Mirror Dance

“Right-oh.”

“Kee and Zelaski … they also want to talk about.”

Quinn’s lips tightened. “Right,” she agreed flatly. Miles’s belly knotted, just a little. That was not going to be a happy conversation, he suspected. “Let them know we’re on our way, then,” Quinn said.

“Yes, Cap’n.” Hereld shuffled files on her vid display. “Will do. Which shuttle do you want?”

“The Triumph’s smaller personnel shuttle will do, unless you have some cargo to load on at the same time from the Beauchene shuttleport.”

“None from there, no.”

“All right.”

Hereld checked her vid. “According to Escobaran flight control, I can put Shuttle Two into docking bay J-26 in thirty minutes. You’ll be cleared for immediate downside departure.”

“Thanks. Pass the word—there’ll be a captain and captain-owner’s briefing when we get back. What time is it at Beauchene?”

Hereld glanced aside. “0906, out of a 2607 hour day.”

“Morning. Great. What’s the weather down there?”

“Lovely. Shirtsleeves.”

“Good, I won’t have to change. We’ll advise when we’re ready to depart Port Beauchene. Quinn out.”

Miles sat on the duffle, staring down at his sandals, awash in unpleasant memories. It had been one of the Dendarii Mercenaries’ sweatier smuggling adventures, putting military advisors and material down on Marilac in support of its continuing resistance to a Cetagandan invasion. Combat Drop Shuttle A-4 from the Triumph had been hit by enemy fire on the last trip up-and-out, with all of Red Squad and several important Marilacans aboard. The pilot, Lieutenant Durham, though mortally injured and in shock himself, had brought his crippled and burning shuttle into a sufficiently low-velocity crunch with the Triumph’s docking clamps that the rescue team was able to seal on an emergency flex tube, slice through, and retrieve everyone aboard. They’d managed to jettison the damaged shuttle just before it exploded, and the Triumph itself broke orbit barely ahead of serious Cetagandan vengeance. And so a mission that had started out simple, smooth, and covert ended yet again in the sort of heroic chaos that Miles had come to despise. The chaos, not the heroism.

The score, after heartbreaking triage: twelve seriously injured; seven, beyond the Triumph’s resources for resuscitation, cryogenically frozen in hope of later help; three permanently and finally dead. Now Miles would find out how many of the second category he must move to the third. The faces, names, hundreds of unwanted facts about them, cascaded through his mind. He had originally planned to be aboard that last shuttle, but instead had gone up on an earlier flight to deal with some other forest fire… .

“Maybe they won’t be so bad,” Quinn said, reading his face. She stuck out her hand, and he pulled himself up off the duffle and gathered up his flight bag.

“I’ve spent so much time in hospitals myself, I can’t help identifying with them,” he excused his dark abstraction. One perfect mission. What he wouldn’t give for just one perfect mission, where absolutely nothing went wrong. Maybe the one upcoming would finally be it.

The hospital smell hit Miles immediately when he and Quinn walked through the front doors of the Beauchene Life Center, the cryotherapy specialty clinic the Dendarii dealt with on Escobar. It wasn’t a bad smell, not a stench by any means, just an odd edge to the air-conditioned atmosphere. But it was an odor so deeply associated with pain in his experience, he found his heart beating faster. Fight or flight. Not appropriate. He breathed deeply, stroking down the visceral throb, and looked around. The lobby was much in the current style of techno-palaces anywhere on Escobar, clean but cheaply furnished. The real money was all invested upstairs, in the cryo-equipment, regeneration laboratories, and operating theaters.

One of the clinic’s senior partners, Dr. Aragones, came down to greet them and escort them upstairs to his office. Miles liked Aragones’ office, crammed with the sort of clutter of info disks, charts, and journal-flimsie offprints that indicated a technocrat who thought deeply and continuously about what he was doing. He liked Aragones himself, too, a big bluff fellow with bronze skin, a noble nose, and graying hair, friendly and blunt.

Dr. Aragones was unhappy not to be reporting better results. It hurt his pride, Miles judged.

“You bring us such messes, and want miracles,” he complained gently, shifting in his station chair after Miles and Quinn settled themselves. “If you want to assure miracles, you have to start at the very beginning, when my poor patients are first prepared for treatment.”

Aragones never called them corpsicles, or any of the other nervous nicknames coined by the soldiers. Always my patients. That was another thing Miles liked about the Escobaran physician.

“In general—unfortunately—our casualties don’t arrive on a scheduled, orderly, one-by-one basis,” Miles half-apologized in turn. “In this case we had twenty-eight people hit sickbay, with every degree and sort of injury— extreme trauma, burns, chemical contamination—all at once. Triage got brutal, for a little while, till things sorted out. My people did their best.” He hesitated. “Do you think it would be worth our while to re-certify a few of our medtechs in your latest techniques, and if so, would you be willing to lead the seminar?”

Aragones spread his hands, and looked thoughtful. “Something might be worked out … talk with Administrator Margara, before you go.”

Quinn caught Miles’s nod, and made a note on her report panel.

Aragones called up charts on his comconsole. “The worst first. We could do nothing for your Mr. Kee or Ms. Zelaski.”

“I … saw Kee’s head injury. I’m not surprised.” Smashed like a melon. “But we had the cryo-chamber available, so we tried.”

Aragones nodded understanding. “Ms. Zelaski had a similar problem, though less externally obvious. So much of her internal cranial circulation was broken during the trauma, her blood could not be properly drained from her brain, nor the cryo-fluids properly perfused. Between the crystalline freezing and the hematomas, the neural destruction was complete. I’m sorry. Their bodies are presently stored in our morgue, waiting your instructions.”

“Kee wished his body to be returned for burial to his family on his homeworld. Have your mortuary department prepare and ship him through the usual channels. We’ll give you the address.” He jerked his chin at Quinn, who made another note. “Zelaski listed no family or next of kin—some Dendarii just don’t, or won’t, and we don’t insist. But she did once tell some of her squad mates how she wanted her ashes disposed of. Please have her remains cremated and returned to the Triumph in care of our medical department.”

“Very well.” Aragones signed off the charts on his vid display; they disappeared like vanishing spirits. He called up others in their place.

“Your Mr. Durham and Ms. Vifian are both presently only partially healed from their original injuries. Both are suffering from what I would call normal neural-traumatic and cryo-amnesia. Mr. Durham’s memory loss is the more profound, partly because of complications due to his pilot’s neural implants, which we alas had to remove.”

“Will he ever be able to have another headset installed?”

“It’s too early to tell. I would call both their long-term prognoses good, but neither will be fit to return to their military duties for at least a year. And then they will need extensive re-training. In both cases I highly recommend they each be returned to their home and family environments, if that is possible. Familiar surroundings will help facilitate and trigger re-establishment of their access to their own surviving memories, over time.”

“Lieutenant Durham has family on Earth. We’ll see he gets there. Tech Vifian is from Kline Station. We’ll see what we can do.”

Quinn nodded vigorously, and made more notes.

“I can release them to you today, then. We’ve done all we can, here, and ordinary convalescent facilities will do for the rest. Now … that leaves your Mr. Aziz.”

“My trooper Aziz,” Miles agreed to the claim. Aziz was three years in the Dendarii, had applied and been accepted for officer’s training. Twenty-one years old.

“Mr. Aziz is … alive again. That is, his body sustains itself without artificial aids, except for a slight on-going problem with internal temperature regulation that seems to be improving on its own.”