Lady Jenny's Christmas Portrait

scent. He did not like her handling of the shadows though.

“You give up too soon on the darker areas. My face has two halves, one in light, one in shadow, and yet, because you moved those candles on the mantel, both are illuminated to some degree. Attend me.”

He took up her pencil and traced in some details on the darker side of his face. “Even if you can’t see them with your eyes, your mind adds these features in dim lighting, doubly so if the face is familiar to you.”

“So you’re suggesting them. How does that differ from the shadow created by your beard?”

“A beard is a texture more than shadow. On a man who is blond or red-haired, you must render it without making it a shadow.”

If the cat hadn’t sprung out of Elijah’s lap with an uncomfortable push from powerful back legs some minutes later, Elijah would likely have discussed that sketch until dawn, drunk on the scent of jasmine and the image of his features as she saw them.

And the entire time, arousal would have been stirring in the same stratum of his mind that took notice of Genevieve Windham’s curves, of the highlights in her hair, and the guarded tenacity in her green eyes.

“It’s time you were leaving, Genevieve. We’ll need the morning light if we’re to make any progress with the children.”

She reached down to pet her cat. “You’ve been helpful. May I impose on you again tomorrow night?”

“I have given my word.” He rose and assisted her to her feet, then picked up the cat and moved toward the door. “You are due seven more hours of ruthlessness from me, but I see little point in spending them all sketching. Nobody will take it amiss if I set up an easel here, or if we set up a pair of easels in the studio.”

He’d never made a more foolish or a more genuine offer, and his punishment was her naughty-madonna smile, a brilliant, blinding version of its previous incarnations.

“You will paint with me?”

“You will paint for me,” he replied.

The cat hung in Elijah’s hands like a great, purring muff. This turned out to be fortunate when Genevieve went up on her toes and kissed Elijah near the closed door. Because he held the cat, he could not wrap his arms around her and abet her efforts to turn the kiss into a conflagration of all good sense.

He bore it, instead, like a martyr. Bore the feel of her coming close in all her soft, warm nightclothes, bore the scent of her skin, bore the sensation of her hands framing his jaw, holding him still for a meeting of mouths that had nothing of Christmas about it and everything of Misrule.

She must have known he was trapped by the cat, by the moment, by lust itself, and worse, by a yearning to show her what desire ought to be. She took liberties. Her tongue swiped against his mouth, a little taste of sin and insanity that he returned as delicately as greed and longing would allow.

Genevieve Windham was so sweet, so wickedly, unbearably—

Timothy sprang from between them on an indignant yowl, his back claws raking Elijah’s belly through the fabric of his shirt.

Thank God for the blasted cat. “Leave now, Genevieve, else you will not get your sittings.” He’d never used that desperate, raw tone before, much less on a woman, a lady.

She kissed his cheek and slipped away, closing the door quietly in her wake.

* * *

I desire Elijah Harrison.

Jenny had deprived herself of much sleep, marveling at this revelation, one she did not even speak aloud to her cat. She woke in the morning, still pondering the notion: for the first time in nearly ten years, she wanted a man.

As she rebraided her hair and wound it up in a tidy bun, she paused, a hairpin in one hand, a greater insight in the other.

For the first time in her life, she wanted a man, a specific man. With Denby, she’d wanted… something, an experience, a sin, a memory, relief from the presumption of unworldliness that chastity implied. She’d been disappointed but not devastated by what had transpired with him.

With Elijah, she wanted him, all of him, nothing less, and nobody else would scratch the itch that had started years ago in Antoine’s drawing classes. She wanted intimate knowledge of his body, his art, his mind, his everything.

Though she could allow none of her desire to show, not before the rest of the household.

“Good morning, my lady.” Elijah rose as Jenny entered the breakfast parlor, his expression genial, his eyes… watchful.

As badly as she itched to be erotically intimate with him, she itched to capture those eyes on canvas too. Itched, longed, desired… She was becoming a different woman, a more interesting woman altogether.

A woman who could carry off living in Paris, with or without her family’s blessing. The notion stunned her, like strong summer sunlight stunned senses left too long in shadows. Joy and anxiety filled her in equal measure, her soul teetering between “Don’t be ridiculous” and “If I don’t at least try, I will regret it for the rest of my sweet- natured-maiden-aunt life.”

Neither Victor nor Bart would have discouraged her from trying, and that insight freed her from a good portion of her doubts.

“Good morning, Mr. Harrison. Is Jock your only company this morning?”

Rothgreb’s old hound dozed by the fire, the beast likely craving warmth even more than he longed for a snitch of bacon.

“He’s agreeable company, if lacking in conversation. I trust you slept well?”

The watchfulness was still in Elijah’s gaze, and something else, something… fierce, and yet…

He was worried about her.

Outside, the day was dreary, a winter morning making little effort to shrug off a blanket of clouds. Inside Jenny’s heart, a rainbow sprang up, bright and warm. This was not Denby’s you’re-not-going-to-cry-on-me-are-you sort of male anxiety, which in truth had hidden the more genuine you’re-not-going-to-peach-on-me-are-you worry.

Thoughts of Paris fled as Jenny realized what she saw in Elijah’s eyes was caring.

“I slept wonderfully, Mr. Harrison, and now I am famished.” For the sight of him, for that slight easing behind his eyes when she turned a smile on him. The food she could take or leave.

“Allow me to fix you a plate.” He came around the parlor, stepped over the sleeping hound, and moved to the sideboard. “What would you like?”

He lifted the lids of the warming trays, served her eggs, bacon, toast, and some forced strawberries. He would have buttered her toast had they been guaranteed privacy, his solicitude putting Jenny in mind of her parents.

“Some tea, my lady?”

He’d know how she took her tea, just as His Grace knew exactly how Mama took hers. Jenny hazarded a guess that the tea the duke prepared for the duchess tasted better to her than those cups the duchess fixed for herself.

“I’m in more of a chocolate mood this morning,” Jenny replied. The words were no more out of her mouth than Elijah was swirling the little pot, this way then that, and pouring her a steaming cup.

His plate was empty, and the parlor was empty save for the old hound. As Jenny picked up her first forkful of eggs, she realized Mr. Elijah Harrison had been waiting for her.

The eggs were ambrosially seasoned, the chocolate rich, the butter on the toast superbly creamy.

“Have you any ideas for working with the children today?” Elijah asked. He poured himself another cup of tea, while Jenny wished she’d thought to offer him the pot.

She was being ridiculous, but as long as she didn’t act ridiculous, where was the harm?

“I’ll distract them while you sketch, if you like. Cards seemed to go over well.”

“Which suggests they’ll be bored with them today. Kit isn’t quite old enough to learn how to cheat.”

“I forget, you’re an older brother. I owe my older brothers an entire education that had nothing to do with deportment or elocution.”