‘Then why don’t you just call the police?’ the younger woman said, agitated.
Donna didn’t answer; she merely sipped her tea.
‘I think you want it to come to this, don’t you?’ Julie snapped. ‘You don’t care if you kill them.’
‘They tried to kill
‘And if you do kill anyone,
‘I’ll take that chance.’
‘Let’s just hope it doesn’t go that far.’
‘It already has.’
They regarded each other for long moments, then Julie reached into her handbag for the envelope. She handed it to Donna, who turned it over in her hands, seeing Ward’s handwriting on the front. She smiled thinly and ran her index finger over the Biro scribble.
‘It can wait until morning,’ she said quietly. ‘We should get some sleep.’
Julie agreed.
Donna took the envelope upstairs with her and laid it on the bedside table. Before she got into bed she touched it once, running her fingertips over the smooth manilla package. Then, naked, she slipped between the sheets.
Her last waking thought was of her dead husband. As she drifted off to sleep, a single tear rolled from her eye.
Donna put down the note and ran her hands over the paper, as if trying to smooth out the creases. She was shaking slightly. Julie could see the tears in her eyes as she re-read the sheet of paper, touching her dead husband’s name with her fingers as she read.
‘Oh, Chris,’ she murmured quietly, wiping one eye with the back of her hand.
Jesus, even now it plagued her. She lowered her head.
‘Donna, are you all right?’ Julie asked, slipping one arm around her sister’s shoulders.
Donna nodded.
‘We have to go,’ she said, sucking in a deep breath, folding the note again. She looked at the small key on the table, then dropped that into the envelope with the note.
‘No one can be trusted,’ Julie said, echoing the words on the paper. ‘You were right not to call the police.’
‘Is my paranoia catching?’ Donna laughed humourlessly. ‘I’ve said it to you before, but I’ll say it again. If you want to leave I’ll understand, but you’re the only one I can trust now.’
Julie touched a hand to her cheek.
‘We’ll do it together,’ she said softly, holding Donna’s gaze. The older woman stood up and the two of them embraced, holding each other tightly, neither wanting to let go, united in their grief and also in their determination.
‘Come on,’ said Donna finally. ‘Let’s get to that bank.’
In the daylight Julie could see the holes in the road which, the previous night, she’d only been able to feel. The surface was badly pockmarked and the car bumped and bounced over the uneven thoroughfare, its journey only becoming smoother as they reached the main road that would lead them into Chichester itself.
Along the way they passed through one or two collections of houses masquerading as villages. The sun managed to escape the shackles of dark cloud every now and then; when it did, glorious golden light fell across the countryside. But for the most part the land remained in shadow.
As they drew close to the outskirts of Chichester itself rain clouds were gathering. As Julie finally found a parking space close to the bank the first droplets of rain were striking the windscreen of the car, like oversized tears.
The two women hurried across to the main doors of the bank. It was quiet inside. At the ‘Enquiries’ desk a young man with a strange, flattened haircut looked up from behind the counter. He smiled, ran swift appraising eyes over both women and coloured immediately.