Tell No One

Probably not.

Kim and I talked about the weather. We talked about my patients. We talked about her new part-time job at Macy's. And then Kim surprised the hell out of me.

'Are you seeing anyone?' she asked.

It was the first truly personal question she had ever asked me. It knocked me back a step. I wondered what she wanted to hear. 'No,' I said.

She nodded and looked as though she wanted to say something else. Her hand fluttered up to her face.

'I date,' I said.

'Good,' she replied with too hearty a nod. 'You should.'

I stared at my hands and surprised myself by saying, 'I still miss her so much.' I didn't plan on that. I planned on keeping quiet and following our usual safe track. I glanced up at her face. She looked pained and grateful.

'I know you do, Beck,' Kim said. 'But you shouldn't feel guilty about seeing other people.'

'I don't,' I said. 'I mean, it's not that.'

She uncrossed her legs and leaned toward me. 'Then what is it?'

I couldn't speak. I wanted to. For her sake. She looked at me with those shattered eyes, her need to talk about her daughter so surface, so raw. But I couldn't. I shook my head.

I heard a key in the door. We both turned suddenly, straightening up like caught lovers. Hoyt Parker shouldered open the door and called out his wife's name. He stepped into the den and with a hearty sigh, he put down a gym bag. His tie was loosened, his shirt wrinkled, his sleeves rolled up to the elbows. Hoyt had forearms like Popeye. When he saw us sitting on the couch, he let loose another sigh, this one deeper and with more than a hint of disapproval.

'How are you, David?' he said to me.

We shook hands. His grip, as always, was callous-scratchy and too firm. Kim excused herself and hurried out of the room. Hoyt and I exchanged pleasantries, and silence settled in. Hoyt Parker had never been comfortable with me. There might have been some Electra complex here, but I'd always felt that he saw me as a threat. I understood. His little girl had spent all her time with me. Over the years, we'd managed to fight through his resentment and forged something of a friendship. Until Elizabeth's death.

He blames me for what happened.

He has never said that, of course, but I see it in his eyes. Hoyt Parker is a burly, strong man. Rock-solid, honest Americana. He'd always made Elizabeth feel unconditionally safe. Hoyt had that kind of protective aura. No harm would come to his little girl as long as Big Hoyt was by her side.

I don't think I ever made Elizabeth feel safe like that.

'Work good?' Hoyt asked me.

'Fine,' I said. 'You?'

'A year away from retirement.'

I nodded and we again fell into silence. On the ride over here, I decided not to say anything about what I'd seen on the computer. Forget the fact that it sounded loony. Forget the fact that it would open old wounds and hurt them both like all hell. The truth was, I didn't have a clue what was going on. The more time passed, the more the whole episode felt unreal. I also decided to take that last email to heart. Tell no one. I couldn't imagine why or what was going on, but whatever connection I'd made felt frighteningly tenuous.

Nonetheless I still found myself making sure Kim was out of earshot. Then I leaned closer to Hoyt and said softly, 'Can I ask you something?'

He didn't reply, offering up instead one of his patented skeptical gazes.

'I want to know -' I stopped. 'I want to know how you found her.'

'Found her?'

'I mean when you first walked into the morgue. I want to know what you saw.'

Something happened to his face, like tiny explosions collapsing the foundation. 'For the love of Christ, why would you ask me that?'

'I've just been thinking about it,' I said lamely. 'With the anniversary and all.'

He stood suddenly and wiped his palms on the legs of his pants. 'You want a drink?'

'Sure.'

'Bourbon okay?'

'That would be great.'

He walked over to an old bar cart near the mantel and thus the photographs. I kept my gaze on the floor.

'Hoyt?' I tried.

He twisted open a bottle. 'You're a doctor,' he said, pointing a glass at me. 'You've seen dead bodies.'

'Yes.'

'Then you know.'

I did know.

He brought over my drink. I grabbed it a little too quickly and downed a sip. He watched me and then brought his glass to his lips.

'I know I never asked you about the details,' I began. More than that, I had studiously avoided them. Other 'families of the victims,' as the media referred to us, bathed in them. They showed up every day at KillRoy's trial and listened and cried. I didn't. I think it helped them channel their grief. I chose to channel mine back at myself.

'You don't want to know the details, Beck.'

'She was beaten?'

Hoyt studied his drink. 'Why are you doing this?'

'I need to know.'

He peered at me over the glass. His eyes moved along my face. It felt as though they were prodding my skin. I kept my gaze steady.

'There were bruises, yes.'

'Where?'

'David-'

'On her face?'

His eyes narrowed, as though he'd spotted something unexpected. 'Yes.'

'On her body too?'

'I didn't look at her body,' he said. 'But I know the answer is yes.'

'Why didn't you look at her body?'

'I was there as her father, not an investigator – for the purposes of identification only.'

'Was that easy?' I asked.

'Was what easy?'

'Making the identification. I mean, you said her face was bruised.'

His body stiffened. He put down his drink, and with mounting dread, I realized I'd gone too far. I should have stuck to my plan. I should have just kept my mouth shut.

'You really want to hear all this?'

No, I thought. But I nodded my head.

Hoyt Parker put down his drink, crossed his arms, and leaned back on his heels. 'Elizabeth's left eye was swollen closed. Her nose was broken and flattened like wet clay. There was a slash across her forehead, probably made with a box cutter. Her jaw had been ripped out of its hinges, snapping all the tendons.' His voice was a total monotone. 'The letter K was burnt into her right cheek. The smell of charred skin was still obvious.'

My stomach knotted.

Hoyt's eyes settled onto mine hard. 'Do you want to know what was the worst part. Beck?'

I looked at him and waited.

'It still took no time at all,' he said. 'I knew in an instant that it was Elizabeth.'

Chapter 7

Champagne flutes tinkled in harmony with the Mozart sonata. A harp underscored the subdued pitch of the party chatter. Griffin Scope moved serpentine through the black tuxedos and shimmering gowns. People always used the same word to describe Griffin Scope: billionaire. After that, they might call him businessman or power broker or mention that he was tall or a husband or a grandfather or that he was seventy years old. They might comment on his personality or his family tree or his work ethic. But the first word – in the papers, on television, on people's lists – was always the B word. Billionaire. Billionaire Griffin Scope.

Griffin had been born rich. His grandfather was an early industrialist; his father improved the fortune; Griffin multiplied it several fold. Most family empires fall apart before the third generation. Not the Scopes'. A lot of that had to do with their upbringing. Griffin, for example, did not attend a prestigious prep school like Exeter or Lawrenceville, as so many of his peers did. His father insisted that Griffin not only attend public school but that he do so in the closest major city, Newark. His father had offices there, thus setting up a fake residence was no problem.

Newark's east side wasn't a bad neighborhood back then – not like now, when a sane person would barely want to drive through it. It was working class, blue collar – tough rather than dangerous.

Griffin loved it.

His best friends from those high school days were still his friends fifty years later. Loyalty was a rare quality; when Griffin found it, he made sure to reward it. Many of