She ran her hands down over my abs, making my dick jump in anticipation.
“Will we chronicle this?” Her fingers wrapped around my dick and all I could think was thank fuck because he was dying for attention.
“What would you say?” I managed as her hand stroked slowly.
“He’s long. Thick. Velvety soft.” She leaned over and sucked him deep to the back of her throat.
“Oh fuck!” I shouted at the unexpected move and had to lay back as my hips started to move on their own. Did I think she’d put her mouth on him? Yes. Did I think she’d deep throat me at the outset? No. And it fucking blew my mind.
“Um…you said a bad word,” she said as she used her hand to stroke him again.
“Better get used to it because that’s what you do to me.”
She smiled like my words pleased her. “Do you have a fantasy?”
“You’re my fantasy.”
She licked my cock tip like an ice cream cone. My hips bucked at the sensation. She was going to slowly drive me mad into ecstasy.
“Is there something you want me to do or us to do that would make you happy?”
“I’d like you to be naked and riding me.”
She let go of my dick and began to undress. As she undid her bra, her breasts fell free. I reached out, brushing my thumb over a nipple trying not to think about what was coming for them.
She took my hands and pressed them over her breasts. “They’ll be gone next week.”
I wanted to pull my hands away. I didn’t want her to think they defined her or our love life. Seeing them turned me on and I liked touching and sucking them because I knew it turned her on. But they weren’t the key to my attraction to her. I wasn’t sure what to say, but fortunately, I didn’t have to say anything.
“Touch them, Brayden. Suck them. Love them. Do everything you ever wanted to do to them.”
I looked up into her beautiful green eyes, seeing so much courage and strength in them. “What do you want me to do to them? What would be the best send off for you?”
“For you to enjoy them.”
I nodded. I could give her that. “Just so you’re clear, losing them won’t change how I feel about you. Or my attraction to you.”
She nodded. “I know.”
I looked into her eyes to make sure she really believed me. When I thought she did, I sat up, and pulled her to me so I could suck one nipple into my mouth.
She sighed and held my head against her. “I could get bigger ones if you wanted.”
I stopped mid-suck and looked up at her. “I don’t need bigger ones.”
“I’m just saying…men usually like big tits.”
“No, they don’t.”
She quirked a brow in disbelief.
“They like something to hold on to and suck, but there’s a limit. Bigger isn’t always better when it comes to tits.”
“So, you wouldn’t like porn start tits?”
“No. I could get suffocated by one of those.”
She laughed and pulled me close. “I love you so much. You always say the right thing.”
“It’s the truth. I want you to have whatever makes you happy. When you’re happy. I’m happy. When you feel sexy or pretty, I see it.” I gently massaged the two globes that would be gone next week. I frowned as a thought came to me. “Would you wish I had a bigger dick?”
“No. There is such a thing as too big there too. Yes, a woman wants to feel full with her man inside her, but too big would be uncomfortable.”
“You’ve thought about this?” I asked, loving how her pussy rocked against my cock as I tweaked her nipples.
“The first time I saw your dick I had a moment of concern. Turns out, you’re a perfect fit.”
I grinned. “Good to know.”
She lifted herself up and settled over my dick, taking him in.
“Fuck that’s so good.” I closed my eyes to focus on the sensation of her wet, hot pussy around my cock. In an instant, relief, gratitude and love swelled into a swirl of emotion that stole my breath. With her body around mine, I felt like I was finally home. Finally one with her again. I held her still, wanting to drown in the feeling. From now on, this was how it would be for us. I would do everything in my power to make it so. From now on, our lives would be two hearts and souls entwined as one.
26
Terra
I was still wracked with guilt at how unfair I’d been to Brayden. Yes, he could have done better to be home instead of working, but instead of thinking we were doomed like I had, he’d tried to do something about it, even if his execution was bad. While the road to hell might be paved with good intentions, at least he had them.
Me? I’d called a lawyer and ran to my father. I’d kept waiting for him to show me he loved me by being home, totally missing all the ways he was showing me he loved me through the texts and messages, or by selling the business.
I was still floored by his decision to sell the business. I felt like I needed to do more to prove to him that I was one-hundred percent invested in our marriage. Right now, it was to show him through our bodies.
I straddled his thighs, his dick seeped deep inside me, pulsing with life. I had a moment to feel sad that we might not be able to create another child. It was an odd feeling since I’d thought we were done long before our marital problems or my cancer. I suppose it was the fact that the option could be gone that had me feeling this way.
“I love you, Terra. Tell me you know that I do.” His voice was husky against my neck as he held me still over him.
“I know you do. I’ve always known.”
