with an effort of—memory? His eyes went from his daughter to Miles to the Escobaran, and a sigh went out of him. A man descending forever into hell, vouchsafed one glimpse of paradise, might have such a look on his face. 'Lady …' he whispered. 'You are still beautiful.'
Don't goad her, Sergeant! Miles screamed silently.
The Escobaran woman's face contorted with rage and fear. She braced herself. A stream, as of tiny silver raindrops, sang from the shaking weapon. The needles burst against the wall all around Bothari in a whining shower of spinning, razor-sharp shards. The weapon jammed. The woman swore, and scrabbled at it. Bothari, leaning against the wall, murmured, 'Rest now,' Miles was not sure to whom.
Miles sprang for his stunner as Elena leaped for the Escobaran. Elena struck the needler sliding across the room and had the woman's arms hooked behind her, twisting in their shoulder sockets with the strength of her terror and rage, by the time he'd brought the stunner to aim. But the woman was resistless, spent. Miles saw why as he spun back to the Sergeant.
Bothari fell like a wall toppling, as if in pieces at the joints. His shirt displayed four or five tiny drops of blood only, scarcely a nosebleed's worth. But they were obliterated in a sudden red flood from his mouth as he convulsed, choking. He writhed once on the friction matting, vomiting a second scarlet tide across the first, across Miles's hands, lap, shirt front, as he scrambled on hands and knees to kneel by his bodyguard's head.
'Sergeant?'
Bothari lay still, watchful eyes stopped and open, head twisted, the blood flung from his mouth soaking into the friction matting. He looked like some dead animal, smashed by a vehicle. Miles patted Bothari's chest frantically, but could not even find the pinhole entrance wounds. Five hits—Bothari's chest cavity, abdomen, organs, must be sliced and stirred to hamburger, within …
'Why didn't he fire?' wailed Elena. She shook the Escobaran woman. 'Wasn't it charged?'
Miles glanced at the plasma arc's readouts in the Sergeant's stiffening hand. Freshly charged, Bothari had just done it himself.
Elena took one despairing look at her father's body, and snaked a hand around the Escobaran woman's throat, catching her tunic. Her arm tightened across the woman's windpipe.
Miles rocked back on his heels, his shirt, trousers, hands soaked in blood. 'No, Elena! Don't kill her!'
'Why not? Why not?' Tears were swarming down her ravaged face.
'I think she's your mother.' Oh, God, he shouldn't have said that …
'You believe those horrible things—' she raged at him. 'Unbelieveable lies—' But her hold slackened.
'Miles—I don't even know what some of those words mean . . .'
The Escobaran woman coughed, and twisted her head around, to stare in astonishment and dismay over her shoulder. 'This is that one's spawn?' she asked Miles.
'His daughter.'
Her eyes counted off the features of Elena's face. Miles did too; it seemed to him the secret sources of Elena's hair, eyes, elegant bone structure, stood before him.
'You look like him.' Her great brown eyes held a thin crust of distaste over a bog of horror. 'I'd heard the Barrayarans had used the fetuses for military research.' She eyed Miles in confused speculation. 'Are you another? But no, you couldn't be …'
Elena released her, and stood back. Once, at the summer place at Vorkosigan Surleau, Miles had witnessed a horse trapped in a shed burn to death, no one able to get near it for the heat. He had thought no sound could be more heart-piercing than its death screams. Elena's silence was. She was not crying now.
Miles drew himself up in dignity. 'No, ma'am. Admiral Vorkosigan saw them all safely delivered to an orphanage, I believe. All but . . .'
Elena's lips formed the word, 'lies,' but there was no more conviction in her. Her eyes sucked at the Escobaran woman with a hunger that terrified Miles.
The door of the cabin slid open again. Arde Mayhew sauntered in, saying, 'My lord, do you want these assignments—God almighty!' He nearly tripped, stopping short. 'I'll get the medtech, hang on!' He dashed back out.
Elena Visconti approached Bothari's body with the caution one would use toward a freshly-killed poisonous reptile. Her eyes locked with Miles's from opposite sides of the barrier. 'Admiral Naismith, I apologize for inconveniencing you. But this was no murder. It was the just execution of a war criminal. It was just,' she insisted, her voice edged with passion. 'It was.' Her voice fell away.
It was no murder, it was a suicide, Miles thought. He could have shot you where you stood at any time, he was that fast. 'No …'
Her lips thinned in despair. 'You call me a liar too? Or are you going to tell me I enjoyed it?'
'No …' He looked up at her across a vast gulf, one meter wide. 'I don't mock you. But—until I was four, almost five years old, I couldn't walk, only crawl. I spent a lot of time looking at people's knees. But if there was ever a parade, or something to see, I had the best view of anybody because I watched it from on top the Sergeant's shoulder.'
For answer, she spat on Bothari's body. A spasm of rage darkened Miles's vision. He was saved from a possibly disastrous action by the return of Mayhew and the medtech.
The medtech ran to him, 'Admiral! Where are you hit?'
He stared at her stupidly a moment, then glanced down at himself, realizing the red reason for her concern. 'Not me. It's the Sergeant.' He brushed ineffectually at the cooling stickiness.
She knelt by Bothari. 'What happened? Was it an accident?'
Miles glanced up at Elena where she stood, just stood, arms wrapped around herself as if she were cold. Only her eyes traveled, back and forth from the Sergeant's crumpled form to the harsh straightness of the Escobaran. Back and forth, finding no rest.
His mouth was stiff; he made it move by force of will. 'An accident. He was cleaning the weapons. The needler was set on auto rapid-fire.' Two true statements out of three.
The Escobaran woman's mouth curled in silent triumph and relief. She thinks I have endorsed her justice, Miles realized. Forgive me …
The medtech shook her head, running a hand scanner over Bothari's chest. 'Whew. What a mess.'
A sudden hope rocketed through Miles. 'The cryo chambers—what's their status?'
'All filled, sir, after the counterattack.'
'When you triage for them, how—how do you choose?'
'The least messed-up ones have the best hope of revival. They get first choice. Enemies last, unless Intelligence throws a fit.'
'How would you rate this injury?'
'Worse than any I've got on ice now, except two.'
'Who are the two?'
'A couple of Captain Tung's people. Do you want me to dump one?'
Miles paused, searching Elena's face. She was staring at Bothari's body as if he were some stranger, wearing her father's face, who had suddenly unmasked. Her dark eyes were like deep caverns; like graves, one for Bothari, one for himself.
'He hated the cold,' he muttered at last. 'Just—get a morgue pack.'
'Yes, sir.' She exited, unhurried.
Mayhew wandered up, to stare bemused and bewildered on the face of death. 'I'm sorry, my lord. I was just beginning to like him, in a kind of weird way.'
'Yes. Thank you. Go away.' Miles looked up at the Escobaran woman. 'Go away,' he whispered.
Elena was turning around and around between the dead and the living, like a creature newly caged discovering that cold iron sears the flesh. 'Mother?' she said at last, in a tiny voice not at all like her own.
'You keep away from me,' the Escobaran woman snarled at her, low-voiced and pale. 'Far away.' She gave her a look of loathing, contemptuous as a slap, and stalked out.
'Um,' said Arde. 'Maybe you should come somewhere and sit down, Elena. I'll get you a, a drink of water or something.' He plucked at her anxiously. 'Come away now, there's a good girl.'
She suffered herself to be led, with one last look over her shoulder. Her face reminded Miles of a bombed- out city.
