Everything comes to an end, Father, even you.
I wake up the same as I do every day, bored and peaceful. I open my laptop and stare at the email that has been waiting for a month. It’s finally time. I print it out and place the paper on top of my large suitcase that’s standing by the door. On that last day, having diligently smoked my seventh cigarette, I put it out, pick up my keychain, and detach the key of my small apartment. I get dressed, lift the suitcase, and step outside. In the elevator, I am met by the neighbor who gives me the same suspicious smile he’s been treating me to since I started living here nine years ago. I look down and stare at my purple shoes. Seconds before the elevator reaches the ground floor, I say without looking at him, “I work as a translator. I translate books. I’m moving out today. Take care.” He looks at me in surprise, shakes his head vigorously, and says, “You will be missed, Miss Nadia.”
I get out of the elevator, hand the key to the building’s caretaker, and take a taxi to the airport. Umm Kulthum sings out of the car radio.
You are closer to me than myself
Whether you are here or far away
I check my passport and the printout of the ticket that will take me to Radwa, and then I sit back and glue my face to the window. I watch the world outside go by. Maybe one day I will return and start again.
Selected Hoopoe Titles
Whitefly
by Abdelilah Hamdouchi, translated by Jonathan Smolin
The Final Bet
by Abdelilah Hamdouchi, translated by Jonathan Smolin
A Beautiful White Cat Walks with Me
by Youssef Fadel, translated by Alexander E. Elinson
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