have the shaman leave them behind the next time they stopped. He felt more like he, or his patience, was being tested rather than taught.
They had climbed a long series of switchbacks up a bluff and were now making their way across a gradually sloping mesa top. On the way up, Howling Coyote had taken a detour and led Sam out on a precarious spur of rock. The stretch of plain that ran to distant mountains left Sam in awe. The prairie seemed to go on for a hundred kilometers. The shaman had tugged Sam around to face south and pointed to a series of peaks in that direction.
'See. It ain't me,' Howling Coyote had said. 'He's still sleeping.'
Sam hadn't understood what the old man meant, and said so.
'The Ute, pup. He's still sleeping,' was all the shaman would say on the subject.
They came to a place where a wide circular depression was marked by stone walls. In sharp contrast to the dusty soil and sparse vegetation elsewhere, the grass here was bright and green within the hole. Traces of ditches, some with stones, could be seen through the stunted trees. 'Thirsty, pup?'
'Yes,' Sam replied honestly. His lips were dry, and even his lungs felt seared by the dry air.
The shaman sat on the wall and dangled his feet over the edge into the depression. There was perhaps two centimeters clearance between the soles of his feet and the earth. 'Ah, nice and cool,', he said. 'Have a drink if you're thirsty.''
Sam looked at the grassy depression toward which the old man gestured. He could see no sign of water. Just grass. The shaman swung his feet back up, with a heave rising to his feet and padding off down a path between the fragrant pinon. Sam was shocked to see Howling Coyote leave damp footprints. He hurried after.
' 'What did you do back there?'' 'Hey hey, pup. I didn't do nothing. The old ones iuilt all around here. 'Anasazi's the name you Anglos stuck on them. They built that lake for irrigation before Whites ever walked the land hereabouts.'
'But your footprints,' Sam protested. 'You left wet footprints as though your feet had been in water. There wasn't any water in that lake bed. How did you do that?'
The shaman laughed. 'I didn't do nothing. Just experienced the lake and the wisdom of the old ones. What did you experience?'
Nothing, Sam thought. Aloud he said, 'I don't know.'
'Some shaman. Gotta see the past if you're gonna face the future.'
Without any further explanation, Howling Coyote led Sam through the tangled, dark trees. Near sunset they came out at the rim of a forested canyon. The rock face fell away beneath them for a dozen meters of sheer drop. The far rim looked as Sam imagined the side on which he stood must appear. Trees and brush grew on all the surfaces that offered the least foothold, only succumbing when the rocks were nearly vertical. In niches where the sandstone of the cliff had caved away, someone the old ones? had built clusters of structures. After silently contemplating the vista for a few minutes, Howling Coyote led Sam back from the edge to a grove of pinon trees that were taller 'and broader than their immediate neighbors. It took Sam a moment to realize that each of the larger trees stood within a slightly raised area.
Before he could ask a question the shaman took his arm and dragged him deeper into the grove, where a few piles of stone marked the outlines of a building made of many small rooms. No wall was higher than a meter. There was a wide clearing to one side, in the middle of which yawned a dark, rectangular hole. Two logs and the first rung of the ladder they supported poked out of the hole into the failing sunlight. 'A kiva. Be warmer to spend the night in there,' the sha 184
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He rises, to the sky. He rises, seeking light. He rises, toward the power. To the sky, he rises.
Dusk lay on the mesa; a cool breeze arose, rustling through the pinon and caressing the twisted mesquite logs. An owl called, distant and plaintive, and the faint chitter of a hunting bat skittered across Sam's ears. Other hunters would be about. Sam looked at the hole. Where the kiva had seemed to offer only darkness and mystery, it now promised light and warmth and the only companionship on the mesa.
Howling Coyote might be a little odd, but the human companionship he offered was something Sam couldn't long go without. The old shaman was also Sam's only hope for Janice, and Sam was not about to abandon that hope after chasing it so long. For all of Howling Coyote's eccentricity, Sam felt somehow that the shaman was trying to help him. If only he could figure out what the old man was driving at. One thing was certain: Sam wouldn't get anywhere by freezing himself to death alone in the night.
He walked to the ladder rising from the kiva and, coughing a little from the smoke, descended into the earth.
Pain.
Wind howls like a hungry wolf. Fire burns, destroying implacably. Faces are filled with pain, and rage, and fear, and death.
Pain.
His mother, crying and protective. His father, defiant and impotent. Oliver, his brother, torn away by the raging waves of the mob, to surface in impossibly distant places. And Janice…
Pain.
Running. Hiding. The dark shadow against the dark night comes hunting, circling ever closer, until an eerie, keening howl pierces the darkness and sends the shadow away. The sound stays in his head, piercing his peace and bringing…
Pain.
'Hey hey, pup. Is it Dog?'
Sam started awake, dream fragments fleeing from him to be swallowed in swirling mists. Even though he was unsure of what they were, he was more than happy to see them go.
Howling Coyote shook his shoulder. 'You were chasing something. Talking to Dog?'
Sam shook his still muddled head. He didn't want to remember, but he knew he hadn't been visiting that pleasant green place where Dog dwelled. 'Just a dream. Nothing important.',
'Hey hey, pup. You're dumb even for an Anglo. Dreams are important. They touch on the otherworld, the places where the totems live.'
'Dreams are fragments of leftover data. They're just the brain recorrelating information, subconscious data processing.'
The old man looked at Sam out the corner of his eye. 'Ya sure, Anglo?'
'It's scientifically proven.'
'Ya really are dumb. This is a magic world now. Science don't know everything.'
Sam was annoyed. 'Nor does magic.'
'Nor do you,' Howling Coyote said in near perfect imitation of Sam's exasperated tone. The old man swung a foot up onto the ladder. 'Eat. Sleep. Think. Whatever. Just don't let the fire go out. Got something I gotta do. Ya stay put now, pup.'
The shaman climbed the ladder, momentarily blocking the sunlight and plunging the kiva into deeper gloom. In a surge of momentary panic Sam nearly swarmed up the ladder after the shaman, but he forced the urge away. He spent two days regretting his decision to stay.
Each morning Howling Coyote told him to sit in the holy place of the kiva and dream. It was not welcome advice, for Sam didn't like the dreams he was having. But he did as the old man bid, sensing that his chance of learning anything from Howling Coyote, and therefore Janice's salvation, depended on his obedience. Wasn't the student always expected to be obedient to the master? It had been that way in his ancestral Europe and it was a way of life in the Orient. Why would the Native Americans be different? So Sam sat in the darkness, pacing the confining periphery of the kiva when the forced inactivity became too much. He spent a lot of time trying to guess the time of day from the angle of sunlight creeping in past the fiber mat grill Howling Coyote had placed over the opening. The boredom was so intense that he slept a lot. And when he slept, he dreamed. On the third day, Sam awoke to find Howling Coyote gone. Without the shaman to prohibit him from leaving, he decided he had grown thoroughly sick of the dark kiva. Climbing the ladder into the harsh light of mid-afternoon, Sam blinked and shook his head in wonder. He had thought it was only morning, and blamed the timeless dark of the kiva for the glitch to
