Baz replied uneasily, 'Out of a fountain.'
Hathaway gasped in horror. 'Those displays belong to the Silica Zoo! You can't eat an exhibit!'
'There were lots of them. I didn't think anybody would miss one. It wasn't stealing. I caught it.'
Miles rubbed his chin thoughtfully, gave a little upward jerk of his head, and pulled Pilot Officer Mayhew's green bottle, which he had brought along on a last-minute impulse, from under his jacket. Baz started at the movement, then relaxed when he saw it was no weapon. By Barrayaran etiquette, Miles took a swallow first—he made it a small one, this time—wiped the mouthpiece on his sleeve, and offered it to the thin man. 'Drink, with dinner? It's good—makes you feel less hungry—dries up your sinuses, too. Tastes like horsepiss and honey.'
Baz frowned, but took the bottle. 'Thanks.' He took a drink, and added in a strangled whisper, 'Thanks!'
Baz slipped his dinner onto a cover plate from a tube-car wheel, and sat cross-legged amid the junk to pick out the bones. 'Care for any?'
'No, thanks, just had dinner.'
'Dear God, I should think not!' cried Hathaway.
'Ah,' said Miles. 'Changed my mind. Just a taste …'
Baz held out a morsel on the point of his knife; Bothari's hands twitched. Miles lipped it off, camp-fashion, and chomped it down with a sardonic smile at Hathaway. Baz waved the bottle at Bothari.
'Would your friend…?'
'He can't,' excused Miles. 'He's on duty.'
'Bodyguard,' whispered Baz. He looked again at Miles with that strange expression, fear, and something else. 'What the hell are you?'
'Nothing you need be afraid of. Whatever you're hiding from, it isn't me. You can have my word on that, if you wish.'
'Vor,' breathed Baz. 'You're Vor.'
'Well, yes. And what the hell are you?'
'Nobody.' He picked rapidly at his fish. Miles wondered how long it had been since his last meal.
'Hard, to be nobody, in a place like this,' Miles observed. 'Everybody has a number, everybody has a place to be—not many interstices, to be nobody in. It must take a lot of effort and ingenuity.'
'You said it,' Baz agreed around a mouthful of goldfish. 'This is the worst place I've ever been. You've got to keep moving around all the time.'
'You do know,' said Miles tentatively, 'the Barrayaran Embassy will help you get home, if you want. Of course, you have to pay it back later, and they're pretty strict about collecting—they're not in the business of giving free rides to hitchhikers—but if you're really in trouble—'
'No!' It was almost a cry. It echoed faintly across the enormous arena. Baz lowered his voice self- consciously. 'No, I don't want to go home. Sooner or later, I'll pick up some kind of job at the shuttleport, and ship off someplace better. There's got to be something turn up soon.'
'If you want work,' said Hathaway eagerly, 'all you have to do is register at—'
'I'll get something my own way,' Baz cut him off harshly.
The pieces were falling into place. 'Baz doesn't want to register anywhere,' Miles explained to Hathaway, coolly didactic. 'Up until now, Baz is something I thought impossible on Beta Colony. He's a man who isn't here. He's passed across the information network without a blip. He never arrived—never passed through Customs, and I'll bet that was one hell of a neat trick—as far as the computers are concerned, has not eaten, or slept, or purchased—or Registered, or been Carded—and he would rather starve than do so.'
'For pity's sake, why?' asked Hathaway.
'Deserter,' commented Bothari laconically from above. 'I've seen the look.'
Miles nodded. 'I think you've hit it, Sergeant.'
Baz sprang to his feet. 'You're Service Security! You twisty little bastard—'
'Sit down,' Miles overrode him, not stirring. 'I'm not anybody. I'm just not quite as good at it as you are.'
Baz hesitated. Miles studied him seriously, all the pleasure suddenly gone out of the excursion in a wash of cold ambiguity. 'I don't suppose—Yeoman?—no. Lieutenant?'
'Yes,' growled the man.
'An officer. Yes.' Miles chewed his lip, disturbed. 'Was it in the heat?'
Baz grimaced reluctantly. 'Technically.'
'Hm.' A deserter. Strange beyond comprehension, for a man to trade the envied splendor of the Service for the worm of fear, riding in his belly like a parasite. Was he running from an act of cowardice? Or another crime? Or an error, some horrible, lethal mistake? Technically, Miles had a duty to help nail the fellow for Service Security. But he had come here tonight to help the man, not destroy him …
'I don't understand,' said Hathaway. 'Has he committed a crime?'
'Yes. A bloody serious one. Desertion in the heat of battle,' said Miles. 'If he gets extradited home, the penalty's quartering. Technically.'
'That doesn't sound so bad,' Hathaway shrugged.
'He's been quartered in my recycling center for two months. It could hardly be worse. What's the problem?'
'Quartering,' said Miles. 'Uh—not domiciled. Cut in four pieces.'
Hathaway stared, shocked. 'But that would kill him!' He looked around, and wilted under the triple, unified, and exasperated glares of the three Barrayarans.
'Betans,' said Baz disgustedly. 'I can't stand Betans.'
Hathaway muttered something under his breath; Miles caught, '—bloodthirsty barbarians .. .'
'So if you're not Service Security,' Baz finished, sitting back down, 'you may as well shove off. There's nothing you can do for me.'
'I'm going to have to do something,' Miles said.
'Why?'
'I'm—I'm afraid I've inadvertently done you a disservice, Mr., Mr.—you may as well tell me your name …'
'Jesek.'
'Mr. Jesek. You see, I'm, um, under the scrutiny of Security myself. Just by meeting you, I've endangered your cover. I'm sorry.'
Jesek paled. 'Why is Service Security watching you?'
'Not the S.S. Imperial Security, I'm afraid.'
The breath went out of the deserter as from a body blow, and his face drained utterly. He bent over, his head pressed to his knees, as if to counteract a wave of faintness. A muffled whimper—'God …' He stared up at Miles. 'What did you do, boy?'
Miles said sharply, 'I haven't asked you that question, Mr. Jesek!'
The deserter mumbled some apology. I can't let him know who I am, thought Miles, or he'll be off like a shot and run straight into my Security so-called safety net—even as it is, Lt. Croye or his minions from the Barrayaran Embassy Security staff are going to start looking this guy over. They'll go wild when they find he's the invisible man. No later than tomorrow, if they give him the routine check. I've just killed this man—no! 'What did you do in the Service, before?' Miles groped for time and thought. 'I was an engineer's assistant.'
'Construction? Weapons systems?'
The man's voice steadied. 'No, jump ship engines. Some weapons systems. I try to get tech work on private freighters, but most of the equipment I'm trained in is obsolete in this sector. Harmonic impulse engines, Necklin color drive—hard to come by. I've got to get farther out, away from the main economic centers.'
A small, high 'Hm!' escaped Miles. 'Do you know anything about the RG class freighters?'
'Sure. I've worked a couple. Necklin drive. They're all gone now, though.'
'Not quite.' A discordant excitement shivered through Miles. 'I know one. It's going to be making a freight run soon, if it can get a cargo, and crew.'
Jesek eyed him suspiciously. 'Is it going someplace that doesn't have an extradition treaty with Barrayar?'
