'As an Earth woman,' I said, 'you are doubtless not accustomed to thinking of yourself as an article of property.'
'No, Master,' she smiled.
'But I think, now,' I said, 'that you. may be ready to understand the sense in which you are a slave object.'
'Yes, Master,' she said, tears in her eyes.
'You are a beautiful woman, who. is owned,' I said. 'You may be bought and sold.'
'Yes, Master,' she said.
'Too,' I said, 'not the least attention need be paid to your desires, your thoughts or feelings.'
'Yes, Master,' she said.
'That is mainly what it is to be a slave object,' I said.
'I understand, my master,' she said.
'You see,' I said, 'it has nothing to do with consciousness or feelings.'
'I acknowledge the justice of the expression,' she said, 'but somehow it seems quite inapt.'
'Perhaps you will not think so,' I said, 'when you are put in chains and sold to a master who terrifies you.'
'No, Master,' she smiled.
'Why do you feel the expression is inapt?' I asked.
'Because I do not feel like an 'Object',' she said. 'Never have I been so alive, so excited, and so vital, or have I felt so significant and real, as when I have been a slave. Never in the constrictions of my freedom could I have understood such experiences to exist as I have felt on this world as a lowly slave. I had not dreamed such happiness could exist. I did not know I could experience such joy.'
'Perhaps I should whip you,' I said.
'Please, no, Master,' she said. 'Be merciful to your girl.'
I shrugged. I determined that I would not whip her, at least at the moment.
'So you see, Master,' she said, 'though in some respects I am a slave object, an article of property that may be bought and sold, a thing whose desires, whose thoughts and feelings, need not be in the least respected, in another sense, that of feeling and emotion, I am so far removed from the notion of an object that the use of such an expression is totally inadequate to convey the least understanding of my felt realities. I was far more of an 'object,' a thing manipulated by the internalized demands of others, a thing not daring to feel, a thing not daring to be true to itself, when I was free than I am now, a slave girl in the uncompromising shackles of your bondage.'
'I concede,' I smiled. 'For most practical purposes the expression 'slave object' is not well chosen to express the realities involved. Indeed, for most practical purposes, the expression is not only misleading and infelicitous but, as you have pointed out, inapt.'
'You see,' she said, 'in some respects I am an object, and in other respects I am not an object.'
'Yes,' I said, 'and in the deepest respects you are not an object.'
'Yes, Master,' she smiled.
I looked at her, kneeling there before me, the bit of bark cloth at her hips, the two necklaces, one red and black, one blue and yellow, about her throat, my tether knotted on her throat, fastening her to the slave stake. 'But you are a slave animal,' I said.
'Yes, Master,' she smiled. 'I am a slave animal.'
'It is time to tie you for the night, my pretty slave animal,' I said.
'The animal begs that you not tie her just now,' she said.
'Very well,' I said. I looked at her. I reclined on my elbow. She knelt 'Most slave girls, you have told me,' she said, 'do not desire to escape.'
'That is apparently true,' I said. 'That is strange, isn't it?' I asked.
'I do not find it strange,' she said.
'Oh?' I asked.
'I do not want to escape,' she said.
'You will be tied anyway,' I told her.
'Of course, Master,' she smiled.
'Master,' she said.
'Yes,' I said.
'Animals have needs,' she said.
'What sorts of needs?' I asked.
'Many sorts,' she said.
'Sexual?' I asked.
'Yes,' she said. She put her head down. Her lip trembled.
'Look at me, Slave,' I told her.
She looked at me. There were tears in her eyes. 'Do you admit that you have sexual needs?' I asked.
'Yes, Master,' she sobbed.
'Is your admission merely intellectual?' I asked.
'No, Master,' she said. 'It is deeper than that.' The intellectual admission that one possesses sexual needs is cheap. It is well within the range of even the clever bigot. That sort of admission, automatic, expected and innocuous, serves often not only in lieu of an authentic emotional admission but serves often, too, as a psychological device whereby just such an honest concession to the needs of one's deeper nature may be avoided.
'Do you have sexual needs, truly?' I asked.
'Yes,' she said.
'And do you wish them satisfied?' I asked.
'Yes,' she said.
'Say then, aloud,' I said, ''I have sexual needs, truly. '
'I am a woman of Earth!' she protested. 'Please do not make me say that.'
'Say it,' I said.
'I have sexual needs,' she said, '-truly.'
'Say now,' I said, ''I want them satisfied. '
'I want them satisfied,' she said.
'Say,' I said, ''I will never again deny my sexual needs. '
'I will never again deny my sexual needs,' she said.
'Say,' I said, ''I will be such and behave in such a way as to attempt to secure the satisfaction of my deepest and most honest sexual needs. '
'I will be such and behave in such a way,' she said, 'as to attempt to secure the satisfaction of my deepest and most honest sexual needs.' She looked at me. 'Even though they might be those of a slave?' she asked.
'Even though they might be those of a slave,' I said.
'Even though they might be those of a slave,' she said.
'Even though they are those of a slave,' I said.
'Even though they are those of a slave,' she repeated.
'Say now,' I said, ''I am a slave. I am your slave, Master. '
'I am a slave. I am your slave, Master,' she said. She looked at me. 'I cannot believe how I feel,' she said. 'I am so incredibly happy, Master.'
I nodded. I sensed then that the locks on the dungeon door had been opened, that the bolts had been slid back.
Then she put down her head. 'I am a girl in need,' she said, 'I beg the touch of my master.'
'Look at me,' I said. 'And speak clearly.'
She lifted her head. 'I am a girl in need,' she said, boldly. 'I beg the touch of my master.'
I smiled, and she reddened. She had now, at last, explicitly begged for my touch.
The hands of the small, naked slave girl hidden in the dungeon, crouching on the damp, narrow, stone stairs, pressed upward against the iron door which had been bolted shut above her. It moved a quarter of an inch
