pocket.
She could read his mind. “Let me try it.”
“No way.”
“I want to.”
“No you don’t.”
“Come on.” She reached into his pocket and her hand brushed against him. John sucked in air so hard he was surprised his lungs didn’t explode.
Mary Alice was holding the bag up to the streetlight. “What’s so good about it?”
John couldn’t answer. He had more pressing matters requiring his attention.
She opened the bag.
He came to his senses. “Don’t do that.”
“Why not? You do.”
“I’m a loser,” he said. “Isn’t that what you told me?”
There was a noise behind them and they both turned to look.
“Cat,” Mary Alice guessed. “Come on.”
She had taken his hand and John let her lead him down the street toward her house. John stayed quiet as she took him through her backyard. He knew her bedroom was on the bottom floor, but he hadn’t been expecting her to open the window and climb in.
“What are you doing?”
“Shh.”
A twig snapped behind him. He turned again, but all he could see was shadows.
Mary Alice said, “Come on.”
He climbed up, stopping halfway over the sill, whispering, “Your mom will kill me if she finds me in here.”
“I don’t care,” she whispered back, turning on a Hello Kitty lamp that cast a thin halo of light.
“You sleep with a nightlight?”
She playfully slapped his shoulder. “Just get in.”
John landed softly. Her bed was pushed up underneath the window. They were both sitting on her bed. Mary Alice’s bed. John felt his erection return with a vengeance.
If Mary Alice noticed, she didn’t say. “Show me how to do it,” she asked, handing him the bag of coke.
“I’m not going to.”
“I know you want to.”
He did. God, he did. Anything that would give him the ability to get past his own idiotic personality and kiss her.
“Show me,” she repeated.
He unknotted the bag and used his finger to scoop some out.
“You snort it,” he said. “Like this.”
John coughed, almost a gag, as the powder hit the back of his throat. It tasted bitter, metallic. He tried to get enough spit to swallow but his mouth was too dry. His heart did something funny, like a flop, then he felt as if a knife had slammed into it.
Mary Alice looked scared. “Are you-”
The coke hit his brain. Two seconds, tops, and he was so fucked up he couldn’t keep his eyes open. He saw stars-actual stars-and he fell forward, right into Mary Alice. She put her hands on his face to steady him and he tilted his chin up, his lips meeting hers.
The next thing he remembered was waking up with the worst headache he’d ever had in his life. There were shooting pains in his chest and he felt cold, though sweat covered his body. He rolled over, his skin sticking to the sheets. He was thinking that his mother was going to kill him for wetting the bed when he felt her body beside him.
Mary Alice was completely naked. Her neck was twisted to the side, her mouth open and filled with blood. He saw bruises on her legs and other parts of her. Patches of her pubic hair had been ripped out. Bite marks were all over her small breasts.
John was too freaked out to make any noise. He was panting, his bladder pressing for release as he pushed himself back away from her body. The open window was behind him. He reached up, his fingers sliding against the frame. Blood. He had blood all over his hand. He had lain in it all night, his clothes soaking it up like a sponge.
He heard a noise, a “huh-huh-huh,” but it was coming from him. Her face. He couldn’t stop looking at her face. So much blood. His bladder released, a warm, wet liquid flooding down his leg.
He had to get out of here. He had to leave.
John pressed himself against the wall, using his legs to push himself up over the window ledge. He fell through the open window and into the backyard flat on his back, the air puffing out of his lungs in a sharp cough.
He looked up at the sky. It wasn’t yet morning, the sun making the trees gray shadows against black. His legs shook, but he managed to stand, his pants sticking to his thighs, his bloody shirt like a second skin on his back where he had lain beside Mary Alice all night.
John ran, his heart pulsing in his throat.
He had to get out of there.
He had to get home.
CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
FEBRUARY 6, 2006 8:02 pm
Will Trent was brushing his dog when the doorbell rang. Betty started barking, her body nearly skittering off the table from the force. He shushed her and was rewarded with a curious look. Will had never told the dog no.
A full minute passed. Will and Betty waited, hoping whoever was at the door would go away, but the doorbell rang again, then three more times in rapid succession.
The dog started barking in earnest. Will sighed, put down the brush and rolled down his shirtsleeves. He scooped up the dog in his hand. The doorbell rang again-six times in a row-as he walked to the front door.
“What the fuck took you so long?”
He looked into the street to see if she was alone. “I’ve been plagued by Jehovah’s Witnesses lately.”
“Might be a good way for you to meet women.” Angie wrinkled her nose. “God, that is one ugly dog.”
Will followed Angie into his house, holding the dog close to his chest, feeling the slight even if the animal hadn’t. Angie was still dressed for work and he remarked, “You look like a prostitute.”
“You look like a corpse in a coffin.”
He pressed his hand to the tie. “You don’t like the suit?”
“What happened to those jeans I bought you?” She flopped onto his couch and let out a sigh of relief, not waiting for his answer. “These fucking shoes,” she complained, sliding out of the six-inch heels and letting them hit the rug. She unpinned her long brown hair and shook it out so it fell around her shoulders. “I am so sick of this fucking job.”
Will put Betty down on the floor. The Chihuahuas nails clicked across the hardwood as she headed toward the kitchen. He heard her drink some water, then nibble on what was left of her supper. The dog was an unwelcome and, hopefully, temporary companion. Two weeks ago, Will had come back from his morning run to find his elderly neighbor being loaded into an ambulance. The woman had some sort of speech impediment and, judging from the timbre of her voice, a five-pack-a-day habit.
“Watch Betty!” she had screamed across the front lawn, though Will had heard it as
“What do I do with her?” he had asked, somewhat horrified at the prospect. The woman just glared, so he pointed to the tiny Chihuahua standing on her front porch. “The dog. What about the dog?”
