Honor felt her lips tighten. She gazed at Bagwell for a moment, then nodded and looked at Mercedes Brigham.
'What's our status, Mercedes?'
'Not good, Milady,' Mercedes said frankly.
'Analysis, Fred?' Honor asked, switching her gaze back to Bagwell.
'My Lady, they can take us,' he said flatly. 'They're faster, they're undamaged, and they've got the force advantage. We can probably destroy six or seven of their battleships; the other four or five will destroy us while we're doing it, and that assumes we can get to energy range. We've lost so many tubes a missile engagement would be suicide.'
'Recommendation?'
'We'll have to avoid action, My Lady.' Bagwell didn't like saying that, yet he seemed surprised she even had to ask. 'If we fall back to Grayson orbit now, they don't have the firepower to take us
'I see.' Honor turned her chair back to her console, hiding her face from her staff, and let her own desperate weariness and fear show for just a minute. Nimitz unhooked himself from his safety harness and slid down into her lap, then rose on his true-feet and turned to press his muzzle against her cheek. He purred to her, and she slipped an arm around him and hugged him close while she wondered who was in command of those Peep ships. Who'd kept his wits about himself well enough to realize what Bagwell had just so succinctly summed up? What officer had watched the brutal destruction of twice his own strength, yet had the courage to realize he could still reverse the verdict and win?
She bit her own lip and forced her exhausted brain to work. She
Yet would it?
She inhaled deeply and squared her shoulders, then turned back to face her staff.
'I'm afraid that won't work, Fred,' she said, and the ops officer stared at her. 'If we break off, we lose the
She saw the stark understanding on the faces of her Grayson staff of what losing two-thirds of their world's food sources would mean, and nodded.
'Nor is that the only consideration,' she went on. 'There's those freighters and transports. If they were here to take apart our shipyards, they would have come in with Force Alpha, but they were
'Endicott, My Lady?' Sewell asked, and she nodded again.
'Suppose those ships carry Marines, Allen, or even just a cargo of modern weapons. The Endicott picket doesn't have anything heavier than a battlecruiser; they couldn't stop Zulu from breaking through to Masada, taking out the orbital bases, and landing whatever the transports are carrying. And if the Faithful get their hands on modern weaponry...'
She broke off as Greg Paxton winced in understanding, then went on in a soft, almost regretful tone.
'We don't have a choice, people. If they decide we're too battered to interfere with them, they can do whatever they want outside the reach of Grayson's orbital weapons even if they decide against bombarding the forts from deep space. They can take out our asteroid industry, wreck all the orbital infrastructure in Endicott, turn Masada into a bloodbath... we can't let any of those things happen.'
'But how can we
'There's only one way
'Aye, aye, My Lady,' Lieutenant Commander Brannigan replied, and Honor turned back to Sewell.
'Once we have Captain Edwards' max accel, plot a squadron course to intercept Force Zulu at her best speed, Alien.'
'But...' Bagwell started, then drew a deep breath. 'My Lady, I understand your logic, but we don't have the firepower for it. Not anymore.'
'I think we can at least cripple their battleship element,' Honor replied in that same soft voice. 'We can do enough damage to make it unlikely they'll take on the light forces we have left here and in Endicott.'
'And while we're doing that, My Lady,' Bagwell said very, very quietly, 'they'll completely destroy this squadron.'
Honor regarded him for a moment. The fussy, detail-minded ops officer looked back without personal fear, but she understood the deeper fear in his eyes. More than that, she knew he was right. But sometimes the price which had to be paid was just as fearsome as the people who had to pay it feared it would be, she thought, and held his gaze for another ten seconds, then lowered her eyes to her com screen to
'Captain Yu,' she asked with a small, tired smile, 'do you concur with Commander Bagwell’s analysis?'
'Yes, My Lady, I do,' Yu said, meeting her gaze levelly.
'I see. Tell me, Alfredo, did you ever read Clauzewitz?'
'
'Then perhaps you remember the passage in which he said 'War is fought by human beings'?'
He gazed at her for another long moment, his eyes almost as opaque as they'd been the day she discovered he was her new flag captain, and then he nodded a second time.
'Yes, My Lady, I do,' he said in a rather different tone.
'Well, it's time to find out if he's still right, Captain. As soon as Commander Sewell has that course for you, get us moving along it.'
'Citizen Admiral, the enemy is changing course.' Citizen Rear Admiral Theisman held up one hand at his com screen, breaking off an earnest, hurried conversation with Citizen Rear Admiral Chernov, at Megan Hathaway's announcement. He looked sharply at her, and the ops officer studied her console for a moment. Then she raised her head, a puzzled crease between her eyebrows.
'They seem to be settling down on a rough heading of oh-seven-three, oh-oh-eight true, Citizen Admiral. Acceleration approximately two-point-four-five KPS squared, call it two-five-oh gravities.'
Theisman frowned, then strode over to