that burned in his imagination so hotly, Miles could see its ghostly outlines all complete.

'I saw the electric dam in the valley, coming in,' Miles said, when Lem at last paused for breath. 'Where did that come from?'

'We built it,' said Lem proudly. 'You can bet that was a job and a half, with so few power tools. Had to make the power to have the power, of course. We'd been waiting and waiting for the powersat receptor the District promised us, but we were so far down the list, we'd still be waiting. Then I got to figuring. I went over to Dos'tovar and looked at their hydro plant, which they'd had for years. It was low-tech, but it worked. I got a couple of the fellows from there to come help us with the dam, picking the best site and all, and got an engineer from Hassadar whose house I'd helped build to come help us with the electrical system guts. He gets the use of a cabin up from the new lake for a vacation place in the summer in return. We still owe for the generators, but that's all.'

'That was the best site, was it?'

'Oh, yes. The shortest span and the biggest drop available, and the most water-flow. We'll outgrow it in time, but that's the whole point. Without basic power, this place was in stasis. Now we can grow. Couldn't have won the lottery from the District for the doctor without power for the clinic, for one thing.'

'You didn't let anything stop you, did you?'

'Well, m'lord, you know who I learned that from.'

Harra, his wife, of course. Raina's mother. Miles nodded. 'Speaking of Harra, where is she today?' He had come up here wanting only to stand silent before the dead, but he was now beginning to want very much to talk to Harra.

'Teaching at the school. I built on another room—we have two teachers now, you know. There's a girl Harra trained who does the little ones, and Harra teaches the older ones.'

'Can I, ah, see it?'

'Harra'd skin me alive if I let you get away without seeing her! Come on, I'll take you over there now.'

Zed, having turned Miles over to the responsible authority, waved good-bye and headed back home, disappearing among the trees. Lem spoke briefly to his crew, and took over Zed's place as native guide in the back seat of the lightflyer.

Another short hop brought them to an older and more traditional structure: a long cabin with two doors and fieldstone fireplaces on both ends. A large hand-carved sign with scrolling letters above the porch labeled it The Raina Csurik School. Lem led Miles through the door on the left, Martin trailing to linger uncertainly just outside. About twenty teenagers of various sizes sat at handmade wooden desks with comconsole lap-links atop them, listening to the vigorously gesturing woman at the head of the room.

Harra Csurik was still tall and lean, as Miles remembered her. Her straight straw-blond hair was tied back neatly at the nape of her neck, hill-woman fashion, and she wore a hill woman's simple dress, though clean and well made. Like the majority of her students, her feet were bare in this mild weather. But her protuberant gray eyes were lively and warm. She broke off her lecture abruptly as she saw Miles and Lem.

'Lord Vorkosigan! Well, I never expected this!' She advanced upon him much as Zed and Lem had, but not content with a handshake, she hugged him. At least she didn't pick him up bodily. Miles concealed his startlement, recovered his wits quickly enough to hug her back, and took both her hands in a half-swing around as she released him.

'Hello, Harra. You look splendid.'

'I haven't seen you since Hassadar.'

'Yes, I … should have been round long before this. But they kept me busy.'

'I have to tell you, it meant the world to me, when you came to my graduation from the teacher's college there.'

'That was a piece of good luck, that I was on-planet at the time. No merit in it.'

'That's a matter of opinion. Come, see. . . .' She towed him toward the front of the room. 'See, kids, who's come to see us! It's your own Lord Vorkosigan!'

They stared at him with interest, rather than suspicion or revulsion, their eyes shifting to check the odd little man in the flesh before them against the picture on the wall at the front of their classroom. Above the vid projection space three still-portraits were lined up, two by mandate: one of Emperor Gregor in the splendid and gaudy parade dress uniform, and one of their District Count, Miles's father, staring out sternly in the most formal brown-and-silver livery of the Vorkosigans. The third portrait was nonregulation—public offices were not normally required to display a portrait of their Count's heir as well, but Miles's own face smirked back at him from up there. It was one of his younger and stiffer scans, wearing Imperial Service dress greens with light blue ensign's rectangles on the collar. It had to date from his Academy graduation, because no silver Eye-of-Horus pins yet glittered there. Where the devil had Harra obtained it?

She displayed him as proudly to her students as any show-and-tell exhibitor, excited as a six-year-old with a jar of pet bugs. He hadn't come to Silvy Vale expecting to see anyone, let alone speak publicly, and felt decidedly underdressed in an old backcountry-style tunic and worn black trousers left over from a set of Service fatigues, not to mention the battered Service boots he'd muddied by the reservoir. But he managed a few generic, hearty Well done, well done, comments that seemed to please everyone. Harra took him around the front porch into the next room and repeated the show, throwing the young woman teaching there into terminal flusterment, and raising the younger students' wriggle-quotient to something near explosion.

As they were coming back around on the porch, Miles seized Harra's hand to slow her down for a moment. 'Harra—I didn't come up here for a surprise inspection, for heaven's sake. I just came up to … well, to tell you the truth, I just wanted to do a little memorial burning on Raina's grave.' The tripod and brazier and aromatic wood were stashed in the back of the lightflyer.

'That was good of you, m'lord,' said Harra. Miles made a small throwaway gesture, but she shook her head in denial of his denial.

Miles went on, 'It seems I'd need a boat to do it now, and I don't want to risk setting fire to the boat I'm sitting in. Or did you folks move the graveyard?'

'Yes, before it was flooded, people moved some of the graves, those who wanted to. We picked a real nice new spot up on the ridge, overlooking the old site. We didn't move my mother's grave, of course. I left her down there. Let even her burial be buried, no burnings for her.' Harra grimaced; Miles nodded understanding. 'Raina's grave . . . well, I guess it was because the ground was so damp down there by the creek, and she only had that bit of a makeshift crate for a coffin, and she was so tiny anyway . . . we couldn't find her to move. She's gone back to the soil, I guess. I didn't mind. It seemed right, when I thought about it. I really think of this school as her best memorial, anyway. Every day I come here to teach is like burning an offering, only better. Because it makes, instead of destroys.' She nodded once, resolute and calm.

'I see.'

She looked at him more closely. 'You all right, m'lord? You look really tired. And all pale. You haven't been sick or something, have you?'

He supposed three months of death qualified as about as sick as one could get. 'Well, yes. Or something. But I'm recovering.'

'Oh. All right. Are you headed anywhere, after this?'

'Not really. I'm sort of … on holiday.'

'I'd like you to meet our lads, mine and Lem's. Lem's Ma or his sister take care of them while I'm teaching. Won't you come home for lunch with us?'

He'd intended to be back at Vorkosigan Surleau by lunchtime. 'Kids?'

'We've two, now. A little boy four and a little girl one.'

No one was using uterine replicators up here yet; she'd borne them in her body like her lost firstborn. Dear God but this woman worked. It was an invitation he could not possibly escape. 'I'd be honored.'

'Lem, show Lord Vorkosigan around a minute—' Harra went back inside, to consult with her team teacher and then with her students, and Lem dutifully took Miles on an outside tour of the architectural highlights of the school. A couple of minutes later, children exploded from the building, shrieking off happily in all directions in early dismissal.

'I didn't mean to disrupt your routine,' Miles protested futilely. He was in for it now. He could not for three worlds betray those smiles of welcome.

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