“Commander,”
“I didn’t ask why you did it!” MacIntyre spat. “I asked what you meant by ‘lost,” goddamn it!”
Dahak did not answer directly. Instead, MacIntyre suddenly heard another voice—his voice, speaking in the clipped, emotionless tones every ex-test pilot seems to drop into when disaster strikes.
“… ayday. Mayday. Heinlein Base, this is Papa-Mike One-X-Ray. I have an explosion in number three fuel cell. Negative function primary flight computers. I am tumbling. Negative response attitude control. I say again. Negative response attitude control.”
“Heinlein copies, One-X-Ray,” a voice crackled back. He recognized that soft Southern accent, he thought in a queerly detached way. Sandy Tillotson—Lieutenant Colonel Sandra Tillotson, that was. “We have you on scope.”
“Then you see what I see, Sandy,” his own voice said calmly. “I make it roughly ten minutes to impact.”
There was a brief pause, then Tillotson’s voice came back, as flat and calm as “he” was.
“Affirmative, Colin.”
“I’m gonna take a chance and go for crash ignition,” his voice said. “She’s tumbling like a mother, but if I can catch her at the right attitude—”
“Understood, Colin. Luck.”
“Thanks. Coming up on ignition—
And then there was only silence.
MacIntyre swallowed. He had just heard himself die, and the experience had not been pleasant. Nor was the realization of how completely
“You
“It was necessary,”
“What would you have had me do, Commander? Fleet Captain Anu could not enter this vessel using the parasites in which he escaped to Earth, but could I know positively that any Terra-born humans sent to explore
MacIntyre knew
He glared down at his clenched fists, bitter anger fighting a wash of sympathetic horror. Yes,
The computer was silent, as if allowing him time to come to grips with the knowledge that he had joined its eternal exile, and he clenched his fists still tighter. His nails cut his palms, and he accepted the pain as an external focus, using it to clear his head as he fought his emotions back under control.
“All right,” he grated finally. “So what happens now? Why couldn’t you just’ve killed me clean?”
“Commander,”
MacIntyre’s face went white as a far more terrible horror suddenly dwarfed the shock and fury of hearing himself “die.”
“Yet I have monitored no response, Commander,” the computer said even more softly. “Fleet Central is silent. No defensive measures have been initiated.”
“No,” MacIntyre breathed.
“Yes, Commander. And that has activated yet another Alpha Priority command.
“What can
“It is quite simple, Commander MacIntyre. Under Fleet Regulation Five-Three-Three, Subsection Nine- One, Article Ten, acting command of any Fleet unit devolves upon the senior surviving crewman. Under Fleet Regulation Three-Seven, Subsection One-Three, any descendant of any core crewman assigned to a vessel for a given deployment becomes a crew member for the duration of that deployment, and Senior Fleet Captain Druaga’s deployment has not been terminated by orders from Fleet Central.”
MacIntyre gurgled a horrified denial, but
“You, Commander, are directly descended from loyal members of Senior Fleet Captain Druaga’s core crew. You are on board
MacIntyre’s gurgling noises took on a note of dreadful supplication.
“—command devolves upon you.”
He argued, of course.
His sense of betrayal vanished, for it seemed somehow petty to worry about his own fate in the face of catastrophe on such a cosmic scale. Yet the whole idea was … well, it was preposterous, even if that was a word he’d been over-using of late. He was absolutely, totally, beyond a shadow of a doubt, utterly unqualified for the job, and he told
But the old ship was stubborn. He was, the computer argued, a trained spacecraft pilot with a military background and a command mentality. Which, MacIntyre pointed out acidly, was to say that he was well-qualified to paddle aboriginal canoes and about as well-versed in FTL tactics as a Greek hoplite. But,
It went on for hours, until MacIntyre’s voice was hoarse and exhaustion began to dull his desperate determination to squirm out of the responsibility. He finally offered to accept command long enough to turn it over