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man's arms—'and do what she tells you to do with 'em. Here, Simon.'

Smiling blandly, Illyan handed over his own dead fishes. 'Thank you, Martin.'

They left Martin, ruthlessly not even looking back at his plaintive, 'My lord . . . ?' and lurched on up toward the cool stone house. The greatest ambition in Miles's world right now was for a lavatory, a shower, and a nap, in that order. It would be enough.

Miles and Illyan settled down at dusk to a fish dinner in the lake house's dining room. Ma Kosti had prepared the smallest lake trout, which was enough to feed the whole household, with a sauce that would have made baked cardboard delectable, and rendered the fresh fish a feast for minor gods.

Illyan was clearly amused at this proof of their prowess as primitive providers. 'Did you do this often, down here? Feed your whole family?'

'Once in a great while. Then I figured out my Betan mother, who never eats anything but vat-protein if she can help it, was munching it down bravely and lying through her teeth about what a good boy I was, and I stopped, um, challenging her culinary preferences.'

'I can just picture her.' Illyan grinned.

'D'you want to go out again tomorrow?'

'Let's … at least wait until the leftovers are gone.'

'The barn cats may help us out there. There are about four of them hanging around the kitchen door right now, trying to soften up my cook. When last seen, they were succeeding.'

Miles made his glass of wine last, taking tiny sips. A great deal of water, the nap, and some medication had relieved his incipient beer-and-sun hangover. It was a strange and unfamiliar sensation, to be truly relaxed. Not going anywhere, on overdrive or at any other speed. Enjoying the present, the Now that partakes of eternity.

Martin trundled in, not bearing more food; Miles glanced up.

'My lord? Comconsole for you.'

Whoever it is, tell them I'll call back tomorrow. Or next week. No, it might be the Countess, landing early or calling from orbit. He was ready to face her now, he thought. 'Who is it?'

'Says he's Admiral Avakli.'

'Oh.' Miles put down his fork, and rose at once. 'I'll take it, thank you, Martin.'

In the private comconsole chamber off the back corridor of the house, Avakli's lean face waited above the vid plate, a disembodied head. Miles slid into his seat and adjusted the vid pickup. 'Yes, Admiral?'

'My Lord Auditor.' Avakli nodded. 'My team is ready to make our report. We can present it simultaneously to you and General Haroche, as you requested.'

'Good. When?'

Avakli hesitated. 'I would recommend, as soon as possible.'

Miles's belly chilled. 'Why?'

'Do you wish to discuss this over a comconsole?'

'No.' Miles licked lips gone dry. 'I … understand. It will take me about two hours to get back to Vorbarr Sultana.' And for this conference, he'd better allow time to dress. 'We could meet, say, at 2600 hours. Unless you would prefer first thing tomorrow morning.'

'Your choice, my Lord Auditor.'

Avakli wasn't objecting to a midnight meeting. A mild verdict of natural causes did not require such haste. Miles would get no sleep anyway, anticipating this. 'Tonight, then.'

'Very good, my lord.' Avakli's parting nod was approving.

Miles shut down the comconsole, and blew out his breath. Life had just speeded up again.

CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE

It was late-night-quiet in the ImpSec HQ building; the clinic's conference chamber seemed almost like a tomb. The black vid projection table was ringed by five station chairs. Ah, yet another medical briefing. Miles was learning, these days, altogether more than he'd ever wanted to know about the insides of people's heads, including his own.

'We seem to be a seat short,' Miles said to Admiral Avakli, nodding toward the table. 'Unless you are proposing to have General Haroche stand?'

'I'll fetch another, my Lord Auditor,' Avakli murmured back. 'We weren't expecting . . .' His eyes shifted to Illyan, seating himself to the left of the place reserved for Miles, next to Colonel Ruibal and across from Dr. Weddell.

Miles had been uncertain about the wisdom of dragging Illyan along for this, but Avakli's obvious unease filled him with a cheery ruthlessness. 'It will save my having to repeat it all to him later,' Miles murmured back. 'And offhand, I can't think of a man on the planet with a greater right to know.'

'I can't argue with that, my lord.'

You'd better not.

Avakli went out after the extra chair.

Miles was kitted out in his full brown-and-silver House uniform, though he'd left the military ornaments in his bureau drawer this trip. He didn't want the clutter to distract the eye from his Auditors chain, formally draped across his chest. Illyan had chosen soft civilian clothing: an open-throated shirt, loose trousers and jacket, giving himself an off-duty and convalescent air. As a courtesy to his struggling replacement Haroche? Except Illyan had worn civvies on-duty so often that the message, if any, was a little ambiguous.

Avakli and Haroche arrived back in the briefing room together. Haroche s lips moved in startlement as he saw Illyan; Illyan turned his head and nodded greetings. 'Hello, Lucas.'

Haroche's deep voice softened. 'Hello, sir. It's good to see you on your feet again.' Though he turned aside and whispered to Miles, 'Is he going to be all right? Is he up to this?'

'Oh, yes.' Miles smiled, concealing his own clueless state on that score. At a brief negating hand- movement from Haroche, the company skipped the exchange of military salutes tonight; with Illyan present, there was perhaps some lingering confusion as to who ought to be saluting whom. There was a rustle and creak, as they seated themselves, serious and attentive. Admiral Avakli remained standing at the vid display podium.

'My Lord Auditor,' began Avakli. 'General Haroche, gentlemen. Chief Illyan.' He gave Illyan a special, if slightly uncertain, nod. 'I … don't expect it will come as any real surprise to you that we have found the damage to Chief Illyan's eidetic neural implant to have been an artificially created event.'

Haroche vented a long sigh, and nodded. 'I was afraid of that. I had hoped it would be something simpler.'

Miles had hoped such hopes himself, on many occasions; he couldn't help but sympathize. He, too, had usually been disappointed.

'Simple,' said Avakli, 'is the last word I'd use to describe it.'

'We're dealing with a case of deliberate sabotage, then,' said Haroche.

Avakli sucked on his lower lip. 'That, sir, is your department. I think I prefer to stand by my original wording, for the moment. An artificially created event. To explain this I will now turn you over to Dr. Weddell, who was'—a slight wrinkle passed over Avakli's high brow—'instrumental in assembling the chain of causality. Dr. Weddell, if you please.'

By which wrinkle Miles deduced Weddell/Canaba was carrying on as usual, brilliantly and obnoxiously. If his brilliance ever failed, he'd doubtless be quite surprised at what a load of retribution his obnoxiousness had bought him. But Avakli was too honest a scientist to claim another's achievement as his own. Weddell took the podium, his patrician features weary, tense, and a little smug.

'If you would like to look at the culprit—the immediate culprit, that is—here is its portrait.' Weddell fiddled with the holovid control; the plate projected a bright green, topologically complex blob, which turned slowly in air. 'The color is a computer enhancement, of course—I took a little artistic license there—and the magnification