persecution.'
'Yeah, I understand. I just wish there was a way to get through to her . . . to all of them.'
'Perhaps you should consider unbending somewhat,' Hobbes said slowly. 'You have seemed . . . aloof . . . on this mission. That contributes to the trouble.'
'I know that, too,' Blair admitted. 'But. . . I don't know, Hobbes. I just keep thinking about all the other times aboard the Tigers Claw and the Concordia. It seems like every time I make friends and start to share something with good people, they end up dead. When I first arrived, I thought I would be better off keeping my distance. I thought maybe it wouldn't hurt as much, if it happened again. But that isn't the answer, either, because even if I can't call them my friends, I still feel responsible for these people. I respect them. And I'll still mourn them if they buy it out there.'
'I doubt it could be any other way, my friend,' Hobbes said gravely. 'Not as long as you are . . . yourself.'
'Maybe so.' Blair drained his glass. 'Well, who knows? Maybe we're into the last game, after all, like all the Confed press releases claim. Maybe the Kilrathi Empire is about to give up the whole thing as a bad idea, and we'll have peace and harmony and all that sweetness and light.'
Ralgha shook his head slowly. 'It is a time for strange ideas,' he said. 'My people have invented a word for surrender, a concept I can still barely grasp after years among your kind.' He gestured toward the viewport. 'I used to raid these worlds with my brethren. Now I defend them . . . and my people talk of giving themselves up without further struggle.'
The Kilrathi paused, and for a moment Blair thought he looked lost. 'I cannot guess at what my one-time comrades might do next. But I do not believe that the Imperial family can change so totally. If there is peace, it will be because the Emperor and Thrakhath are overthrown, and their supporters broken. That will not happen without a major change in the way this war progresses'
Angel was with him, looking just as she had the day she left Concordia with her kit bag slung over one arm and the open ramp to the shuttle yawning behind her like a black, toothless maw.
'Farewell, mon ami,' she said. 'Look after the others for me, all our comrades. I will come back when Paladin does not need me . . .'
'Don't go, Angel,' Blair heard himself saying the words as if from some great distance. 'Stay here. If you go everything will fall apart . . . everything . . .'
The words were wrong. He knew it, even as a shrill screech rang in his ear and brought him out of the dream. The words were all wrong . . .
He had let her go that day without a protest. He told Angel that he understood, told her that he would wait for her. But she hadn't come back to the Concordia. And he wasn't sure she'd ever come back to him. Angel . . .
The noise didn't go away even after he had sat up, his eyes wide open, staring at the bare walls of his quarters. It took Blair quite a while to realize the noise was the shrilling sound of the General Quarters alarm. He started to rise when a computer voice joined the cacophony. 'Now, General Quarters, General Quarters. All hands to Combat Stations. This is not a drill. General Quarters, General Quarters . . .'
A moment later the computer voice was replaced by Rollins, sounding excited. 'Colonel Blair, to the Captain's Ready Room, please. Colonel Blair to Captain's Ready Room!'
As he finished tugging on his uniform, Blair glanced at the watch implanted in his wrist. It read 0135 hours, ship time. With a muttered curse, he grabbed his boots and started wrestling them onto his feet.
He wasn't sure which was worse the dream of his loss or the reality of the war
Dressed and almost awake, Blair forced himself to move through the corridors at a brisk yet measured pace. Never let your people see you run, laddie, Paladin had told him once back in the days they served on Tiger's Claw together. Even when the whole bloody universe is falling around your ears, walk like you haven't a care in the world, and the other lads'll take heart and fight the better for it.
It took all his willpower to remember the old warrior's lesson this time. The incessant alarm and the crewmen hastening to their combat stations set every nerve on edge. He knew long before he reached the ready room that this mission was the one which they had been awaiting — and dreading — for so long.
'Blair!' Eisen's voice boomed out as he entered the compartment. 'Thought I was going to have to send somebody to roust you out of bed, man! We've spotted the bad guys, and we haven't got a second to lose.'
He joined the captain, Rollins, and Hobbes at the big table, watched as Eisen manipulated a terminal, activating a holographic chart in the air above the smooth surface.
'Leyland and Svensson spotted two carriers and five destroyers here eighteen minutes ago,' Eisen said, indicating a set of coordinates approximately ten million kilometers ahead of the carrier's present position. 'They made a positive ID on both of the carriers. One is the Sar'hrai our friend from Tamayo. The other is definitely the Hvar'kann.'
'So Thrakhath is here, just like the reports indicated. Blair fought himself to suppress a betraying tremor in his voice. 'I wonder how much of the rest of it's true?'
'Most of it, Colonel,' Eisen said levelly, meeting his eyes with a bland stare. 'Intell sent us an update last night. The Kilrathi are carrying missiles armed with biological warheads, and they are going to attempt to use them against Locanda IV. The missiles are a new type, designated Skipper. They're too big to carry aboard fighters, so they'll be launched from capital ships.'
'They had to wait until now to confirm it?' Blair asked bitterly. 'They couldn't give us time to get ready?'
'The confirmation only came in from outsystem yesterday. One of General Taggart's resources finally gave us the full specs on the weapon . . . for what it's worth.'
'You haven't heard the really bad news, either,' Rollins put in. 'These Skipper missiles carry cloaking devices, so they'll be damned hard to track. And as for the warheads . . . well, we might as well not have the specs at all. There's no counter for those bugs. Nothing.'
Eisen gave Rollins a quick, angry look. 'Once the pandemic is introduced into a Terrestroid ecosystem it'll spread very quickly,' he said. 'And Mr. Rollins is correct. Even the Kilrathi don't have a cure for it.'
Blair's nod was sober. 'So we can't let them get any missiles through to the planet,' he said. He looked from Eisen to Rollins. 'But how do we stop cloaked missiles? Hell, I didn't think the targeting system on a missile could handle cloaked flight. Everything I ever saw said you need a pilot to handle a bird when it's under cloak.'
'According to the specs, the Skipper doesn't stay under cloak all the time,' Eisen said. 'It drops out of cloak every few seconds to update its flight profile. So they can be tracked . . . but only intermittently.'
'Lovely. Any more good news?'
'Leyland was able to get an accurate scan of the Kilrathi. From the looks of things, both carriers had an absolute minimum of fighters deployed.' Eisen's eyes studied him through the hologram. 'They have the escorts doing most of their recon and CAP work. You know what that means as well as I do.'
'Yeah.' Blair nodded again. 'They're prepping the fighters for a magnum launch. Right, Hobbes?'
The Kilrathi renegade sounded grave. 'I fear that is the only likely explanation, my friend,' he agreed.
'They're still pretty far out for a strike,' Blair said. 'Range is extreme for a run against Four.'
'I agree,' Eisen said. 'But if I was about to make an all-out strike on a well-defended target, I'd prep early and keep my people ready. That way I could launch the moment I knew the enemy had discovered my ships. They may not be planning the strike right away, but they'll be good to go at any time.'
'Where does that leave us?' Blair asked. 'No criticism intended for the Victory and her crew, sir, but I'm not wild about the idea of us tackling the whole Kilrathi force alone. We might get in some hits, but some of the bastards will escape . . . and then where would we be?'
'Agreed,' Eisen said. He looked at Blair. 'Even I'm not so proud of the old girl that I think she'd survive a
