared his throat. 'Back to the embassy then, Ivan. Ah … no rush. Drive slowly. I wouldn't mind seeing a last bit of London, eh?' He leaned on Elli and watched the early summer dawn creep over the city, time and all times jumbled and juxtaposed like the light and shadow between one street and the next.

When they all lined up in a row in Galeni's Security office at the embassy, Miles was put in mind of the set of Chinese monkeys his Dendarii chief of staff Tung kept on a shelf in his quarters. Ivan was unquestionably See- no-evil. From the tight set of Galeni's jaw, as he returned Commodore Destang's glower, he was a prime candidate for Speak-no-evil. That left Hear-no-evil for Miles, standing between them, but putting his hands over his ears probably wouldn't help much.

Miles had expected Destang to be furious, but he looked more disgusted. The commodore returned their salutes and leaned back in Galeni's station chair. When his eye fell on Miles his lips thinned in a particularly dyspeptic line.

'Vorkosigan.' Miles's name hung in the air before them like a visible thing. Destang regarded it without favor, and went on, 'When I finished dealing with a certain Investigator Reed of the London Municipal Assizes at