'Well,' she said thoughtfully, 'it shouldn't be so bad.'
'No?'
'Not when I'm with you.'
I looked for laughter in her eyes. But Del does blandly expressionless better than I do.
Of course, I knew she was overlooking one very salient detail that would give me the victory: she was still recovering from a sandtiger attack. Del could no more get up and ride out of the Vashni camp tomorrow than the kid—Nayyib, Neesha, whatever—could beat me in a circle. By the time she could, the point would be moot. Because the kid likely wouldn't even be at Umir's anymore.
'All right,' I said.
The abrupt capitulation startled her. 'All right?'
'Yes. We'll go tomorrow.'
Del nodded. 'Good.'
Or he might still be at Umir's, under duress, because Umir might possibly believe he was worth something to Del and me. In fact, Umir might even expect to trade the kid to us for the book I'd liberated.
A book of magic.
'Gahhhh,' I muttered. 'You and your strays.'
Del shifted over on her pallet. 'Lie down.' She tugged at one arm. 'Lie down and tell me all about the sword-dance.'
'I won.'
'Details, Tiger.'
I lay down beside her on the edge of the pallet. Hips touched. I rearranged my left arm so my shoulder cradled her head. 'What do you want to know?'
'How it was you reaffirmed that you are the South's greatest sword-dancer.'
So I told her. It was nice that at least two of us believed it.
NINETEEN
DEL AND I were dinner guests of the Vashni chieftain. Apparently he'd decided I was indeed the jhihadi and wanted to pay honor. We were escorted to his big hyort, given platters full of chunks of various kinds of meat– including sandtiger, I didn't doubt—wild onions and herbs for seasoning, tubers, and bread baked from nut flour. Not to mention plenty of the fiery Vashni liquor. I drank sparingly, still felt the effects, and did my best not to make a fool of myself. Del was permitted to drink water as a nod to her recovery, and I caught her watching me out of the corner of her eye. Apparently she expected me to fall face-first into the modest fire in the center of the chieftain's hyort. I was tempted to remind her I hadn't gotten sick from it the last time, but decided the jhihadi wouldn't do such a thing before a Vashni chieftain.
Later, maybe.
Afterward we were allowed to wander away from the encampment without interference or company. Clearly we were not prisoners. Or else they simply knew we wouldn't get far without mounts, and the horses were closely guarded. But since I wasn't trying to escape, it didn't matter. I simply walked with Del a short distance, and sat down upon a boulder even as she did the same.
I stretched braced legs out, crossing them at ankles. Studied her face sidelong. 'Tired, bascha?'
She hitched a shoulder inconclusively.
I gazed out at the deepening dusk. Vashni fires set a subdued glow over the village that would become more obvious as darkness fell. A faint breeze teased at Del's hair. I rubbed at my own, feeling added length. Maybe the tattoos along my hairline were finally hidden.
I glanced at her, noting the gauntness of her features. 'You know we can't go anywhere tomorrow.'
She sighed, kicking a stone away with a sandaled foot. 'I know. Not together. But you could.'
I didn't even have to think about it. 'I just spent two hard days tracking you down. I'm not going anywhere without you.'
Del looked at me, clearly wanting to say something. Debated it. But held her silence.
'A few more days,' I told her. 'We're safe here. It's probably the best place we could be, without worrying about who might come looking for us.' I wanted to say she needed more time. Knew better than to do it.
Her mouth was set in a grim, unhappy line. 'I have been here too long already.'
I shrugged, maintaining an excessively casual tone of voice. 'You'll stay here as long as you need to.'
'But Nayyib . . .' She let it trail off. A frown set lines between her eyes. 'I wish you would go.'
I was beginning to get exasperated with all this focus on Nayyib. 'We don't know that Umir has him. I mean, how can you be sure the kid actually went looking for me?'
'He said he would.'
'We don't know anything about him, bascha.'
Del looked at me again, comprehending the implication. 'He isn't a liar.'
'Maybe not, but it doesn't change anything. You can't go anywhere until you're completely recovered, and I'm not going anywhere until then.'
Del's left hand touched her right forearm, raising the hem of her burnous sleeve. Gently she fingered the scars I knew were there.
I tried again. 'If Umir has him, he'll hold onto him until we're found. He won't harm him. Not as long as he thinks the kid is worth something.'
'And if he doesn't?'
'Well, that was the chance Nayyib took. It's the chance we all take, riding into a situation we don't fully understand. I've done it. You've done it. If he's done it, he'll learn from it.'
'Or die.'
'Maybe.' I shrugged. 'Like I said, that's always a chance.'
Del nodded. Her head was bowed, expression pensive.
She is a woman who pays her debts, and obviously she felt she owed Nayyib one. I didn't dispute it; he'd cared for her until she could travel and then brought her to safety. I owed him, too, for that. But I wasn't about to immediately go chasing off after a kid I didn't really know now that I'd found Del again; nor was I thrilled by the idea of taking myself back to Umir's domain quite so fast. It was possible some of the sword-dancers who'd witnessed my victory over Musa would decline to track me further, but I was certain some would. Not only for the honor of killing me, but Umir undoubtedly would pay generously to get his book back.
A book that apparently knew all about me.
I slid off the boulder and stood up, reaching for her. 'Let's go back to the hyort. You need to rest.'
Her head snapped up. 'I'm tired of resting!'
'Come on, Del.' I closed a hand on her wrist, tugged gently. 'A few more days, that's all.'
She stood. 'Will you spar with me tomorrow?'
'Tomorrow? Well, maybe the day after.'
'Tomorrow.'
'You're not ready for that.'
'Neither were you. I did it anyway.'
Nothing would be gained by arguing with her. I didn't say yes, didn't say no. Just pulled her to me, slid an arm around her shoulders, and guided her back toward the hyorts.
'Most men,' Del said abruptly, 'detest weakness, sickness in woman. They ignore it, trying to convince themselves she's fine. Or tell the woman there is nothing wrong, so they don't need to trouble themselves with thinking about it. With the responsibility.'
I glanced at her, wondering where the complaint came from.
'Most men want nothing at all to do with a sick woman. Some of them even leave. Forever.'
I grunted. 'As I said, I just spent two days looking for you. Even knowing you were sick. Hoolies, the last
