Dying of the Light

He didn't. The whisperjewel had been sent from Worlorn, so he had known not much else than where to find her. 'You're an ecologist,' he said. 'On Avalon…'

'Yes. At the Institute. A long time ago. I finished there, got my credentials, and I've been on High Kavalaan since. Until I was sent here.'

'Gwen is with the Ironjade Gathering,' Ruark said. He had a small, tight smile on his face. 'Me, I'm representing Impril City Academy. Kimdiss. You know?'

Dirk nodded. Ruark was a Kimdissi then, an out-worlder, from one of their universities.

'Impril and Ironjade, well, after the same thing, you know? Research on ecological interaction on Worlorn. Never really done properly during the Festival, the outworlds not being so strong on ecology, none of them. A science ai-forgotten, as the Emereli say. But that's the project. Gwen and I knew each other from before, so we thought, well, here for the same reason, so it is good sense to work together and learn what we can learn.'

'I suppose,' Dirk said. He was not really overly interested in the project just then. He wanted to talk to Gwen. He looked at her. 'You'll have to tell me all about it later. When we talk. I imagine you want to talk.'

She gave him an odd look. 'Yes, of course. We do have a lot to talk about.'

He picked up his bag. 'Where to?' he asked. 'I could probably do with a bath and some food.'

Gwen exchanged glances with Ruark. 'Arkin and I were just talking about that. He can put you up. We're in the same building. Only a few floors apart.'

Ruark nodded. 'Gladly, gladly. Pleasure in doing for friends, and both of us are friend to Gwen, are we not?'

'Uh,' said Dirk. 'I thought, somehow, that I would stay with you, Gwen.'

She could not look at him for a time. She looked at Ruark, at the ground, at the black night sky, before her eyes finally found his. 'Perhaps,' she said, not smiling now, her voice careful. 'But not right now. I don't think it would be best, not immediately. But we'll go home, of course. We have a car.'

'This way,' Ruark put in, before Dirk could frame his words. Something was very strange. He had played through the reunion scene a hundred times on board the Shuddering during the months of his voyage, and sometimes he had imagined it tender and loving, and sometimes it had been an angry confrontation, and often it had been tearful-but it had never been quite like this, awkward and at odd angles, with a stranger present throughout it all. He began to wonder exactly who Arkin Ruark was, and whether his relationship with Gwen was quite what they said it was. But then, they had hardly said anything. Without knowing what to say or to think, he shrugged and followed as they led him to their aircar.

The walk was quite short. The car, when they reached it, took Dirk aback. He had seen a lot of different types of aircars in his travels, but none quite like this one; huge and steel-gray, with curved and muscled triangular wings, it looked almost alive, like a great aerial manta ray fashioned in metal. A small cockpit with four seats was set between the wings, and beneath the wingtips he glimpsed ominous rods.

He looked at Gwen and pointed. 'Are those lasers?'

She nodded, smiling just a little.

'What the hell are you flying?' Dirk asked. 'It looks like a war machine. Are we going to be assaulted by Hrangans? I haven't seen anything like that since we toured the Institute museums back on Avalon.'

Gwen laughed, took his bag from him, and tossed it into the back seat. 'Get in,' she told him. 'It is a perfectly fine aircar of High Kavalaan manufacture. They've only recently started turning out their own. It's supposed to look like an animal, the black banshee. A flying predator, also the brother-beast of the Iron-jade Gathering. Very big in their folklore, sort of a totem.'

She climbed in, behind the stick, and Ruark followed a bit awkwardly, vaulting over the armored wing into the back. Dirk did not move. 'But it has lasers!' he insisted.

Gwen sighed. 'They're not charged, and never have been. Every car built on High Kavalaan has weapons of some sort. The culture demands it. And I don't mean just Ironjade's. Redsteel, Braith, and the Shanagate Holding are all the same.'

Dirk walked around the car and climbed in next to Gwen, but his face was blank. 'What?'

'Those are the four Kavalar holdfast-coalitions,' she explained. 'Think of them as small nations, or big families. They're a little of both.'

'But why the lasers?'

'High Kavalaan is a violent planet,' Gwen replied.

Ruark gave a snort of laughter. 'Ah, Gwen,' he said. 'That is utter wrong, utter!'

'Wrong?' she snapped.

'Very,' Ruark said. 'Yes, utter, because you are close to truth, half and not everything, worst lie of all.'

Dirk turned in his seat to look back at the chubby blond Kimdissi. 'What?'

'High Kavalaan was a violent planet, truth. But now, truth is, the violence is the Kavalars. Hostile folk, each and every among them, xenophobes often, racists. Proud and jealous. With their highwars and their code duello, yes, and that is why Kavalar cars have guns. To fight with, in the air! I warn you, t'Larien-'

'Arkin!' Gwen said between her teeth, and Dirk started at the edged malice in her tone. She threw on the gravity grid suddenly, touched the stick, and the aircar wrenched forward and left the ground with a whine of protest, rising rapidly. The port below them was bright with light where the Shuddering of Forgotten Enemies stood among the lesser starships, shadowy everywhere else. Around it was darkness to the unseen horizon where black ground blended with blacker sky. Only a thin powder of stars lit the night above. This was the Fringe, with intergalactic space above and the dusky curtain of the Tempter's Veil below, and the world seemed lonelier than Dirk had ever imagined.

Ruark had subsided, muttering, and a heavy silence lay over the car for a long moment.

'Arkin is from Kimdiss,' Gwen said finally, and she forced a chuckle. Dirk remembered her too well to be fooled, however; she was not one bit less tense than when she had snapped at Ruark a moment before.

'I don't understand,' Dirk said, feeling quite stupid, since everyone seemed to think he should.

'You are no outworlder,' Ruark said. 'Avalon, Baldur, whatever world, it doesn't matter. Your people inside the Veil don't know Kavalars.'

'Or Kimdissi,' Gwen said, a little more calmly.

Ruark grunted. 'A sarcasm,' he told Dirk. 'Kimdissi and Kavalars, well, we don't get on, you know? So Gwen is telling you I'm all prejudiced and not to believe me.'

'Yes, Arkin,' she said. 'Dirk, he doesn't know High Kavalaan, doesn't understand the culture or the people. Like all Kimdissi, he'll tell you only the worst, but everything is more complex than he would credit. So remember that when this glib scoundrel starts working on you. It should be easy. In the old days, you were always telling me that every question has thirty sides.'

Dirk laughed. 'Fair enough,' he said, 'and true. Although these last few years I've begun to think that thirty is a bit low. I still don't understand what this is all about, however. Take the car-does it come with your job? Or do you have to fly something like this just because you work for the Ironjade Gathering?'

'Ah,' Ruark said loudly. 'You do not work for the Ironjade Gathering, Dirk. No, you are of them, you are not-two choices only. You are not of Ironjade, you do not work for Ironjade!'

'Yes,' said Gwen, the edge returning to her voice. 'And I am of Ironjade. I wish you'd remember that, Arkin. Sometimes you begin to annoy me.'

'Gwen, Gwen,' Ruark said, sounding very flustered. 'You are a friend, a soulmate, very. We have tussled great problems, us two. I would never offend, do not mean to. You are not a Kavalar though, never. For one, you are too much a woman, a true woman, not merely an eyn-kethi nor a betheyn.'

'No? I'm not? I wear the bond of jade-and-silver, though.' She glanced toward Dirk and lowered her voice. 'For Jaan,' she said. 'This is really his car, and that's why I fly it, to answer your original question. For Jaan.'

Silence. The wind was the only noise, moving around them as they fell upward into blackness, tossing Gwen's long straight hair and Dirk's tangles. It knifed right through his thin Braqui clothing. He wondered briefly why the aircar had no bubble canopy, only a thin windscreen that was hardly any use at all.