heard the small metal noise, and felt the occasioned cruelty of the bands on my wrists. In struggling I could only hurt myself. The choice was mine. In the end, whether I struggled or not, whether I hurt myself or not, I would still be held, and perfectly. I cried out with frustration.
'What is wrong, Tuka?' asked Tela.
She was secured identically as I was, a few feet to my right, her ankles fastened with cords, on the insides of two saplings, about a yard apart, her wrists braceleted behind her. She had risen up on her elbows, her head turned, to look at me, in the moonlight.
'Oh, be quiet!' I said.
'Very well,' she said.
'I am sorry, Tela!' I said.
'It is all right,' she said. 'What is wrong?'
'Nothing,' I said. 'Nothing!'
Tela, undoubtedly puzzled by what she must take to be my strange behavior, lay back on the leaves.
I, sitting up, jerked at the bracelets again. Again I felt pain. Again I had hurt myself. I sobbed with frustration. Was that all I was to him, only another slave?
I could see the small campfire by the wagon. Back from it a bit, to the left, Tupita was tending Mirus. About the fire, were the stranger, still masked, and, unarmed, Callisthenes and Sempronius. Their blades were hung on the side of the closed slave wagon. They were talking, and passing a bota about, which probably contained paga.
Mira and Cara, still in their shackles and manacles, from the chain of Ionicus, had been put in the slave wagon, which was locked. The slave wagon was little more in effect than a large iron box, secured on a wagon frame. Its door, in the back, was reached by a short flight of broad, wooden stairs. In the upper portion of the door there was a small aperture, about a half-inch in height and six inches long, which was fitted with a sliding panel. It was now shut, latched. It could not be opened from the inside. In the bottom of the door there was a larger opening, about three inches in height and a foot in width, through which pans of water or food could be slipped into the wagon, without opening the main door. That, too, had its panel which, too, was now latched. It, too, could not be opened from the inside.
The stranger had now screwed shut the lid on the bota.
He had showed them hospitality. They had, so to speak, 'shared his kettle.' They rose to their feet.
Earlier in the evening, the front ward portion of the meadow, near the ruins of the long, low building, indeed, only a few feet in front of the rail, to which at that time Tela, Mina and Cara had still been fastened, Sempronius had fed me. Callisthenes had similarly put nourishment in the mouth of Tela, even as she was at the rail, neck-roped there. I had wondered if the stranger had permitted Callisthenes and Sempronius to feed us, half-naked slaves, in order to have them in proximity to us, whom they might not touch, as a torture for them, Gorean males.
The men were coming in this direction.
Now it seemed, however, that I had misread his intent.
Sempronius crouched before me. 'Lie down,' he said.
I obeyed.
How tightly my ankles were bound with cord! How closely my wrists were enclosed in steel!
He removed the belt and cloth I wore.
He then began, kneeling beside me, to caress me. I regarded him with dismay, twisting. It was his intention that I should be hot, and open, to him! I must resist! I must try to resist! What if the stranger should see! But men had changed my body. I now needed their touch, more so than I had ever dreamed could be possible, even in my moments of most frustrated passion on Earth. Let it be acknowledged straightforwardly and honestly. I had been made a slave.
'What is wrong?' asked Sempronius, puzzled.
'Nothing, Master,' I said, firmly.
Sempronius had been permitted earlier in the evening to feed the slave Tuka, as Callisthenes had Tela. Tuka had knelt before him, clad only in a slave strip and belt of rolled cloth, her wrists crossed and bound behind her back, fastened closely to her crossed, bound ankles. He had put food in her mouth, and she must eat. But, as Tuka understood now, this had not been to torture him. Rather, if anything, it had been to bring him into her proximity to excite him, to whet his appetite, to give him a foretaste of the delights which might, if he wished, await him. and, too, from the woman' s point of view, she so helpless, so close to him, so much at his mercy, unable to defend herself, or even to feed herself, dependent on him for her very food, this produced a sense of distinct unease, and arousal.
I heard Tela, under the touch of Callisthenes, cry out, softly, to my right. Sempronius knew what he as doing. I tried to steel myself, and think of other things. I turned my head to the side.
I heard Tela gasp with pleasure.
I suddenly hated being a slave! Was this possible? That I should be so casually put, so cordially put, in the liberality of a Gorean host, at the disposal of guests? But of course it was possible! I was only a slave! But why would he do this to me, to me? Was I truly to him only this, only another slave, to be put without a second thought to the purposes of guests, merely another amenity or convenience to them, as might be a napkin or finger bowl, or a comfort, such as a blanket, or an extra cushion for his couch?
I must not let Tela' s cries arouse me. I must try not to hear them! What pleasure she must be enduring!
Perhaps the stranger did not recognize me?
'Oh!' I said, suddenly, softly.
Sempronius chuckled.
I knew then, and so did he, that he would conquer me.
'Is she satisfactory?' asked the stranger, standing behind Sempronius. I looked up, wildly, at the stranger.
'It seems she will prove so,' said Sempronius.
The stranger held, coiled in his right hand, a slave whip. 'If you are not fully satisfied,' he said, 'let me know.'
'Very well,' said Sempronius.
I knew then that the stranger would whip me if I were not pleasing.
But I began, unable to help myself, to squirm beneath the touch of Sempronius. 'You are a hot slave,' said Sempronius to me.
'Oh, oh,' I moaned, softly.
'Are you not pleased?' he asked.
'Yes, Master,' I sobbed. 'Thank you, Master.'
I heard Tela, in a moment, begging to be freed of the bracelets, that she might hold Callisthenes. He released her from one of the bracelets. Callisthenes and Sempronius apparently held the keys to our bracelets! How gracious of the stranger!
I reared up a little, and saw, to my relief, that the stranger was back with Mirus and Tupita.
I closed my eyes.
I lay back on the leaves, gasping, my head turning from side to side.
'I cannot stand it, Master!' I said. 'I cannot stand it! Do not stop! Do not stop! Oh, please, Master, do not stop!'
I loved being a slave! I loved it!
I begged Sempronius to free my hands that I might hold him, clutching my softness to him.
He twisted me a bit on one side and removed one of the bracelets. I then clutched him eagerly.
'Oh! Oh, oh, ohhhhh, ohhh!' I said. 'Ohhhhh.'
'You yield well, slave,' he said.
I looked up. tears in my eyes. The stranger had returned. He had been watching. In his hand was still the slave whip. Then he turned away, again. I gathered then it would not be necessary to whip me.
I responded to Sempronius' lips, and kissed him, too, softly, about the neck and chest.
Twice more that night he used me, and twice more was I reminded of my slavery, and how total it
