His green gaze went to hers, and she saw that his eyes were no longer the slitted ones of his cat. They were no longer feral, but sad. “My mate.”
“Yours.”
“Need you.”
“I’m sorry, but you can’t let him out,” A.J. told her. “You can’t trust him yet.”
The knowledge scored her heart. “I need you too,” she said, her voice catching. “But you have to stay there for now.”
“Need you,” he repeated plaintively.
But the battle in his soul still raged. Though there were no outward signs of anger, she could tell by his difficulty forming his thoughts into words that he was struggling. He still wasn’t “all there” and she couldn’t risk herself, their child, or the others.
“You’ll have me soon. I’m here.”
“Stay?”
“I will, promise.”
“What’s happening to me?” he whispered. “Why am I here?”
She bit her lip to keep from bawling. The good side of him had battled to the surface and couldn’t understand. When he’d lost it at that research facility, the rush of darkness had been too much. It had damaged something inside him, and she prayed he could recover.
“You’re not well, love. We’re trying to help you, but you have to try hard, too. Do you understand?”
“No. I want out.”
“I’m sorry.”
Head hanging, he slid to the floor and rested his head against the bars. He didn’t move again for a long time.
Mac sat on her cot and cried, hot, silent tears of misery.
The cold bars of the cell pressed into Kalen’s forehead. He sat still and tried to understand what was going on. Struggled to remember.
Why was he locked away like an animal? What had he done?
Flashes of memory assaulted him, but they were from other times, long past. Bad nights when he sold his body for a few dollars or a crummy meal. That was awful, but nobody had been hurt. Well, nobody but himself.
That wasn’t why he was here. And where was this?
The compound. Right. Block R, where Nick put the creatures who were almost beyond hope. Almost.
He scoured his brain. Where had he been tonight? Or last night? Something about a mission. A research facility . . .
“What?” he rasped. “What did I do?”
“Ryon?” Sweet Jesus, no. “I killed him?”
“No. I won’t do it.”
“The blood
No, no. “Yes, Father.”
“Kalen?” a sweet voice called from far away. “Don’t listen to him! He’s poisoning your mind!” But her pleas faded.
Kalen panted, his cock lengthening in his jeans. Fought against the image, but hunger won. His cock throbbed as Malik continued.
“Yes, please. Tell me how it will be.” He ground his hard cock underneath himself. Beyond saving.
“So good,” he moaned.
His cock erupted, spasming on and on as the decadent scene ended. So wicked.
“You promise,” he whispered.
“Father, I’ve waited for you for so long. No one else ever wanted me.”
He did, and though the light fought to defeat the darkness, it dimmed to almost nothing. “I’ll lower the shields.”
“I’ll kill them for you. Kill them all!”
“Of course.” He frowned, but the wisp of light faded away again.
He laughed. “Can’t wait.”
“Oh my fucking God,” A.J. croaked, stunned. He stared at Kalen curled on the floor of his cell, consumed by Malik’s poison. They’d heard enough of the Sorcerer’s side of the conversation to glean what was about to go down. “That’s not Kalen anymore. I’m calling Nick.”
Sobbing, Mac fled Block R. She didn’t know where she was going at first, only that she had to get out of there, now.
Help. She had to get help. She’d get Melina and they’d give him the sedative after all. At least he’d be unable to carry out his father’s orders.
“Oh, no. No!”
She’d lost the man she loved to the evil that had stalked him all his life.
And had finally won.