The sound of him groaning quietly as Sophie ran her tongue along his lower lip.
She anchored a hand in his hair, trying to quell any fool notion he might have about leaving the bed.
Leaving her life, yes, she was prepared to accept that—but not yet.
“My God, Sophie, we have to stop.”
He shifted so he was on all fours over her, then shifted again, wedging his body down between her spread legs. Sophie brought her knees up and locked her ankles at the small of his back, and when he might have spouted more ridiculousness, she levered up and kissed him with every ounce of frustration and desire she could muster.
“Vim, I want…” He kissed her before she could finish that thought, kissed her witless. His tongue creating a sinuous rhythm that had currents of heat ribboning down through Sophie’s body.
“Sophie, we can’t…”
“Can too.” She was a duke’s daughter, capable of a duke’s determination. She got her hand under the waistband of his breeches and sank her fingers into the bare, muscular swell of his flank.
“Naughty…” Vim muttered the word, but it didn’t sound like a scold, so Sophie moved her hand over and grabbed him outright by the derriere.
He pushed himself against her sex, provoking a wonderful, awful conflagration of sensations. Sophie wedged herself against him, and was mentally cursing the invention of clothing when a small sound penetrated the fog of her arousal.
Vim must have heard it too, for he went utterly still, lifting his head.
“The baby.” They spoke in unison, Vim with resignation and something that sounded like relief, Sophie with horror: she’d forgotten utterly that the child was in the room.
“Let me up.” She pushed at his shoulder, which was about as effective as pushing at Goliath’s shoulder when he was at his oats. “Vim, Kit’s awake.”
“He might go back to sleep.” The little thread of hope in his voice was almost comical.
“He never goes back to sleep.”
“I’ll get him.” Vim kissed her nose and lifted away, taking with him warmth and a world of unfulfilled wishes. Sophie was just getting up her nerve to toss the covers aside when Vim came back to the bed, the baby snuffling quietly against his shoulder.
“Make room. My Lord Baby is coming aboard for a progress on his royal barge.”
“Is he dry?”
“The royal wardrobe is quite in order, for now.” Vim climbed on the bed and arranged himself on his side, the baby propped against the pillows between the two adults.
“He’ll be hungry soon enough,” Sophie said, taking a little foot and shaking it gently. Kit grinned at her and kicked out gleefully, so she did it again.
“He likes a change of scene.” Vim was smiling at the baby as he tickled the child’s belly.
Sophie would not have thought to bring the baby to bed with them; she would not have thought to kiss Vim’s nose before she left the bed.
She would not have thought she could fall in love with a man because he put aside his lovemaking to tend to a baby, but as she watched Vim smiling at the child, enjoying the child, she realized she’d gotten one stubborn, long-despaired-of wish to come true: she’d fallen in love.
She tarried for a few moments, listening to Vim speak nonsense to the child about navigating the treacherous waters of pillows and blankets; then she climbed out of the bed and went to build up the fire.
Vim heard Sophie mutter something about heating up some porridge as she slipped into her socks. She was out the door a moment later, leaving Vim with his nose in the grasp of one happy, refreshed, and—thank the gods —dry baby.
He arranged the infant on his chest, a warm little bundle of comfort in an otherwise abruptly bleak situation.
“Attend me, young Kit.”
“Gah.” Kit made another swipe at Vim’s nose.
“I’ll seek retribution if you persist at this nose-capturing business.”
Kit thumped Vim’s chest and levered up, grinning hugely.
“Go ahead and smile, you little fiend. Do you know why the aristocracy have large families? Several reasons, the first being that any man who can afford to fuck his way through life finds it tempting to do so, and babies like you are the frequent result.”
“Fah!” Another thump. “Fah, fah, fahck!”
“Boy, you had better watch your language when Miss Sophie is about. Say damn. Much less vulgar.”
“Bah!”
“Bah is acceptable, used judiciously. The aristocracy have large families not just because they can, but also because their babies are kept well away from any situation where the pleasurable business of procreation might ensue. Babies belong in nurseries.”
“Bah-bah-bah-bah!”
Vim lifted Kit straight above his chest, which provoked much chortling and waving about of small limbs. “Perhaps you’ll be a balloonist.”
He brought the baby back down to his chest, cradling the child close.
“You saved me from folly, you know. Sophie Windham is dangerous to a man’s best intentions.”
No comment from the child, leaving Vim to realize if the baby hadn’t interrupted, Sophie Windham’s clothes would likely be tossed all over the bed and Vim buried inside her as deep as he could get, doing his utmost to make her scream with pleasure.
Make them both scream.
“There’s no reason not to,” he murmured against the baby’s crown. “She’s willing, I’m so willing my eyes are at risk of being permanently crossed, but I don’t think it would serve her…”
He fell silent, trying to think through how a man—a gentleman—ought to act under the circumstances. If she were merely a domestic—and the clues pointed as much in this direction as any other—then Sophie was not in a position to pursue marriage, but she brought marriage, commitment, and permanence to Vim’s mind.
Also hot, soul-shattering pleasure, a confusing combination if ever there was one.
Kit grabbed for Vim’s lower lip.
“Since when do babies come with claws?” He gently peeled Kit’s fingers away and examined tiny fingernails. So small, but Vim knew they grew quickly. “We’ll have to find some embroidery scissors and render you weaponless, me hearty.”
He lingered in the bed with the child for a few more minutes, but when a particular, determined look came across the baby’s face, Vim got them both quickly down to the laundry and dealt with the requisite change of linen.
“Are you baking again?”
He kept his tone casual as he carried the infant into the kitchen. Sophie looked up from the sink where she was peeling an apple.
“Adding some apple to His Highness’s porridge.”
“We made a stop in the laundry. Kit’s ready to tour the Ring at the fashionable hour.”
“At this rate, I’ll need to boil some laundry for him.” Sophie dropped some apple quarters into a pot simmering on the stove, sliced another fat quarter in half, and passed both sections to Vim.
He gave one to the baby and ate the other. “I didn’t finish telling you about the situation at Sidling.”
“That’s your family seat?”
She stirred the apples then stirred a second pot, as well. He could tell nothing about her mood from her expression, tone, or posture, her reserve being the equal of some monarchs Vim had encountered on his travels.
“Sidling has been in my family since Norman times, though the manor house itself is fairly modest.”
She peered over at him from the stove while Kit started waving a thoroughly gummed piece of apple about like a sword. “The name Sidling is very familiar.”
“It’s not particularly distinctive, but my aunt and uncle have been comfortable there, as have my cousins.” Or
