Reaching my chair, I just about fall into it with relief. As I tuck myself into the table, I quickly order a glass of red. My plan is to loosen up myself, just enough so that when Blake does walk through the door, I can be myself and deflect the charm I know he is going to bring.
I am halfway through my glass when I spot him. The moment I do, I feel my knees go weak and I thank God that I am sitting down, another reason for arriving early. He spots me instantly and walks to me with a smirk on his face.
He looks as handsome as I remember. In a navy-blue suit, offset by an open white shirt, he’s more akin to a model than a mere mortal man. His hair is slicked back and impeccable, and his eyes seem to be undressing me or are those just my hopes being projected on him.
“You’re early,” he says as he slips into his chair.
“Maybe you’re late,” I quip back as I sip my drink.
He isn’t late. He is actually right on time. Perfectly so, as if he has been waiting outside for the clock to strike six.
“It’s possible, but unlikely,” he says, not in the least bit put off by my attitude. “And you started without me.”
“Oh this?” I ask, pushing my half empty glass across the table. “I got sick of waiting.”
“I’ll try to improve for next time.”
“Next time?” I ask, raising my eyebrow in an exaggerated fashion.
“Unless I’m getting ahead of myself. But I contacted my fortune-teller earlier, and she assured me that this wasn’t going to be a one-time thing.”
“I think you should fire her,” I say, working hard to hide my smile. “She’s clearly a fraud.”
“So, Carrie, you’re saying that I’m not going to discover the cure for cancer tomorrow? How disappointing.”
He is unflappable. Everything that I say, he seems to have an answer for. But more than that, everything he says, I seem to have an answer for, too. I have never felt such a connection with a date as quickly as I do with him.
“How about you concentrate on the task at hand, Blake? That is keeping me entertained. You can worry about cancer tomorrow.”
“Deal,” he responds, smirking to himself as he does.
The banter doesn’t stop there. As the night progresses, our appetizers are replaced by our entrees, and those are replaced by dessert. Things between us only seem to escalate.
When we first had drinks, I thought that maybe Blake was just having a good night. But as we eat dinner, here and now, I can see that this is just his personality, calm, cool and oh so confident. And despite myself, I’m finding it harder and harder to resist him.
“So,” he begins as our desserts arrive. He wears the same attractive smirk that he has all night. It is clear that he knows what it does to those around him, especially women and he is obviously determined to use it on me. “What are your plans for the rest of the night?”
“Tonight? Nothing. But tomorrow, I told you already. I have that early start.”
I look away from him as I speak. I can’t look into his eyes. If I do, I know I will become lost and will thus find it a heck of a lot harder to say no to him.
“Oh, perfect. So, you’re free after dinner, then?”
“Technically speaking.”
There is a piece of chocolate cake in front of me that I am trying hard to resist as well. But I realize that I can use it to my advantage. I scoop a portion onto my fork, making sure to all but suck it off the end. My lips press out as I do.
“Does that mean you’re going to join me for a drink?” He leans in, speaking at just above a whisper. The restaurant is crowded, but all that noise is barely registering on me. Like a viper dancing before its master, Blake has hypnotized me.
“What do you think?” I say, swallowing the cake, nice and slow.
“I think you’re going to.” He smiles a little as he speaks. As if he knows the answer before I even say it.
“Again, I’m going to suggest that you fire that fortune-teller of yours because there’s no way that I’m coming back to your place.”
I don’t look at him as I speak, but somehow, I’ve managed to resist him, even though I hate myself at the moment.
“She will be disappointed. But not as much as me.”
“Oh, I’m sure you’ll manage,” I say, smirking to myself.
I couldn’t be prouder of the self-control I’m exhibiting. Plus, something tells me that he isn’t used to be rejected. That thought fills me with indescribable warmth.
“I’m sure I will, Carrie.”
***
Blake drives a very modern, very expensive and very fast car. It’s one that I don’t recognize, and even as he tells me the name, it doesn’t ring a bell.
“So, this is you?” He asks as his car pulls up in front of my apartment building. It’s a small building, only housing four studio apartments. Mine is the smallest of the lot, too, and by the far the cheapest.
“This is me,” I confirm as I open the car door.
As I do, his hand reaches out and touches my shoulder. It sends a shiver up my spine as goosebumps break out across my skin.
“I’ll call you, okay?” He asks.
“I hope you do,” I say, smiling at him.
Then, just as I am about to climb from the car, his hand moves from my shoulder to behind my head. He pulls me to him, and I find myself moving. I can’t stop myself. I don’t want to stop.
I have been glancing at his lips all night, wondering what he tastes like. As our lips meet, I am not disappointed. I could kiss him for hours, days even. But I am playing a game, and at the moment, I am winning.
After no more than
