He nodded emphatically, looking like I just told him he’d won the lottery. “Consider it done.”
As Lincoln shed his last piece of clothing, I was mesmerized. Every inch of his body fascinated me, some parts more than others. I blushed thinking about the way he felt inside me, even as I blatantly stared at his nakedness.
“You like what you see?” he asked, smirking when all I could do was nod. “Good. ’Cause it’s all yours.” After he finished putting on the condom, he crawled up the bed and nudged my legs apart, running a finger through my folds. “Wanna make sure you’re ready for me.”
“Always.” My breathless reply made the corners of his mouth kick upward again.
Before I could form another thought or take a breath, he breached my opening, moving slowly until he was all the way in. My body locked up from an overwhelming sense of fullness, the ache budding inside me becoming stronger and more intense as he started to move.
“Feel good?” he murmured next to my ear, his wicked tone spellbinding me. I didn’t think it possible that someone’s voice could make me feel shy, empowered, and vulnerable all at the same time. I wanted to scream his name. I wanted to bombard him with demands and entice him to fuck me deeper with a flick of my hips. But I didn’t do anything except answer him, allowing him to work me into a frenzy.
“Yes,” I moaned, tangling my fingers into his thick hair and clutching him to me.
“I love being inside you. I don’t wanna exist anywhere else.” He pumped his hips, switching from slow to fast and back again before exploring the depths of my mouth with his tongue. I was thrilled Lincoln had been my first kiss, and as it turned out, my first love. Correction… first and only love. I had no idea what the future held for us, but I couldn’t imagine my life without him, and I definitely couldn’t imagine ever feeling this way about another living soul. He had officially ruined me for all others.
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Her moans drove me wild, her eyes searching mine, screaming for me to tip her over, all without saying a single word.
Hooking her leg over the crook of my arm, I thrust so deep I pushed her up the bed.
“Linc!” she cried. “Keep doing that.”
“That’s what it takes to get you to call me Linc?” Her smile fell when I repeated the motion. She bunched the sheet in her hands, her body rocking into rhythm with mine.
“I don’t ever wanna stop,” I huffed, my muscles tightening, the familiar swirl of need cresting over me. “I love your pussy, baby.” I sucked her bottom lip into my mouth and bit down before plunging my tongue inside. The way she kissed me erased the memory of everyone who came before her. I couldn’t believe her lips had never touched another’s before me. She truly was a gift in every sense of the word.
During the short time since Maddie had come into my life, my feelings had morphed from curiosity to protectiveness to love, the latter emotion scaring me. Not because I was a commitment-phobe or didn’t want to settle down, though. I feared losing her.
Her breathing came short and fast. She was close. But instead of rushing to the finish line, I pulled out and turned her on her side, cradling her from behind, pushing her leg forward before reentering her quick and hard.
She sucked in a lungful of air at the intrusion.
“Did I hurt you?”
“No. Do it again.” She reached back and grabbed a handful of my hair, turning her face so she could kiss me. “Do it,” she demanded, licking at my mouth.
Withdrawing until only the tip remained, I slammed back into her in one motion. Her mouth dropped open before she pleaded with me to do it again.
Circling her clit with my finger, I stole her mouth while I fucked her, swallowing her moans, which only intensified the closer she got.
“Are you gonna—”
“Yes!” she shouted. “Yes, keep… right there….” I applied more pressure, and she clenched around me, rocking back and forth as she claimed her orgasm. When she was on her way back down, I moved my hand to seize her waist, anchoring her in position.
“I’m gonna come,” I grunted. The buildup was more intense than ever before, and the moment everything clicked, and I finally tipped over, it was pure bliss. Not that every orgasm wasn’t spectacular in its own right, but after owning my feelings and telling Maddie I loved her, and knowing she felt the same about me, my release had been so powerful I couldn’t breathe. I’d never cared this much about anyone before, and while I was still trying to sort my emotions, I tried not to overthink everything I felt. Sharing my feelings with her terrified me, but also made me feel invincible. I wanted to open up more, but I also didn’t want to overshare too much at the same time.
“And… I’m spent.” I chuckled, kissing her once more before rolling onto my back, discarding the condom and pulling her close. “Are you happy?” She snuggled in closer but didn’t give me a verbal answer. “Babe?”
She crawled up my body until her lips were an inch from mine. “I never thought I’d be able to say this again, but yes, I’m happy. So much so it kinda scares me.”
“Me too,” I confessed, lazily running my fingers up and down her back, smiling when I’d hit the perfect spot which made her twitch. “I have another very important question to ask you.” My expression turned serious.
“You hungry?”
She sighed before playfully slapping my chest. “I’m starving.”
“Okay, give me a few minutes, and I’ll scrounge up something for us to eat.” With my breathing starting to regulate, I worked up the courage to ask
