his desk.
'The protest. Have to get it written and filed before Vorhalas leaves, or it will be no damned good.' He slid into his chair and began rapidly keying his console.
'What's so important about it?' asked Cordelia.
'Sh. Later.' He typed furiously for ten minutes, then set it electronically in pursuit of his commander.
Bothari in the meanwhile continued to breathe, although his face retained a deathly greenish pallor.
'What do we do now?' asked Cordelia.
'Wait. Pray that the dosage is right,' he glanced irritably at Illyan, 'and that it won't send him into some kind of manic state.'
'Shouldn't we be thinking of some way to get them both out of here?' protested Illyan.
'Think away.' Vorkosigan began plugging the new data disks into his console and viewing the tactical readouts. 'But as a hiding place it has two advantages not shared by any other spot on the ship. If you're as good as you claim, it's not monitored by either the Chief Political Officer or the Prince's men—'
'I'm quite sure I got them all. I'd stake my reputation on it.'
'Right now you're staking your life on it, so you'd better be correct. Second, there are two armed guards in the corridor to keep everybody out. You could scarcely ask for more. I admit it's a bit crowded.'
Illyan rolled his eyes in exasperation. 'I've diddled the Security search to the limit I dare. I can't do any more without drawing more attention than I divert.'
'Will it hold twenty-six more hours?'
'Maybe.' Illyan frowned at his charge, baffled and bothered. 'You have something planned, don't you, sir.' It was not a question.
'I?' His fingers worked the keys of his console, and reflections of colored light from the readouts played over his impassive face. 'I'm merely waiting in hope of some reasonable opportunity. When the Prince leaves for Escobar most of his own security people will go with him. Patience, Illyan.'
He keyed his console again. 'Vorkosigan to Tactics Room.'
'Commander Venne here, sir.'
'Oh, good. Venne, I'd like hourly updates piped down here from the time the Prince and Admiral Vorhalas leave. And let me know immediately, regardless of time, if you start getting anything unusual, anything not in the plans.'
'Yes, sir. The Prince and Admiral Vorhalas are leaving now, sir.'
'Very good. Carry on. Vorkosigan out.'
He sat back and drummed his fingers on the desk. 'Now we wait. It will be about twelve hours before the Prince reaches Escobar orbit. They'll be starting landings soon after that. An hour for signals to reach us from Escobar. An hour for signals to return. So much lag. A battle can be over in two hours. We could cut the lag by three-quarters if the Prince would let us move off station.'
His casual tone barely masked his tension, in spite of his advice to Illyan. The room in which he sat scarcely seemed to exist for him. His mind moved with the armada wheeling in a tightening constellation around Escobar, fast glittering couriers, grim cruisers, sluggish troop carriers, bellies crammed with men. A light pen turned, forgotten, in his fingers, around and over, around and over.
'Hadn't you better eat, sir?' suggested Illyan.
'What? Oh, yes, I suppose. And you, Cordelia—you must be hungry. Go ahead, Illyan.'
Illyan left to forage. Vorkosigan worked at his desk console for a few more minutes before shutting it down with a sigh. 'I suppose I'd better think about sleep, too. Last time I slept was on board the General Vorhartung, closing on Escobar—a day and a half ago, I guess. About the time you were being captured.'
'We were captured a bit before that. We were in tow for almost a day.'
'Yes. Congratulations, by the way, on a very successful maneuver. That wasn't a real battle cruiser, I take it?'
'I really can't say.'
'Somebody wants to claim it as a kill.'
Cordelia suppressed a grin. 'Fine by me.' She braced herself for more questioning, but, strangely, he turned the subject.
'Poor Bothari. I wish the Emperor might give him a medal. I'm afraid the best I'll be able to do for him is get him properly hospitalized.'
'If the Emperor disliked Vorrutyer so, why did he put him in charge?'
'Because he was Grishnov's man, and widely famous as such, and the Princes favorite. Putting all the bad eggs in one basket, so to speak.' He cut himself off with a fist-closing gesture.
'He made me feel like I'd met the ultimate in evil. I don't think anything will really scare me, after him.'
'Ges Vorrutyer? He was just a little villain. An old-fashioned craftsman, making crimes one-off. The really unforgivable acts are committed by calm men in beautiful green silk rooms, who deal death wholesale, by the shipload, without lust, or anger, or desire, or any redeeming emotion to excuse them but cold fear of some pretended future. But the crimes they hope to prevent in that future are imaginary. The ones they commit in the present—they are real.' His voice fell, as he spoke, so that by the end he was almost whispering.
'Commodore Vorkosigan—Aral—what's eating you? You're so keyed up I expect you to start pacing the ceiling any minute.' Hag-ridden, she thought.
He laughed a little. 'I feel like it. It's the waiting, I expect. I'm bad at waiting. Not a good thing, in a soldier. I envy your ability to wait in patience. You seem calm as moonlight on the water.'
'Is that pretty?'
'Very.'
'It sounds nice. We don't have either one at home.' She was absurdly pleased by the implied compliment.
Illyan returned with a tray, and she got no more out of Vorkosigan. They ate, and Vorkosigan took a turn at sleeping, or at least lying on the bed with his eyes shut, but getting up every hour to view the new tacticals.
Lieutenant Illyan watched over his shoulder, and Vorkosigan pointed out salient features of the strategy to him as they came up.
'It looks pretty good to me,' Illyan commented once. 'I don't see why you're so anxious. We really could carry it off, in spite of the Esco's superior command of resources in the long run. Won't do them any good if it's all over in the short run.'
Afraid to put Bothari back into a deep coma, they let him return to near-consciousness. He sat in the corner in a miserable knot, drifting in and out of sleep with bad dreams in both states.
Eventually Illyan took himself off to his own cabin to sleep, and Cordelia had another nap herself. She slept a long time, not waking until Illyan returned with another tray of food. She was becoming disoriented with respect to time, locked in this changeless room. Vorkosigan, however, was tracking time by the minute now. After they ate he vanished into the bathroom to wash and shave, and returned in fresh dress greens, as neat as though ready for a conference with the Emperor.
He checked through the last tactical update for the second time.
'Have they started landing troops yet?' Cordelia asked.
He checked his chronometer. 'Almost an hour ago. We should be getting the first reports through any minute.' He sat now without fidgeting, like a man in deep meditation, face like stone.
That hour's tactical update arrived, and he began sorting through its reports, apparently checking key items. In the middle of it his screen was overridden by the face of Commander Venne.
'Commodore Vorkosigan? We're getting something very strange here. Do you want me to shunt a copy of raw incoming straight down there?'
'Yes, please. Immediately.'
Vorkosigan searched through an assortment of chatter of all kinds, and picked out a verbal from a ship commander, a dark and heavy-set man who spoke into his log with a guttural accent tinged by fear.
Here it comes, moaned Cordelia inwardly.
'—attacking with shuttles! They're returning our fire shot by shot. Plasma shields at maximum now—we can't put more power into them and still keep firing. We must either drop shields and try to increase our firepower,
