in his chair he started to review the first holo tapes of the strike mission.
The timing was masterful, the strike crews the finest professionals he had ever served with, nearly every Broadsword gaining lock and launching simultaneously. A successful strike like that was even more intricate than the most finely crafted ballet, and in his eyes even more beautiful.
Damn it.
A knock on the door disturbed him and he set his drink down on the table behind his desk.
'Come.'
The door slid open and he could not help but allow a slight flicker of a smile to light his features at the sight of Captain Jason 'Bear' Bondarevsky standing at attention in the corridor.
'Come on in, Bear. What brings you over here anyhow.'
Jason came into the room and stood nervously in the middle of the room.
'We'll wave regs and at least let you have a sip,' and he poured out a thin splash of Scotch in a tumbler and passed it over.
'Thank you, sir.'
'Have a seat.'
Jason went over to the proffered chair by the admiral's desk and settled in . He sniffed his glass and tasted the Scotch.
'Not bad, sir.'
'The best, saved for special occasions.'
'Like this one?'
'No, not really, I just felt a need for it.'
Jason looked down at the floor and Tolwyn could feel the tension.
'Come on, son, out with it.'
'Sir, something's troubling me, I thought I better come over and discuss it with you privately.'
'You mean this little thing called an armistice.'
'In part,' Jason said quietly.
'Well, what is it then?'
'Sir, that communication from ConFleet announcing the armistice came through close to fifty minutes before our strike hit the carrier.'
Tolwyn exhaled noisily and leaned back in his chair.
'How the hell do you know that, Bondarevsky?' he asked quietly, a threatening chill in his voice. 'That message was directed solely to me.'
'Sir, Tarawa was the back up carrier for this operation. If something should have happened to Concordia it would have been my job to assume control of the air strikes. In that situation, I took it upon myself to monitor all ConFleet channels and that included yours. Suppose you were hit, sir? It would have then been my job to know the entire picture. I didn't notice it immediately since it was simply decoded and stored in my personal data system. But after the action I was going through the signals to dump them off my system and I saw it.'
What Jason was confessing was somewhat outside the regulations but it showed careful planning and foresight on his part. If something had indeed happened to Concordia the young officer before him might very well have to take full responsibility for everything that transpired.
There was an ancient cautionary tale told in the service academies, the incident dating back to a war once fought between England and America. In an encounter between an American and British ship the commanding officer of the American vessel was mortally wounded, and the junior officer took him down below deck to the surgeon. In the short interval that followed all the other officers were hit and, without his even being aware of it, the junior officer was now in command. By the time he returned to the deck his ship had already been battered into submission and forced to surrender after barely putting up a fight. The junior officer was held responsible, court- martialed, and found guilty of dereliction of duty, a duty he was not even aware had suddenly come to rest upon his shoulders. The lesson was part of the tradition and backbone of the fleet — there is no excuse for defeat
Geoff looked at Jason and realized as well that he had made a crucial mistake in not assuming that Jason might very well be listening in.
'And what do you think?' he finally said quietly.
'I lost two crews in that attack, two pilots and a gunner. I'm wondering how their families would feel if they knew their kids got killed after a war was officially over.'
Tolwyn nodded and said nothing.
'I don't give a good damn about the furballs,' Jason continued, 'but five hundred or more of them died when that carrier got cooked. I don't feel too good about that either, sir.'
'Neither do I.'
'Then why did you do it, sir?'
'I'd rather not say, Jason, but let me ask you a question.'
'Sure.'
'If this was just another day in the war, how would you feel about taking out that carrier.'
'I hate losing people, but trading a Rapier, a Sabre and two of your Broadswords for a light carrier is a damn fine piece of work in my book. I wish it had always been that easy.'
Tolwyn nodded.
'That's how I still feel about it, Jason.'
'But the war's over. We were hearing the rumors even before this attack started out. Something about a peace party coming into power in the Empire, Prince Thrakhath falling into disgrace, and Foreign Minister Jamison pushing for an armistice. Damn it, sir, they're saying it's finally over and we can go home.'
'And do you really believe it?'
Jason hesitated.
'Well, do you?'
'I want to believe it, sir.'
'Damn it, man, that's exactly it. You want to believe it. Everyone wants to believe it. But there's a hell of a long stretch between wishing for something and actually seeing it come true. Anyone who believes something simply because it sounds good and he wishes it to be true is a damned fool and that's why I did what I did.'
'Sir?'
'This war is not over by a long shot,' Tolwyn growled, 'and I'll kiss the hairy backside of the first Kilrathi I meet if they can ever prove it differently to me.
'It's too pat, it's too damn straight forward and simple. I remember once hearing a great line about another war, 'this is such madness only an idealist could have started it.' Well, this peace offer is the same thing, only an idealist would be stupid enough to believe it. By God, son, we were finally getting an edge. We stumbled on the tactics of it all thanks to you, realizing just how under-protected and vulnerable their construction sites were. They haven't gotten a single new carrier on line in the last year. They still outnumber us, but they're hurting, hurting even worse with the loss of their transports. We just might be turning the edge in this war, and now the damn fool politicians go for this armistice offer.'
'So you disobey orders on your own and decide to keep the war going a little longer.'
'The target was there and I took it, a carrier that if we allowed it to get away might cost us fifty to a hundred pilots the next time around,' Tolwyn said quietly. 'And I think that even you, Jason, who once risked your career to try and save a ship load of Kilrathi civilians, even you down deep agree with me.'
Jason drained the rest of the Scotch from his glass and closed his eyes for a moment.
'Yes, sir, I do.'
Tolwyn could see the struggle such an answer had created. From most other officers he would have dismissed it as brown nosing a superior but he knew that from Jason it came from the heart.
'Why?'
'Like you said,' Jason replied. 'It just doesn't smell right. I know that even after Vukar Tag, and the Third Enigma Campaign they still have the edge on us. For the Kilrathi, war is part of the core of their soul. This intel stuff about a shift in the power structure of the palace. If it's true, the new power behind the throne would have his throat ripped out if he tried for a serious peace after all the sacrifices they've endured. Now I don't know much about Kilrathi psychology other than what I got in the naval college while waiting for Tarawa to finish out her
