Nature itself seemed against the She-Wolf and her inexperienced hunters. The snows had come early, before the last leaves had fallen, and they'd come heavy. Small game was around in some quantity. They could smell and they could hear it scampering through tunnels beneath the snow. The true-wolves were thriving and the more atavistic of the hunt could have followed the ravvits and mask-eyes back to their teeming dens. But not the first- born.
The cold, dry winds came early, too, putting a thick crust on the snow that held their weight-sometimes. The deer were starving, and the hunting was better for a while-though they'd pay the price, eventually, for each weakened doe whose misery they ended. Then the deer staggered south. The first-born hunted vermin again and listened while the elders clicked their tongues over the stewpots.
'Timmain's sacrifice! Timmorn's cunning! That's all I ever hear any more!' the She-Wolf muttered as she struck the flint with her chipper-stone. Too hard. Too deep. The would-be arrowhead shattered, and black splinters shot into her fingers.
Glowstone sniffed the air and set his own stones aside. 'If Timmorn were here they'd howl a different song,' he added darkly.
'No they wouldn't,' Talen told them, not looking up from his lopsided spearpoint. 'They do this every winter.'
'That's not true,' Zarhan injected.
'Yes it is-well, maybe it's a bit worse this year. But the hunt never heard any of it. They laired together outside, and we stayed here in the cave. We didn't exchange hardly a word or thought with them until the spring thaw.'
Zarhan grunted noncommittally and went back to whatever mystery he was perpetrating with the ribs of one of their last big kills. The She-Wolf stopped sucking on her bleeding finger and tried to remember the previous winters. Had the hunt laired together-apart from the others? Apart from the first-born as well, she guessed; she couldn't remember being with either group. Alone. Yes, alone; by herself almost the whole time and, yes, eating rodents. That was how she'd known where to find them.
Memory played tricks on the first-born. There were things you remembered in your nose and eyes as if they'd just happened. Then there were the gaps. The She-Wolf shivered involuntarily. Whole years were gone-more than years, she suspected-vanished into the wolf-blood and the wolf-song. It had been worse for the hunt; they never knew the time was gone except through the dreamberries.
The berries had held them together. They had shared things on the nights when Samael brought out his bowl. They saw Timmain through the elders' eyes and images older than that: a marvelous mountain rising out of the forest, full of light and music. It was more than sharing, though; they became individuals, too, with their whole past opened up and the wolf-song reduced to a faint throbbing.
Sometimes it was better when the berries had worn off and the emptiness had gone back to its hiding place.
'Well, I wish they'd do some work, too,' Treewalker exclaimed, putting a welcome end to the She-Wolf's unseen wanderings.
Zarhan Fastfire examined the bent, delicate, sharp-pointed thing he'd made from the bone a moment before speaking. 'Everyone does what they can, Treewalker,' he explained.
Hooks-that's what he called his little pointed things. He said they were far better at catching fish than a spear though none of the first-born could imagine how he was going to throw it or how it was supposed to kill the fish. Certainly he was the only one who could make them, and he was worse with the chipper-stones than Talen so no one complained.
He put the hook with the others, then turned back to Treewalker. 'Who made your boots? Who made the double-hat that keeps your ears warm?'
Treewalker looked away. 'Murrel,' he admitted after a long pause.
The elders made all their clothes. They knew how to scrape the bloody hides, then wash and stretch them, then work strange-smelling magic on them that sometimes made the hair fall out and always made them soft and supple. The first-born didn't know how; they'd have been naked or stinking if the process had been left to them.
If the elders weren't busy it was because there was nothing for them to do: no fresh pelts to scrape and freeze; no more reeds to be worked into baskets; no more leather to be turned into clothing. All they had were piles of flint and Zarhan's pile of bones. The She-Wolf stole a guilty glance at her mother, who was napping beneath a mound of furs, then took up another piece of flint.
'They're always cold. They're always hungry. Timmain's sacrifice didn't help them at all. They can't get smaller or learn to hunt.'
It seemed to be Fastfire's day to contradict and lecture. 'I don't think that's what the sacrifice was for,' he mused
aloud, setting his bone-carving implements aside. Unlike everything else he'd said so far, his thoughts about Timmain were ideas he'd never put into words before and he had the first-bom's undivided attention.
'If it had been just that the high ones were too big and ate too much, or because they weren't good hunters, she wouldn't have needed to make the sacrifice. Look at me-sure I'm taller than all of you, but I'm shorter than everybody else. Everybody's been smaller than their parents. Everybody-Talen, Rellah, me, Chanfur, even Feslin would have been shorter if she'd lived. Timmorn Yellow-Eyes towered over me like an oak tree. I remember Murrel's father; he was taller than Timmain!
'And we're hardier; that started almost from the first, too. Smaller, stronger, more resistant to the cold. But way before the sacrifice the high ones were the hunters, not their children. They hunted in their own ways-with magic-and the oldest were the best.'
The first-born, except for the She-Wolf, shook their heads. Samael-tall, stately, and ancient-would not even touch a weapon and would only eat meat that had been boiled beyond recognition. It was impossible to imagine him, or anyone like him, beating the bushes for game. Only the She-Wolf had been listening closely enough to suspect that the elders hadn't used spears, bows, or rocks to make their kills.
'What kind of magic?' she asked slowly, her dreams about Timmorn and his mother bubbling to the forefront of her mind.
Zarhan smiled-she was the one he'd really been talking to, the only one whose understanding and acceptance he craved. 'Many kinds. Some of them could paralyze prey with their sendings. My grandfather could make anything burn-anything-even things that shouldn't burn like water and rocks. They would drive a herd of black-neck deer with his fire until the whole herd collapsed with exhaustion or stampeded into a rock chasm-'
'A whole herd of black-necks?' Glowstone shuddered with a different sort of amazement. 'Didn't they know that was wrong? The weakest, the slowest-a few at a time-but never the whole herd. No wonder their magic stopped working for them. I'm just as glad we have wolf-ways instead of magic.'
'You're right!' Zarhan danced over the flint-pile to give a surprised Glowstone a hearty embrace. 'The key to the sacrifice. The old ones didn't belong here! They used the magic they had from the sky-mountain to survive here, but the world here rejected them. Their magic got smaller along with everything else. I can only make fire where it could properly be; my father's magic was somewhere in between.
'Timmain's sacrifice: she gave her magic to this world to create Timmorn. You, Timmorn's children, are truly a part of this world. It won't reject you or your magic.'
Sharpears tightened his lips, exposing teeth that weren't lupine but did have the strength and edge to tear through raw meat. 'We have no magic,' he declared, locking eyes with the elf.
It was challenge as practiced and perfected by the hunt. The flame-haired youth felt a savagery rip through him that threatened to leave him numb and senseless. He'd seen this in the hunt; seen the weaker hunter turn his head and offer his neck in submission. He fought to keep the cords of his neck from twisting around. 'Are you wolves or elves?' he croaked.
Sharpears was trembling as well. Challenge seldom lasted more than a few heartbeats. That was its virtue-it established order without harming either side. He had had the strength. Fastfire knew he was beaten, but the ignorant elf hadn't known how to quit, and now Sharpears was himself strained past his limit.
'We're both,' the She-Wolf snapped, placing herself between them.
Zarhan thumped to the floor behind her.
'Challenge right!' Sharpears gasped. 'My right! Submit or dominate-you had no right to interfere.'
