Mirror Dance

the only exit door, at the corridor’s end; it too opened automatically.

Another short corridor. Two well-equipped surgeries lined it. Both were shut down, cleaned tip, night-silent. And windowless. A couple of storage rooms, one locked, one not. Two palm-locked laboratories; one had a bank of small animal cages at one end, that he could glimpse dimly through the glass. It was all crammed with equipment of the medical/biochemical sort, far more than a mere treatment clinic would require. The place fairly reeked of research.

How do I know—no. Don’t ask. Just keep going. A lift-tube beckoned at the corridor’s end. His body ached, breathing hurt, but he had to grab his chance. Go, go, go.

Wherever he was, he was at the very bottom of it. The tube’s floor was at his feet. It rose into dimness, lit by panels reading S-3, S-2, S-l. The tube was switched off, its safety door locked across the opening. He slid it open manually, and considered his options. He could switch the tube on, and risk lighting up some security monitor panel somewhere (why could he picture such a thing?); or he could leave it off and climb the safety-ladder in secret. He tried one rung of the ladder; his vision blackened. He backed down carefully and switched on the tube.

He rose gently to level S-l, and swung out. A tiny foyer had one door, solid and blank. It opened before him, and closed behind him. He stared around what was obviously a junk-storage chamber, and turned back. His door had vanished into a blank wall.

It took him a full minute of frightened examination to convince himself his sputtering brain wasn’t playing tricks on him. The door was disguised as the wall. And he’d just locked himself out. He patted it frantically all over, but it would not re-admit him. His bare feet were freezing, on the polished concrete floor, and he was dizzy and dreadfully tired. He wanted to go back to bed. The frustration and fear were almost overwhelming, not that they were so vast, but that he was so weak.

You only want it ’cause you can’t have it. Perverse. Go on, he told himself sternly. He made his way from support to support to the outer door of the storage chamber. It too was locked from the outside, he found out the hard way when it sealed behind him. Go on.

The storage room had opened onto another short corridor, centered around an ordinary lift-tube foyer. This level pretended to be the end of the line, Level B-2; openings marked B-l, G, 1, 2, and so on ascended out of sight. He went for the zero-point, G. G for Ground? Yes. He exited into a darkened lobby.

It was a neat little place, elegantly furnished but in the manner of a business rather than a home, with potted plants and a reception or security desk. No one around. No signs. But there were windows at last, and transparent doors. They reflected a dim replica of the interior; it was night outside. He leaned on the comconsole desk. Jackpot. Here was not only a place to sit down, but data in abundance … hell. It was palm-locked, and would not even turn on for him. There were ways to overcome palm-locks—how did he … ?—the fragmentary visions exploded like a school of minnows, eluding his grasp. He nearly cried with the uselessness of it, sitting in the station chair with his too-heavy head laid in his arms, across the blank unyielding vid plate.

He shivered. God, I hate cold. He wobbled over to the glass door. It was snowing outside, tiny scintillant dots whipping by slantwise through the white are of a floodlight. They would be hard, and hiss and sting on bare skin. A weird vision of a dozen naked men standing shivering in a midnight blizzard flitted across his mind’s eye, but he could attach no names to the scene, only a sensation of deep disaster. Was that how he had died, freezing in the wind and snow? Recently, nearby?

I was dead. The realization came to him for the first time, a burst of shock radiating outward from his belly. He traced the aching scars on his torso through the thin fabric of his gown. And I’m not feeling too good now, either. He giggled, an off-balance noise disturbing even to his own ears. He stifled his mouth with his fist. He must not have had time to be afraid, before, because the retroactive wash of terror knocked him to his knees. Then to his hands and knees. The shivering cold was making his hands shake uncontrollably. He began to crawl.

He must have triggered some sensor, because the transparent door hissed open. Oh, no, he wasn’t going to make that error again, and get exiled to the outer darkness. He began to crawl away. His vision blurred, and he got turned around somehow; icy concrete instead of smooth tile beneath his hand warned him of his mistake. Something seemed to seize his head, half-shock, half-blow, with a nasty buzzing sound. Violently rebuffed, he smelled singed hair. Fluorescent patterns spun on his retinas. He tried to withdraw, but collapsed across the door- groove in a puddle of ice water and some slimy orange glop like gritty mold. No, damn it no, I don’t want to freeze again … ! He curled up in desperate revulsion.

Voices; shouts of alarm. Footsteps, babble, warm, oh blessed warm hands pulled him away from the deadly portal. A couple of women’s voices, and one man’s: “How did he get up here?” “—shouldn’t have gotten out.” “Call Rowan. Wake her up—” “He looks terrible.” “No,” a hand held his face to the light by his hair, “that’s the way he looks anyway. You can’t tell.”

The face belonging to the hand loomed over his, harsh and worried. It was Rowan’s assistant, the young man who’d sedated him. He was a lean fellow with Eurasian features, with a definite bridge to his nose. His blue jacket said R. Durona, insanely enough. But it wasn’t Dr. R. So call him … Brother Durona. The young man was saying, “—dangerous. It’s incredible that he penetrated our security in that condition!”

“Na’ sec’rty.” Words! His mouth was making words! “Fire safty.” He added reflectively, “Dolt.”

The young man’s face jerked back in bewildered offense. “Are you talking to me, Short Circuit?”

“He’s talking!” His Dr. Durona’s face circled overhead, her voice thrilled. He recognized her even with her fine hair loose, falling all around her face in a dark cloud. Rowan, my love. “Raven, what did he say?”

The youth’s dark brows wrinkled. “I’d swear he just said ’fire safety.’ Gibberish, I guess.”

Rowan smiled wildly. “Raven, all the secured doors open outward without code-locks. For escape in case of fire or chemical accident or—do you realize the level of understanding that reveals?”

“No,” said Raven coldly.

That dolt must have stung, considering its source … he grinned darkly up at the hovering faces and the lobby ceiling wavering beyond them.

An older, alto voice came in from the left, restoring order, disbanding the crowd. “If you don’t have a function here, get back to bed.” A Dr. Durona whose short-cut hair was almost pure white, the owner of the alto voice, shuffled into his field of view, and stared thoughtfully down at him. “Dear heart, Rowan, he almost escaped, disabled as he is!”

“Hardly an escape,” said Brother Raven. “Even if he’d somehow gotten through the force screen, he’d have frozen to death in twenty minutes out there tonight, dressed like that.”

“How did he get out?”

An upset Dr. Durona confessed, “He must have gone past the monitor station while I was in the lav. I’m sorry!”

“Suppose he had made it this far in the daytime?” speculated the alto. “Suppose he had been seen? It could have been disastrous.”

“I’ll palm-lock the door to the private wing after this,” the flustered Dr. Durona promised.

“I’m not sure that will be enough, considering this remarkable performance. Yesterday he couldn’t even walk. Still, this fills me with hope as much as alarm. I think we have something here. We had better set a closer guard.”

“Who can be spared?” asked Rowan.

Several Dr. Duronas, clad variously in robes and nightgowns, looked at the young man.

“Aw, no,” Raven protested.

“Rowan may watch him in the daytime, and continue her work. You will take the night shift,” the white- haired woman instructed firmly.

“Yes, ma’am,” the youth sighed.

She gestured imperiously. “Take him back to his room now. You had better check him for damages, Rowan.”

“I’ll get a float pallet,” said Rowan.