'Not on our own people.'
'Lady,' he touched his forehead, 'when this thing is activated I am the other people.'
Some of her energy drained away in doubt for the first time. 'Ah. Hm.'
'And if I choose not to go with you—what will you do then, Commander Quinn?'
'Oh—well…' She looked, Ethan thought, exactly like a cat pretending not to stalk a mouse. 'You're not off Kline Station yet. Millisor's still out there. I might be able to do you a favor or two yet—'
Was this a threat or a bribe?
'In return, you might care to give me some more information about Millisor and Cetagandan Intelligence. Just so I have something to take back to Admiral Naismith.'
Ethan pictured a cat proudly depositing a dead mouse on its owner's pillow.
Cee must have been picturing something similar, for he inquired sardonically, 'Would my dead body do?'
'Admiral Naismith,' Quinn assured him, 'wouldn't like that nearly so well. '
Cee snorted. 'What do you blindlings know of men's real minds? What can any of you really tell? When I look at you blind like this, what can I know?'
Quinn hesitated in real thought. 'Well, that's the way we must judge people all the time,' she offered slowly. 'We measure actions, as well as words and appearances. We make imaginative guesses. We place faith, if you will,' she nodded toward Ethan, who prodded by honest conscience, nodded back even though he had no wish to prop any argument of hers.
Cee paced. 'Both actions and lies may be compelled, against the real will. By fear, or other things. I know.' He turned, turned again. 'I must know. I must know.' He stopped, fixed them both with a stare like a man trying to penetrate black midnight. 'Get me some tyramine. Then we'll talk. When I can know what you really are.'
Ethan wondered if the dismay in his own face matched Quinn's. They looked at each other, not needing telepathy to picture the other's thoughts; Quinn, doubtless stuffed with secret Dendarii intelligence procedures; himself, well—Cee was bound to find out eventually what a mistake he'd make seeking protection from Ethan. Perhaps it had better not be the hard way. Ethan sighed regret for the demise of his flatteringly exalted image in Cee's eyes. But a fool is twice a fool who tries to conceal it. 'All right by me,' he conceded mournfully.
Quinn was chewing her lip, abstracted. 'That's obsolete,' she muttered, 'and so's that, and they have to have changed that by now—and Millisor knows all that already. And all the rest is purely personal.' She looked up. 'All right.'
Cee appeared nonplussed. 'You agree?'
Quinn's mouth quirked. 'The first time the Ambassador and I have agreed on anything, I think?' She raised her eyebrows at Ethan, who muttered, 'Humph.'
'Do you have access to purified tyramine?' Cee demanded of them. 'On hand?'
'Oh, any pharmacy would stock it,' Ethan said. 'It has some clinical uses in—'
'There's a problem with going to a pharmacy,' Cee began grimly, when Quinn burst out in a tone of sudden enlightenment. 'Oh. Oh.'
'Oh, what?' asked Ethan.
'Now I understand why Millisor went to such trouble to penetrate the commercial computer network, but didn't bother trying to get into the military one. I didn't see how he could have possibly got 'em mixed up. ' The satisfaction of a puzzle solved glowed attractively in her dark eyes.
'Huh?' said Ethan.
'It's a trap, right?' said Quinn.
Cee nodded confirmation.
She explained to Ethan, 'Millisor has the commercial computer network flagged. I bet if anybody on Kline Station purchases purified tyramine, whistles go off in Millisor's listening post, and up pops Rau, or Setti or somebody—cautiously, on account of there are sure to be false alarms—and—oh, yes. Very neat.' She nodded professional approval.
She sat a moment, absently scratching one perfect front tooth with a fingernail. An ex-nail biter, Ethan diagnosed. 'I may have a way around that,' she murmured.
Ethan had never manned an espionage listening post before, and he found the gadgetry fascinating. Terrence Cee seemed coolly familiar with the principles if not the particular models. The Dendarii apparently went in heavily for microminiaturization along Betan lines. Only the need to interface with gross human eyes and fingers bloated the control pad, propped open on the table between Cee and Ethan, to the size of a small notebook.
The view displayed by the little holovid plate of the Station arcade where Quinn now stood tended to jump rather disorientingly with movements of her head, since the vid pick-up surfaces were concealed in her tiny bead earrings. But with concentration and a little practice Ethan found himself absorbed in the display with almost the illusion of being an eyewitness to the scene half the Station away. Cee's darkened hostel room faded from his consciousness, although Cee himself, intent beside Ethan, remained a distracting presence.
'Nothing can go wrong, if you do exactly what I tell you and don't try to ad lib,' Quinn was explaining to her cousin Teki, who was looking smart in a fresh pine-green and sky-blue uniform. The white bandage on Teki's forehead from yesterday's float pallet accident had been replaced by a clear permeable plastic one. Ethan noted with approval no sign of redness or swelling around the neatly sealed cut. 'Remember, it's the absence of a signal that calls for an abort,' Quinn went on. 'I'll be nearby in case of emergencies, but try not to look at me. If you don't see me wave from the balcony, just turn right around and take the stuff back and tell them you wanted the other, the, um…'
'Tryptophan,' Ethan muttered, 'for sleep.'
'Tryptophan,' Quinn continued, 'for sleep. Then just go home. Don't try to look for me. I'll get in touch with you later.'
'Elli, has this got something to do with that fellow you were so hot to spring from Quarantine yesterday?' said Teki. 'You promised you'd explain it later.'
'It's not later enough yet.'
'It's got something to do with the Dendarii Mercenaries, doesn't it?'
'I'm on leave.'
Teki grinned. 'You in love, then? At least he's an improvement over the crazy dwarf.'
'Admiral Naismith,' said Quinn stiffly, 'is not a dwarf. He's nearly five feet tall. And I am not 'in love' with him, you low-minded twit; I merely admire his brilliance.' The view jiggled as she bounced on her heels. 'Professionally.'
Teki hooted, but cautiously, 'All right, so if this isn't something for the dwarf, what is it? You're not smuggling drugs or some damn thing, are you? I don't mind doing you a favor, but I'm not risking my job even for you, coz.'
'You're on the side of the angels, I assure you,' Quinn told him impatiently. 'And if you don't want to be late for your precious job, it's time to shove off.'
'Oh, all right,' Teki shrugged good-naturedly. 'But I demand the whole fairy-tale later, you hear?' He turned to saunter off up the arcade, adding a last word over his shoulder. 'But if it's all so legal, moral, and non- fattening, why do you keep saying, 'Nothing can go wrong'?'
'Because nothing can go wrong.' Quinn invoked the phrase like a charm under her breath, and waved him off.
In a few minutes she sauntered after him. Ethan and Cee were treated to a leisurely window-shopping tour of the arcade. Only an occasional, offhand pan around reassured them that the cousin was still in sight. Teki entered the pharmaceutical dispensary. Quinn moved up, adjusting the directional audio pick-up in her hair clip, pausing to mull over a display of medications against nausea due to weightlessness.
'Hm,' the pharmacist was saying. 'We don't get much call for that one… 'He tapped out a code on his computer interface. 'Half-gram or one-gram tablets, sir?'
'Uh—one-gram, I guess,' answered Teki.
'Coming up,' the man replied. There was a long pause. The sound of more tapping; a muttered curse from the pharmacist. The sound of a fist pounding lightly on the casing of the control panel. A plaintive beep from the computer. More tapping, in a repeat of the previous pattern.
'Millisor's trap at work?' Ethan whispered to Cee.
