Professor Quirrell had said that he was already able to feel the presence of Dementors, and Harry had said to Professor Quirrell... he'd told Professor Quirrell...
...to hold to the memory of the stars, of falling bodilessly through space, like an Occlumency barrier across his entire mind.
His second Defense class of the year, on Friday, that was when Professor Quirrell had shown him the stars, and again on Christmas.
It didn't take much effort to remember them, the searing points of white against perfect blackness.
Harry remembered the great cloudy wash of the Milky Way.
Harry remembered the peace.
Some of the coldness at the fringes of his limbs seemed to retreat.
There were words he had spoken out loud on the day he'd first cast the Patronus Charm, his mind could remember the sounds and the speech even as the feelings seemed distant...
...
You cast the True Patronus Charm by thinking about the value of human life.
Then the idea of killing everyone... that hadn't been his true self, that had been the Dementation talking...
Despair was the Dementors' influence.
Harry could picture the Earth, now, in the midst of the starfield, the blue-white orb.
"Expecto Patronum!"
The words came out a little halting, and when the human shape burst back into existence it was dim at first, moonlight instead of sunlight, white instead of silver.
But it strengthened, slowly, as Harry breathed in deliberate rhythm, recovering. Letting the light drive back the darkness from his mind. Remembering the things that he had almost forgotten, and channeling them back into the Patronus Charm.
Even when the light blazed full and silver once more, illuminating the corridor more brightly than the gas lamps, banishing fully the cold, Harry's limbs still shook. That had been too close.
Harry took a deep breath. All right. It was time to reconsider the situation now that his thoughts were no longer being artificially darkened by Dementors.
Harry reviewed the situation.
...still looked pretty hopeless, actually.
It wasn't the crushing despair of before, but Harry still felt wobbly, to put it mildly. He didn't dare go dark and it was his dark side that had the ability to take this level of problem in stride. It was his dark side that would have laughed scornfully at the very concept of giving up just because he'd lost Professor Quirrell and was marooned in the depths of Azkaban and had been seen by a police officer. The ordinary Harry was not able to take that sort of thing in stride.
But there wasn't any option except to keep moving forward anyway. You couldn't get any
Harry looked around.
Dim gas lights lit a corridor of grey metal, whose sides and floor and ceiling were slashed in places, gouged and melted, telling anyone who cared to look that there had been battle here.
Professor Quirrell could have repaired it easily enough, if he'd...
The sense of betrayal struck Harry with full force, then.
Harry's Patronus almost went out, then.