She looked at him and shook her head gently.
Walker smiled. ‘It’s true,’ he said. ‘I bet your friend Caroline knows all about it.’
Hailey laughed.
‘I went to the library today and tried to find her books.’
‘I’m sure she’d be flattered if she knew,’ Hailey chuckled.
‘You shouldn’t take the piss. She’s made her mark too, hasn’t she? Those books she wrote mean that her name will live for ever. People will know she was here long after she’s dead. And that’s what it’s all about. What’s that saying, “Life’s a bitch and then you die”? It’s true.’
Hailey regarded him over the rim of her glass.
Walker held up his hands. ‘All right, I’ll shut up. I’m starting to sound like a nutter, aren’t I?’ he said.
She shook her head. ‘You sound passionate, Adam,’ she told him. ‘There’s nothing wrong with that.’
‘You know about passion, don’t you? You’re passionate about your job. You must be or you wouldn’t have gone back to it.’
She nodded.
‘Are you still enjoying it?’ he enquired.
‘It’s good to be back.’
‘Is Rob pleased you’re back?’
‘Not really. I told you before, he was never too keen. But, then again, I didn’t exactly expect him to throw a party when I went back to work.’
She sipped at her drink again, finally putting the glass down and running the tip of one index finger around the rim.
‘What’s wrong, Hailey?’ Walker wanted to know.
‘How long have you got?’ she said bitterly.
‘If you want to talk about it . . .’ He allowed the sentence to trail off.
‘OK,’ she said quietly.
When he looked into her eyes, he saw they were glazed with tears.
Walker leant forward and touched her hand softly.
‘Shall I start with Rob’s affair?’ she murmured.
38
SHE HAD NO idea how long she’d been talking. It felt like hours.
Every now and then Hailey would stop and take a sip of her drink but, other than that, she felt as if she’d been spewing out words for ever.
Walker merely sat gazing at her, nodding occasionally, sometimes shaking his head.
But always listening intently. Sometimes touching her hand as it rested on the table.
The only thing that seemed to be missing was ‘Bless Me, Father, for I have sinned’.
It felt like a confession.
‘And that’s it,’ she said finally. ‘Now you know.’
Walker didn’t speak.
‘Are you going to tell me I should have left him?’ Hailey wanted to know. ‘Caroline thinks I should.’
‘Who else knows about it?’
‘Just you. It’s not the sort of thing you shout from the rooftops, is it? I don’t know who
He shook his head almost imperceptibly.
Hailey reached for her glass and realized it was empty. She sipped at the melted ice in the bottom.
‘And he still works with the girl he had this affair with?’ Walker said finally.
‘Yes, he sees her every day.’
‘Why didn’t he sack her?’
‘He claims it isn’t as easy as that.’
‘I’m sorry, Hailey,’ Walker said quietly.
‘So am I, Adam.’
‘Do you still love him?’
‘Of course I do. When it first happened, I hated him for what he’d done. Not
‘Has it affected Becky?’
‘It’s difficult to say. We’ve kept it from her. At least we think we have. No real slanging matches in front of her – that kind of thing. But she’s not stupid. She doesn’t know
‘I wish I could say something that would help.’
She reached across and touched his hand.
‘You
‘I only met you a few days ago and I feel like I’ve known you all my life, if you’ll excuse the cliche.’ She forced a smile.
Beneath the table her foot brushed against his calf, but she didn’t move it away.
‘Those paintings you mentioned: the ones you want me to show to Waterhole. When can I see them?’
‘Whenever you like. They’re in my studio at home.’
She squeezed his hand.
‘Take me there now,’ she said flatly.
Confrontation