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The gunslinger had regained consciousness shortly after Eddie dragged him into the shade of a rock outcropping. His face, where it was not ashy, was a hectic red. His chest rose and fell rapidly. His right arm was a network of twisting red lines.
'Feed her,' he croaked at Eddie.
'You—'
'Never mind me. I'll be all right. Feed her. She'll eat now, I think. And you'll need her strength.'
'Roland, what if she's just
The gunslinger gestured impatiently.
'She's not pretending to be anything, except alone in her body. I know it and you do, too. It's in her face. Feed her, for the sake of your father, and while she eats, come back to me. Every minute counts now. Every
Eddie got up, and the gunslinger pulled him back with his left hand. Sick or not, his strength was still there.
'And say nothing about the
'Why?'
'I don't know. I just know it's wrong. Now do as I say and don't waste any more time!'
Odetta had been sitting in her chair, looking out at the sea with an expression of mild and bemused amazement. When Eddie offered her the chunks of lobster left over from the previous night, she smiled ruefully. 'I would if I could,' she said, 'but you know what happens.'
Eddie, who had no idea what she was talking about, could only shrug and say, 'It wouldn't hurt to try again, Odetta. You need to eat, you know. We've got to go as fast as we can.'
She laughed a little and touched his hand. He felt something like an electric charge jump from her to him. And it was her; Odetta. He knew it as well as Roland did.
'I love you, Eddie. You have tried so hard. Been so patient. So has
'Yeah. Don't I know it.'
'I'll try one more time.
'For you.'
She smiled and he felt all the world move for her, because of her, and he thought
She took the chunks of lobster-meat, wrinkled her nose in a rueful comic expression, and looked up at him.
'Must I?'
'Just give it a shot,' he said.
'I never ate scallops again,' she said.
'Pardon?'
'I thought I told you.'
'You might have,' he said, and gave a little nervous laugh. What the gunslinger had said about not letting her know about the
'We had them for dinner one night when I was ten or eleven. I hated the way they tasted, like little rubber balls, and later I vomited them up. I never ate them again. But …' She sighed. 'As you say, I'll 'give it a shot.''
She put a piece in her mouth like a child taking a spoonful of medicine she knows will taste nasty. She chewed slowly at first, then more rapidly. She swallowed. Took another piece. Chewed, swallowed. Another. Now she was nearly
'Whoa, slow down!' Eddie said.
'It must be another
'Yeah.' To himself he sounded like a radio broadcasting a very distant signal.
'It tastes—' These words were hard to pick up because her mouth was full. 'It tastes so
'Just don't overdo it,' he cautioned, and gave her one of the water-skins. 'You're not used to it. All that —' He swallowed and there was an audible (audible to him, at least) click in his throat. 'All that throwing up.'
'Yes. Yes.'
'I need to talk to Roland for a few minutes.'
'All right.'
But before he could go she grasped his hand again.
'Thank you, Eddie. Thank you for being so patient. And thank
'I won't,' Eddie had said, and went back to the gunslinger.
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Even when she wasn't pushing, Odetta was a help. She navigated with the prescience of a woman who has spent a long time weaving a wheelchair through a world that would not acknowledge handicapped people such as she for years to come.
'Left,' she'd call, and Eddie would gee to the left, gliding past a rock snarling out of the pasty grit like a decayed fang. On his own, he might have seen it … or maybe not.
'Right,' she called, and Eddie hawed right, barely missing one of the increasingly rare sandtraps.
They finally stopped and Eddie lay down, breathing hard.
'Sleep,' Odetta said. 'An hour. I'll wake you.'
Eddie looked at her.
'I'm not lying. I observed your friend's condition, Eddie?'
'He's not exactly my friend, you kn—'
'—and I know how important time is. I won't let you sleep longer than an hour out of a misguided sense of mercy. I can tell the sun quite well. You won't do that man any good by wearing yourself out, will you?'
'No,' he said, thinking:
'Sleep, Eddie,' she said, and since Eddie was too weary (and too much in love) to do other than trust her, he did. He slept and she woke him when she said she would and she was still Odetta, and they went on, and now she was pumping again, helping. They raced up the diminishing beach toward the door Eddie kept frantically looking for and kept not seeing.